
....I must tell someone, anyone.
I...I think I am permanently blind...
Since I fell asleep earlier, my vision has been blurred, and I can only make out odd shapes and colours...My other senses have always been highly accurate, but...
..I'm not used to this. How unfortunate that it should be the time of my return to the forest that my sight is taken from me...
Perhaps it will return. For now, I do not know.
-- Apollo
..I have no other deer with special needs, so hah. 

I fear...
[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders (Sort of.)
[] flowers or other plants
Total: 2
[] being touched
[] fire
[x] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[x] the ocean (sort of. I almost drowned during summer, and got saved by a life guard.)
[] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
Total: 2
[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death (Meep.)
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[x] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[x] having great responsibilities (More HATE than fear)
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
Total: 5
[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
Total: 2
[] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat (...someone has a fear of this?)
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[x] falling in love
[] super secrets
Total: 2
Final total: 13
Normal - Yay? XD
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars

.....
My world has been turned upside down.
The stag that I loved, that I still do love, if not as much...
...He is back.
Back, after so long, after all my tears, after he wrenched my heart in two...
...Back, just as I started to get over him.
Apollo, why did you leave? Was there a reason? Did you mean it?
....I feel a cold fury rising in me. He approached me, and he simply greeted me, as though we are friends...
....Well, I have something to say.
We aren't friends, Apollo.
Never.
Never am I trusting you with my heart. Never.
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...Yup. She went from depressed because she loved him, to furious cuz she doesnt. Pahaha.



Name: Apollo
Nicknames: A
Titles: Dunno yet
Pictogram: 
How to remember it: Uhhh...Just try? Anzel said it looks like a man-eating plant from Mario...8D
Gender: Male
Eye Colour: Silver
Age: Adult. (Like 22 in human years.)
Real Birthday: I dont have a clue.
"Used" Birthday: 22nd January
Stag Day: PFFT. No idea.
Mate: None.
Personality: Apollo is a handsome, charming young stag. He's almost like Rutilus in some ways, except he actually cares for others, and would never intentionally hurt someone. He has a very caring nature, though he can be slightly reckless at times, and will protect the ones he loves til the death. This stag loves to meet new deer, and delights in buttonmashing and enjoying life. If depressed, or alone, however, Apollo can be found slow-walking around, and will generally seem more down than usual. Underneath the masks he may wear, Apollo's face is quite handsome, but he prefers to hide it.
History: I was born in this forest, and lived here happily for many years...I met the doe named Nina...We became friends, and I knew that she had started to feel for me, as only a lover could. I did not feel the same. Fortunately, we continued as normal, becoming inseperable, staying with eachother almost every moment of the day. When that white flash of light came...Everything was blank. I have no recollection of anything about it...All I remember is that flash, then waking up once more...Blind.
Enemies: None.
Friends: Laruna
Family: None.
Sleeping Location: Undecided
Favourite Time of Day/Weather: Twilight, or rain
Theme Song: Undecided
Colour: This.
Special: Apollo is mostly blind, his vision almost completely blurred. He relies on scent and smell to get around.

D:
..Well.
I want another deer.
AGAIN.
*sighs*
;_; I already have his picto, I've had it for like a year, from when I first found TEF but left cuz I couldnt play.
D: And he's secret, but I don't want him to be!
=/ And I dont want seven deer.
I'd get rid of Jared, Nina and DanniiDeer if I could...
But if I got rid of Jared, I'd miss him. And if I got rid of Nina, I'd have to change Lorak's story, and I'd miss -her-. And DanniiDeer...
...Well, I want her set. And I likes her <3
GAHHHHH.
;______; What should I do? I dont want to get rid of my deer...
>_< So.
Wut do I do.
His name...
...Is Apollo. 

...A crap one :C I didnt even add any rules. Why? Cuz I think everyone knows them.
Ahaha. Dont flame me.
Please? XD

Taken by the Charmer himself.

