CYDA I NEVER GOT TO THANK YOU BUT THANK YOUASDLKNSAD

Kimi i missed that but god bless your prayers were the only reason i survived

AND TYSM YOU GUYS 3: i'm glad people are understanding and i didn't blow my entire argument out by saying the FUckword 300 times holy hell i barely remember typing it that much i was too madIDKLNADSLKN SIGH Q>Q sry

THOUGH BECAUSE EVERN POINTED OUT, I DEF GOTTA SAY it wasn't just me they brought up in a negative light so i wasn't singled out SOLELY as a stain on the community. the judgement spans far i tell you what, and they had a lot of varying opinions about many people and tef in general
but the fact that i was called out by name again was the final sorta sTrAW in a few rounds that had me going so far as to say something

I'm so incredibly appalled.
I can't believe people are this hateful.

So much love for you, even if we don't really much anymore. ;;

this is such a weird thing for someone to do wtf is their problem??

yo what the hell man that's messed up. like I understand venting frustration to friends about a negative interaction with someone, but purposefully spreading lies that seriously hurts their image is worse than rude.
sorry you had to go through that, and if you ever want to chit chat just hmu

I'm so sorry that you've been accused of such a statement. Rape is a touchy subject and to be accused of finding pleasure in such an act is downright cruel. You build relatable well rounded characters because of the fact you don't shy away from taboo topics and that's what makes their lives so interesting to follow. It's a story, not a fetish and anyone who thinks otherwise is being narrow minded and blind to what character development is.

As much as I absolutely love this community, I've noticed that we as a whole can be so heartless at times. I feel that when we're on a computer we often forget that there is another person on the opposite side; someone that has the ability to feel and be hurt by the things that are written and said about them. So things said against us cut deeper. Which leads to a looootttt of drama and, understandably, hurt feelings. Hell, I took almost an entire year to myself because I just couldn't take the stress of constant OOC drama. It wore on me and made something I loved unenjoyable. It doesn't help that we are prone to assuming things based on what others say, which I myself am guilty of playing into. :/

CYDA TYVM FOR THE OFFER 3:
and ofc many agreements ith your sentiments..

WENDI I CRY LOOKING BACK ON MY OWN LANGUAGE i am offended by my own anger in the past. i'm grounded. by my own self

BUT IN SERIOUSNESS YEAH.. i would understand if the themes spanned across all characters, the subject was handled horribly and taken lightly, ect- well i still wouldn't understand the accusation but.. I'D SEE MORE THE.. CONNECTION

i DON'T WANNA SOUND PREACHY but i think ultimately it comes down to people liking to bitch but having no genuine interest in educating people or making the community they think is growing sour, any better- just indulging others and spreading their own misery to fuck people over instead of idk, offering some education or telling people what they think they could do better, or just.. talkin it out
I MEAN if you don't feel it's your responsibility to help anything or be honest about your feelings to the person you're having issues with, then it's hardly your responsibility to warn people about them..
saying 'yes join me, i am good. avoid those gross people because of my opinion and also ignore my own flaws thx'. idk.. c'man..
like uhm.. screaming and protesting and then not working towards your cause. sLACKTIVISM i think is the word

BUT I'M GETTING INTO A WHOLE OTHER SCREEME SO I MUST CALM ALSKDNLKSADN

WHICH TIES IN TO NAZZARD'S SENTIMENTS. i don't think it's so much the 'community' that can be heartless, I THINK IT'S JUST PEOPLE BEING PEOPLE, everywhere you go! AT LEAST IN MY OPINION. the small amount of people can make the negative seem pretty overwhelming though
IT'S GOOD TO TAKE BREAKS. and it's good to come back with a refreshed POV. i noticed you just POOFED one day

TY SYMPHYON
ALKSDNLKASDN I AM VERY FAR BUT TYSM 3;

OH NOASNDKLANSD

I CAME FROM THE FUTURE TO TELL MYSELF TO KALM THE FACK DAOWN

ALSKSKA NO THERE ARE TOO MANY LAYERS TO THAT TO EVEN EXPLAIN
how dare you do this to me. I said nice things about you

*Cicero voice* OHHHHHH, oh yesss!! Happy belated... 5 years!!

Also for some reason.. idk why, but when I click on your bios it shows all the text as Comic Sans for about 3 seconds before converting it to the right one, but it's only on your bios. It makes me chuckle!!

I know this is out of the blue, but I just wanted to say that I stumbled in here and read your note about negative IC interactions and I really appreciate it!! I think calm, considerate communication between parties is something that this place needs more of considering how special many of our characters (and this game in general) are to our hearts as players. I know for me, personally, there's been a couple times where (spontaneous, IF) IC interactions between my characters and your characters weren't something I enjoyed or wanted to play out the way they did, but I never reached out to you personally. Instead, I made some passively defensive remarks on my character's bios and I sincerely apologize for reacting that way from an OOC standpoint. In retrospect, I know that communication during or after the interaction would've been so much better! And I don't hold any of what went on ICly against any of the players involved ♥ Just wanted to throw that out there and show some support for good, honest, open communication with folks!~ Best of luck!!

someone needs to make a TEF sit simulator 2k18 game cover mockup thing

IRONICALLY FOR ONCE IT'S NOT EVEN JUST TEF. like my internet and cable/digital just died for a half hour

buncha bologna..

though i do give up on tef if i dc too many times and i'm playing a mini because boy i'll only get that pelt so much

thIS has also been on my mind now for a few days, aND idfk what's been going on bUT the influx in players leaving is starting to get fkn worrying!! And it's been gradually increasing for a while!!

AND I JUST GOTTA SAY, I feel like we're reaching a point where we simply can't afford to get shitty with each other in this game. Whatever the issue is. We can't afford to be scaring players away.

I'm struggling to word anything past this without coming off as a total ass BUT JUST YEAH. I can't stress enough what Ka has been saying for the past...several months at this point.

It feels like more people are leaving tefc, than there are people joining. We're a niche af community so can we stop suffocating each other please.

It is indeed all about communication. Nothing gets solved or answered if you don’t talk.

A shame that all of this is happening, really.

Tobi was a pain in the ass, but he was a memorable pain in the all.

wow that's an expensive pen, also this update is hilarious.
haha, ugee gave me two pens with my tablet nana nana booboo jk jk
sorry fam :/

competing with apple probably and their insane 100 dollar tablet pen....

NAw, the grip is only $15!

I have the smaller less fancy Intuos (CTL-490), uses this dinky thing. At least the nibs are replaceable, I guess... I've already destroyed one ;;

ty for blessings kimi, they helped me survive
i've had a fear of storms for a long time but the one time i wasn't scared my city almost exploded

Draak it is Glorious
i get like 57 fps mid forest and like 37-40 when i'm near the water with full reflections and shadows i could cry

even though i didn't rly want more fps on tef it's a good sign for the other games that'll take 300000 HOURS TO DOWNLOAD

I got my first gaming/graphics computer last year for Christmas and I was blown away with how smooth everything was, especially with games. KAO RUNS AT WARP SPEED ROFL

But yeah, even any other game I played (i bought a ton off of steam in joy) that I would have lagged like no one's business I can play so normal and it's like hsalkhfkajs

ASDJLFJ THAT PICTURE I CAN'T

I remember one year YEARS ago when there was an abio on tef and there were 100+ people on and I needed to turn the graphics down and it looked like all the deer had thigh-high boots on because the graphics were so simple. I wish I Had the screenshots around it was horrible rofl

^ AKLJDLKHKLFHKL

THESE BOOTS ARE MADE FOR WALKIN

ghjfkghdf
my favourite has to be the plonk


(also since I opened it I'm currently getting about 55...60fps with a picto spread but it fluctuates so much tef pls)
AND turns out I did have blinking off

edit for the billionth time:
turns everything to lowest