I fled before your eyes
Leaving you with the lies I spoke
I could not look back
And see your face
I did not want to see your face
A memory that would always haunt me
For a lifetime
I told myself that it was for the best
At least you would not face any more hardships because of me
My wealthy family disgraces me
With their noble heirs
Youll never know how hard it was
To say those things
To walk away
But that day
I left my heart with you
For no one else could have it
You might be a poor man
But your pride and dignity
Are greater than any others
You work hard and honestly
And to me thats all that matters
I sit here in this calm demeaner
Screaming and crying within my soul
I gave you my heart
But my soul is slowly dying here without you
It yearns for your laughter
And your warm embrace
My hands grip my hair as I think on these things
I did not want to do this
But then again I never wanted anyone to hurt you
And being a woman
This was all I could think to do
So please forgive me
And believe
I did not want to
But remember you still have my heart and that will never change
For you are the only one I deam worthy
To keep it.