"Rutilus, are you checking me out? >>;"

"Rut, I swear, if you're eyeing me..."

"...Wow, thats one cute stag over there..."

"BOW DOWN TO ME!"

"...And just why not?"

"Fine. I'll bow to MYSELF."

"Ruttii, is that you over there..? Cuz if it is, you look pretty damn se--...Nevermind."

"Well, Rutilus, let me ponder the idea of marrying you...NO."

"Cookies! GIMME!"

"...Whattt?"



Ahahaha.
;D She was shocked. But we continued.
That was awesome. It was like, better than when I kissed Sulwyn, and that, my friends, was a blast.
....I feel high.
...ROFL.
:'D

"Indigo, are you allright!?" The enormous stag beside the panting doe was staring in worry and shock, his rich brown pelt slightly ruffled from the light breeze that blew past them. His enormous white antlers scraped against a tree slightly, and he moved his head irritably. Indigo lifted her head with a soft, caring smile, and touched Amicus' nose with her own.
"All is well..." She whispered, looking at her newborn fawn. It looked almost exactly like herself, apart from the white spots flecking its dark brown fur. "...She's beautiful..."
"She is a rose among the nettles indeed..." Amicus smiled, sounding very poetic. Indigo's eyes suddenly became worried, as she looked up at her mate.
"...Amicus..." She started, hesitating. The dark brown stag frowned questioningly. "...Are you leaving again?" She asked miserably, predicting his answer. Amicus was always travelling from one forest to the next...
"I..." The stag sighed, and nuzzled his mate affectionately, his eyes filled with sorrow. "...Yes."
Indigo blinked back tears of disappointment; she had wanted him to stay, to see their second fawn grow up. "When? Rutilus...He will want to say goodbye..."
"...I set out at dawn tomorrow..." Amicus sighed, thinking of his son. The fawn was only two months old; he didn't deserve to grow up with only one parent half of the time. A lump rose in Indigo's throat.
"Y-you do? ...I...I must ask...Will you return?"
"...I will try, Indigo...I will try." Amicus replied, his voice cracking at the end. Indigo nodded her head in understandment, and proceeded to clean her newborn fawn.
"...What will we name her, love?" Indigo asked quietly, still grooming her fawn, which bleated meekly. "A rose...among the nettles...A rose...A rose..." The mother doe murmered to herself, then Amicus' blue eyes lit up.
"Taliene!"
"What?"
"Taliene, the ancient word for Rose!"

Lul. I'm bored...D8
Soooooo. You can ask my deer ANY questions. When I say any, I mean ANYYYY. About their histories, if they'd kiss your deer (LOLVIPINSARIE), have they ever had a crush on your deer...Have they ever done something really embarassing...
ETC.
There's Taliene
And Rutilus
Aaaand Jared
And the coldhearted Nina
The cursed Lorak,
...And the beloved Danielle, or DanniiDeer.
..And me.
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Misako:
Taliene:
1.DO YOU THINK I'M SEXY?
*laughs* ...x3 Am I supposed to answer that?
2. You liked Horizon didn't youu >) What was your respond when you heard he was gay?
...^^; I admit, I did find myself having a small crush on Horizon. I didn't mind at all when I found out he was gay, because I knew my crush wouldn't last long.
3.And eh.. HMM. You got any nice embarrasing moments?
..^^; That time at the Ruins...Where Gehirn...Kissed me....^^;...
Rutilus:
1.[color=darkred]I'M SEXY RIGHT?[/color]
...Yes.
2.If I didn't have a maate ;D Would you consider meee?
...'Course I would *wink*
3.Eh.. What if I thought you were hot?
...If you do, then thankyou. ;)
Jared:
1.Why be ashamed for giving Horizon a little kiss? D:.. .. He started it!!
...^^;...Ehe...Just...I didnt...Think...
2.And what would you do if you saw Emiva's mate?
...I...I don't know...I would probably keep my distance...
3. A-allright. .. You like flowers?
...^^; Only the purple ones.
Nina: