Thanks for replying ^^))

Bayleen saw Safear, but didn't budge to go over and say hello. For she too was deep in thought and in pain. As she lie there growing within every minute close to her last heartbeat, she was thinking of the people she loved.

((Tis ok ^^ I can write alot too ))
Bayleen's head jerked up, even as she heard the soft, low murmur and looked at Voice as she got to her hooves with some work.

Ignoring her own pain as looked at Voice she asked, "How dost thou know thy name? Who art thou? What brings thee here on to this pond?"

((I'm not copying ur type of Shakespearian writing, but I just got the idea as I was doing Bayleen's blog to write her voice in Shakespearian since I really love that and we're reading one of his books, so I think it a very beautiful 'language' so-to-speak'. And for me, it seems that it suits Bayleen))

swivleing her ears twards the sound of their conversation she rested her head on her outstreached claws and listened idley to their words.


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((Psh, I just guess. I know that play, but I haven't read it. Read Romeo & Juliet last year. :3))
Voice swiveled her ear to Safear, nodding her head to her politely.
"I cannot see into thy mind. I can only sense of thee thy personality and that emotion which you emanate so readily. Come now, speak to me. Tell me of this sorrow. Perhaps I may be able to alleviate some of this emotion." The doe's eyes held the same depth of sadness as the other doe's. Another candle upon her back seemed light very slightly, not yet burning but more smoldering.

((As a note, any deer's emotions become her emotions for the most part. So if your deer is sad, so is she.))

(Ohhhh ok))

Bayleen looked at the two deer before her and now speaking to them both, she said, "Mine own pain and devestation has been going on for quiet some time. Me, being the foolish mortal I am, have fallen in love with a stag. But, him wanting the love of another stag over a does', he has doted on another of his own gender. The times that the one he truly loved wasn't there, when he was sick, I comforted him, lied by his side, which only made me love him all the more. But when I was injured badly, I didn't spend as much time as I wanted to. So, he chose the stag over me. I was lonely...sad. I despised the gods and cursed them for not letting me actually have something in my life. I wanted to die on that snowy day. And just before I was going to leap into the pond, I saw a sleeping fawn under a mellow willow tree. I did not jump off to my death, but maintained faith that I would soon get a mate and bear a fawn to care for. But obviously, mine own faith has easily faded. Now, methinks I'm getting what I hast deserved. But, even as I am whithering, I feel as if there is something in me. It could be a fawn, for sometimes I feel it moving inside me. I'm not quite sure if I really am going to die, or not."

"I do not see the light at the end of this tunnel, beautious Safear. For I can no longer fight no furthur hope of my wish. My world is crumbling right beneath mine own hooves," Bayleen said, specifically speaking to Safear but also Voice. Bayleen's purple flowers that hung from her antlers were staring to die, for their petals were beginning to turn brown and dry up.

Bayleen closed her eyes and nodded as she managed to drop dead purple flowers and put in the new ones.

Then she asked, "But how dost I look to the future when my head is in the past? How dost I get over it? What if I do not live?"

"thank you, Voice your words are most kind and appreciated."

smelling the newly picked flowers fresh on the breeze she turned once again to Bayleen.

"listen to the wise words of Voice for she speeks the truth. there is always something to hope for, no matter how bleak the world may be. And if it is true that you do carry new life within you wont you try to live for it if not yourself. Rev may have mattered to you very much, but he is not the only stag. Is it fair to deny others of the chance to make things better? Rev is happy, i think its time for you to be too.

Standing up she shook the water from her sleek body and came to stand near the two does.


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" I am simply glad to be of service. The Gods have given to me a task, and for that reason I live. Living for something else is quite a humbling yet beautiful experience. Ye must try to live, indeed. He would want thee to live thy life. May the Gods watch over thee and be merciful to all. If ye wish to speak again, I am here."
She stood, sensing the shift in the mood from sorrow...to what seemed rather like hope. The flared on her back, the wick's top bursting into a tiny little flame. Another sorrow had been added to her collection, shining on the emaciated pelt. Yet she looked happy now as she bowed to the two does, ready to move on to those who needed her as well.

"your guidence and advice is most helpful, i thank you for the talk. May the gods permit our paths to cross again."

Dipping her head to the do she now spoke to Bayleen

"i am glad you have found hope again, may it stay with you as long as you need it."

turning to take her leave she paused for a moment.

"oh, and Bayleen if you are to have a little one be sure to let me know."

smileing now she bowed to them both and dissapeared into the treeline.


