Curse my mind
February 2, 2011 - 11:15pm — faunet
The park is quiet
I am all alone
The birds do not sing
And even if they did
The joy of the melody
Would escape this mind today
Your name I keep saying
In my mind
It seems so loud
I'm almost afraid it would slip out
And my voice would say your name
I could curse myself a million times
For even remembering your face
I still think about you
Even know
After all this time
Why is it that I can't seem to forget you
Looking back I see the good times
We shared together
But why must it be hard to remember the bad times
It's confusing
You think after we tried twice
That I would honestly forget you
I don't want to remeber you
I want to move on
But every time I try
I see you smilling at me
I want to forget everything
Your not even close to me
But your holding me back
It's like an imaginiary rope
That's tied to my mind
Always keeping me thinking about you
If you knew these things
What would say
That I was pathetic
Would you laugh to my face
Or would you be silent
Because you feel the same
The last option is something I really don't even consider
Curse my mind
That straps me to you
The shadow in my life
That has long since moved on
But is still so vivid in my head
I can't cut the string
It seems to be invisble
Was this your cruel wish
That I in someway would never forget you
As we both walk this earth
On separate paths
Never to meet again.
This is sooooo beautiful!!!!
Also, what is the background-picture code? I've seen it before, but I never had any idea what to change XP
Aww thanks in the codes