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phantomhelsing's picture
(lol I'm sure no one remembers who this is by now)

How long's it been? meh, I no longer care Sticking out tongue

Just thought I'd be a pain and poke my head in over here to see what's going on. Not much, same stuff.

I probably will not be active on here anymore, I actually haven't even re-downloaded the game on my computer :/ But this place dissappoints me now. Too much has changed for the worst i think, and a good portion of my friends either left or are ignoring me. Maybe I'll get active again when I have the time. Right now, I have a lot to do.

I got invited to join an Original Character Tournament on deviant art, where you basically take one of your characters and beat the crap out of other people's characters in a creative and aesthetically pleasing way. And that's where Lier went. He apparently isn't welcome here anymore and I always had better plans for him. so hah. he wins.

i know I owe some of you some trades, and yes, I WILL keep my word, it may just take awhile. I have college to think about as well and building up my portfolio as a digital artist. It's going to help for when I transfer to the Art Institute of Pittsburgh in the summer. not to mention the 11 pages of the tournament audtion that are calling my name >>

If I do become fully active again, I want to start over. and I'll just keep atiq and Silas, because atiq is my baby and silas is interesting. I'll think about Elani. Adel and Lier were failures.

It actually hurts to come back here, because i know that it will never be the same again, because people will be people; they will fight, refuse to reconcile, and generally mess things up. i know they are capable of fixing things, but it's rather hard on the net. I used to not doubt the ability of this place being able to do so, but now I'm not so sure.

i'm EXTREMELY active on deviantart, so feel free to check me out there. and you're always free to e-mail me to chat: phantomhellsing@yahoo.com

Later I may upload some doddles and sketches to show you what I'm up and that I am, indeed, alive and kickin'.

And i want to thank whoever suggested my art for the 2010 calendar, much love to you! <3

So this is Cato, signing out agian! See you on the other side! <3
Verycrazygirl's picture

I swear I recognise you! A

I swear I recognise you! Shocked

CATO -cling- I understand,

CATO -cling-

I understand, it's hard when you watch this place change from the loving and welcoming community it once was to... more like the real world if you ask me. More fights... drama... blahblahblah.

I can't force you to stay or anything, but remember I'm always here for you. Or on deviantART, speaking of which I need to get active again on D8 I'll probably make something... nothingcomparedtoyouraweomeness but ok to show and whatnot and maybe my DA and horse inspiration will come back... Maybe I'll make a good ref for HorseMartisol...

Anyway. Hey Catoooo

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fayne's picture

CATOOOOOOO. -FLAIL- HNN I've

CATOOOOOOO.

-FLAIL-

HNN I've always wanted to try one of those. |D Sounds like you're having fun out in internet-land, wouldn't want to keep you here! You're right, a lot of crap has taken place. 8| <3

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trigger_mortis's picture

Hi there I don't think I

Hi there Smiling I don't think I know you, but it's always nice to see returning people, even if it isn't for long. I'm sad to hear that you don't find it as enjoyable as you used to, but I can understand how things change over time and sometimes our initial love is a lot brighter in memory than in reality.

Anyway, I'll look you up on DA! (out of curiosity, is it the same name? or are you under a different one?)

Catch ya on the flipside!

phantomhelsing's picture

khdhgfjkf wasn't expecting

khdhgfjkf wasn't expecting stuff that quick xD while I'm still hanging around here tonight I'll talk to you guys.

~ Hiii Verycrazygirl, your sig makes me happy, it's so neat looking x3 <3
~ HEY I KNOW YOU. This place has less deer and more drama llamas for sure XD
yes, upload some artz again, I would like to see more from you.
~ FAYNE, you're avatar is making me hungry XD Nice to hear from you again. so far it's fun, I've met some cool people and made some new friends, and it helps to flesh out your characters more. It's doing wonders for Lier. INTERNET LANDZ IS FUN <3
~ Hey there trigger_mortis ^-^ . Yeah, if you'd been around earlier, you'd have seen how close knit most of us were, it was a lot nicer place DX I think I may return one day though, I really miss having fun in the forest.
My dA account is actually named roselegend6 x3 thanks for the interest!



I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise

Hi! You don't know me.. I

Hi! You don't know me.. I think? Welcome back!
Some others have said they've noticed change.. I've only been on the community site since August, though, so.. I'm still new-ish, myself. c:

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Pegasicorn's picture

CATOOOO! I'm sorry to hear

CATOOOO!

I'm sorry to hear you feel so negatively about this place, but I'm one of the few who have seen the changes and can still find the good. Call me a foolish optimist. =] It's nowhere near as bad as anyone says; it's only bad if you believe it is.

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Flyra's picture

CATOOOO. |3 Too good to see

CATOOOO. |3
Too good to see you here! -lolowa-

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