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(A few weeks later)

There Bayleen lay, cuddling close to her fawn, FleuraLune in the shadows of the temple in their little den-like area. Bayleen gazed down at her fawn, smiling serenely at how small and dainty she looked. Her gaze then lifted up to the sky turning a peaceful peachy color as the sun began to set on the horizon.
"Oh how peaceful the sky appears before night..," she whispered admiringly.

FleuraLune gazed up at her mother and squeaked as she shivered slightly, "Momma? W-why is it s-so c-c-cold?"

Bayleen snuggled closer to Fleur and said, "The sun that brings warmth to this place thee nests in has crept down, so we see no more of it. But in return, the bright luminescent moon rises into the sky to bring us the coolness of night. Now, sleeps thou here to rest."

Bayleen's ears flicked to the direction in which she heard her friends' call and bawled out to her in response.

(You know where Safear and Fleur were that one time I changed my account to Fleur and she led her to the ruins and lied down in that one area? Well, that's Bayleen and Fleur's "den" so they are there right now in the story thing. Just wanted to tell you that because I like to picture things happening in my mind ^^)

Bayleen could hear Safear run towards them, feeling the ground ever so slightly shake.

Bayleen smiled warmly at her friend and whispered, "Why dost thou cry when thee sees't new life? Methinks is' because I am dying, yes?"

Bayleen nodded and said,"Thou must understand the meaning of Life and Death. It happens to everyone, some sooner than others, like myself. But we really never die. We live forever in the memories that we share with others. Sadness, Happiness, Love. We experiance it all. But within everything that leaves this place, they leave something behind. Maybe their mate, their special flowers...."
Then Bayleen looked down at Fleur than back at Safear, "Or maybe a newborn fawn. But they will never leave you."

Bayleen was truly touched. She looked down at FleuraLune and smiled slightly as tears swelled to her eyes and slowly trailed down her face and hung at her chin.
She looked back at Safear and chocked out these words to her, "Safear, I am afraid that my time on this earth will only last until tommorow. So please, I ask of thee, take care of Fleur while I am gone. Calm her when she has a cut on her dainty leg, comfort her when she is lying in the rain alone....encourage her when she feels that all hope is lost. And heal her when she has a broken heart. Although I would happily do so thine ownself, I cannot."
By this time, Bayleen was seething with tears that dropped to the ground as she spoke to her friend.

(:'( I'm going to start to cry lol This is just so touching! AWWW BYE!!!!)

(YEAH This is sooo sad By the way, I'll probably have her 'die' in this rp, then in the game, then I'll write a little story-diary thing of it.)

Bayleen dipped her head slightly and then looked back at her. She gently pressed her forhead to Safears', pulling her leg from under her and lay it in front of her and said, "Vow it?"

(If u didn't get that, it's like putting your hand out to the other person and then the person would put their hand on top of yours. In this case, it symbolizes Safears' vow to watch over Fleur.)

Bayleen smiled softly and put her hoof back under her and looked at Fleur and sighed. She had not realized how late it had gotten until now.

"Well," Bayleen said as she looked up at the starlit night, "I shall go to sleep now and rest till the sun rises. You may stay with me and Fleur if you wish it be."

Bayleen put lowered her head to the ground. She gazed at the trees and the ruins before them. The forest was silent and dark. Occasionally, you'd hear a hoot of an owl or the wind wail and brush against the trees. After a while, when the moon was at its' highest place, Bayleen grew more weary and soon drifted into a deep sleep.

(Next Morning?)

(M'kay ^^)

Bayleen awoke the next morning to find the forest once again peaceful and bright. She yawned and looked over at Fleur who was still sleeping. Then she glanced over to Safear if she was still in her slumber also.

Bayleen smiled and said, "And good morning to thee." Bayleen too, stretched her legs, for they were still asleep a little.

As Fleur began to wake, she could faintly hear their voices, but that made her wake faster. With her eyes barely open yet, she got up and spread out her skiny fawn legs and yawned. Then she looked over at Safear and noticed how different she looked from most deer, but that didn't bother her. She liked how she looked.
Bayleen noticed that FleuraLune was looking at Safear, so she decided to introduce them to each other.
"Fleur, this is my good friend, Safear," she said.
"Hello! I'm Fleur. FleuraLune ^^," Fleur piped to her.

(DARN I g2g to bed :( I'll see u latr!!!)

Fleur smiled up at her mother and Safear.

Bayleen grinned and then said, "What should we do today?"

Fleur shrugged. She was always fine with anything.

"Nay. Should we go there?" Bayleen asked.

"Let's go there! Let's go there!!!" Fleur cheered as she was sort of dancing with excitement, shifting from one leg to the other.