Memories...

Baal's picture
Boredom.

The price one pays for a lack of effort in life. The price he now paid as the aged red buck lay beneath the boughs of a slender young tree, the red of poppies all around him.

A soft gust of dust and leaves puffed up as a great sigh poured from the slight opening in a white faced mask stained with the rust of blood. One scarred leg stretched its way outwards, parting the thick stems of the flowers, sending a shower of red down upon his even redder hide.

A rain of blood. How fitting.

Pale grey eyes watched the torrent as it settled, some still dripping over his shoulder to pool gently at his chest. An image of a heart torn away...Eyes closed and memories played.

Dark.
Blood.
Bleeding...

Far, so far from the dark ennui that held him now. A life of action, of violence, of...murder. Dark guilt filled him, flooded him. He was drowning in it!

An explosion of greenery and red as he lurched unsteadily to black hooves. Stumbling, falling he moved from the dark clutch of memories long gone but still dragging, crawling within the darkest places of his mind.

He had to escape, but the strength was drawn from him, pulled away, torn away and dragged kicking and screaming back to that place. Back to the red that forever stained him. He dropped to his knees, breath rushing in a humid mist from the strangling confines of the mask.

He couldn't breathe!
He couldn't run!
He...

...didn't have to.

The buck collapsed, sweat sodden coat steaming in the cool fall breeze as scarred sides heaved with the need for air. He calmed, watching as the sunlight trickled down, soft and golden, through the branches of the trees.

There was nothing here to run from anymore.


[I've forgotten how much I love writing for him. I'll have to fix that.]
[[Should I keep the text his usual red or should I go back to white for easier reading?]]

♥

Kaoori's picture

MOAR I loved reading about

MOAR

I loved reading about Baal, his thoughts, way back when. Please, please keep doing this. ;_;

I also want to rp with you more. <3
Baal's picture

MoonlitStar -

MoonlitStar - ♥♥!

Kaoori - Heh, I really appreciate that. I do plan to continue though I find it hard to get in the forest most days thanks to bandwidth hogs. But hey, I'll make the effort.
I'm always game. ^^
Shiori's picture

-wants to hug him- .__.

-wants to hug him- .__. -wiggles-

Very nice <3
Baal's picture

lol, why thankyou! ^^

lol, why thankyou! ^^
WonderfullySarcastic's picture

-pats his head- poor thing

-pats his head- poor thing <3

And red is just fine to read Smiling
#1354
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Reminds me I have a bio to

Reminds me I have a bio to remake sometime. Eye I love reading this stuff, keep it up!! So great to see you around here more!!
Baal's picture

WonderfullySarcastic - Oh

WonderfullySarcastic - Oh isn't he just a poor little emo thing? xD
Glad to see it's legible. Sometimes I worry that it blends too well with the background.

Mystress - lol, thankyou! Good to see you about too. Heheh, good luck on that bio!
Halafax's picture

I've missed reading about

I've missed reading about Baal. Lovely to hear from him again even if he's currently in a sad state. ♥
Baal's picture

: D Hello! I don't think I've

: D Hello! I don't think I've seen you on TEF in quite a while!
Thankyou, maybe he'll dig out of his emo soon. ^^