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A rather emotionally traumatizing event that happened some weeks ago hit harder than she thought it would, considering others may view it as unimportant or not worth the mind. Promised herself that it would not drown her and she would stay in forest, but found herself less and less inclined to revisit until lately. Hurt by memories and a particular spot within the Endless, finds it easy to avoid the spot, but not the memory. Busying herself, but finding it difficult with the quiet.


August 25th, 2024
A year. No, perhaps much longer than that. Some days it felt like an eternity, and some it feels like it happened just the other day. During her vanish from the forest, the latter was becoming much less and less over time. As was her meetings and time spent with Alaric. It was easy for her to cut their tie when the day came upon he was asking for what she had promised all that time ago. She had not forgotten. How could anyone forget such a promise of one self to another. But time had passed now, and she was not as desperate, not as grieving, not as hungry for what he had promised her in trade for her own. His gift from long ago she finally destroyed, throwing it into the belly of a beast in Lias after aggravating the poor behemoth to take her burden from her. That it did. Weight from her shoulders lifted in a way that felt she had grown wings, that her appendages had grown with such size they could lift her to the sky. Her group only need move once when their position was compromised and Alaric had somehow found a way to send men to Lias in search of her.

It had been months and months since any sighting, any talk, and any scent of him. Imja was given the freedom to grow to all she was capable of, and such a formidable sight she was. More often than not the pair spent hours together exploring, bonding, Aleta perfecting her riding posture and skill, and Imja perfecting her own balance and cue reading.

And then, the Hummingbird realized, it had been a week since she thought of the trials she endured in forest, a week it had been since she thought of the lost little life taken too soon it could not even be given a chance at sight. A week turned into two, and then three, and soon months were passing her by without the drowning feel of grief. It was only then, when she could think of the lifeless body trampled beneath her protective form and not hurt as much as it had the same day, that she visited the forest, and to the small memorial she had put up so long ago. Fresh flowers were left, along with one torn from her shoulders, and a small one sided conversation before Lavender would find her way to the most comforting spot the forest could give her.

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• Warm
• Brave
• Quiet
• Touchy
• Curious
• Selfless
• Obedient
• 'Feels' colours
• A growing confidence; angelic, in a way. Beginning to carry herself higher and with more confidence than she ever has
• Sensitive to light. Avoids sun spots if she can help it, as it eventually causes discomfort with her eyes and after prolonged exposure; sunburn
• Well aware of the disadvantages she has when it comes to defense, though uses her agility to her advantage in times of need. Occasionally carries around a blade, though more often apt to keeping it somewhere safe running to grab it if needed.
• Experiences and views time differently than perhaps most. Misses close individuals if they leave, disappear or pass away, but fondness of them never ceases, no matter how much physical time has passed by, mental and emotional time is always paused.
• Born without a fresh or new soul. Passed away in her previous life during the night in the early months of the year 2017. Past life was short, ripped from life only weeks, months, after she had been given life. Given a second chance, void of memories from her past life, without any biological tie, similarity or connection to anyone outside of the family Aleta has been born, and the trauma that the brief life gave her. Has been able to thrive and grow under the care of stable biological parents. - icly unknown by anyone, please do not have your character know if they have not been told by allie herself!
• Visits a world called 'Lias'. Something not that different from the one she was born in, or Amnula, but in its own right is far unique and original. A world where she is human. Integrated into a group there and has since been taken in as one of their own. Learned to hunt, to use bow and arrows, to defend and fight during times that fleeing isn't an option. Helped build and nurture the confidence that was seeping through her shyness and easily radiates in many ways. Recently given her own companion, a bear cub that she will raise and teach to hunt and train alongside her. A partner and equal in every right. A passing down and ritual that is given to only those the Elders believe are capable of doing.

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{personality traits likely to change as experiences, her family, and the forest shapes her}

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