_Clavier's_whispers_ (July/4)

Hubalaboo's picture
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I woke knowing this day would... not be a good day...
I wandered, hither about...
...so alone...




I found Miss Cirrus, laying in a bright patch of goldenrod... Slumbering so peacefully, warmed by the sun...



I wondered if I could approach her, a friend... but... I was afraid... Why?... Afraid of a friend?...
...ridiculous...it hadn't been like this before... before I saw the- nevermind...
Yes, I was alone.

I ran about madly, trying to shake off this good-for-nothing feeling, but alas...



...tears ran down my face...



Good-for-nothing. Yes, I.

See how I am alone. See how no familiar faces greet me, warm me, comfort me... make me smile, make me laugh...

Smiling, laughing?... It all seems so far away, now... All that's left are dusty memories...

Memories... Memories! Smiles, nuzzles! Dancing and leaping, frolicking in the grass! Bright lights, happy sounds, soft voices, gentle touches!...
...fading...



I wandered aimlessly... no destination, no purpose...
...a hermit... a waif, a flicker of mist...
There was no Riptail today, sitting by his tree...



I found a sleeping stag, laden with candles, in the long grass...



Seeking something, anything, I approached. Perhaps I could lay quietly beside the stag, and have what warmth he could give...
He shuddered and woke. I fled.



...blurs around me... voices rushing by...

Paavo? Is that you?...no... a clump of grasses... the sun, a trickster...


...so alone...

...perhaps they have left me alone for a reason... for I am wicked... cowardly... afraid to approach any, now even ones I know. That is cowardly, is it not?...
And with I being a coward, I cause hurting... suffering... Those I love feel pain when I shy away...

Surely... I am nothing but a burden...

I was the burden that caused my parents to die.



And look, look how easily I cried. A weakling, a pitiful lump of a doe... Even now my cheeks were wet, and the ground stained blue...

I returned to where Miss Cirrus was... She now sat upright, pelt golden for some reason. Odd...
I waited nearby, wishing she would stand and greet me, just wishing and wishing for something...



...I gave up quickly...

A stag, proud and intimidating, strode some distance away... I watched him fade into the distance...



I fled again into the Birches, running in circles, trying to be strong...
...when I was not...



My eyes blurred. I closed them, dropping to my knees, mind weak and reeling from it all. Overwhelmed, I fell and curled up to sleep, the pitiful, wicked, cowardly little creature I am...



Hania? Is that you? I can feel you beside me... pressed against me... warm and comforting and always there for me, quiet as you are... I miss you very much, you know... I always wish you could stay with me forever... I remember your nuzzles, every single one of them...

... Perhaps it's about time to tell you I love you...

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Seele's picture

Aww Clavier <3 It's sad that

Aww Clavier <3 It's sad that she's feeling so alone ._. But nice to see Gehirn's proud image came across, funny actually XD I had him in for like, 5 minutes before I had to go. The screenshots are great, cut out perfectly and you did a good job editing. I wish she'd have a better self image ._. *Hugs her* Polt will always love ya, although she's not on all the time anymore. She really needs a break XD...

--Stays a lonely Seele

I KNEW IIIIT. -shot- Bawwww

I KNEW IIIIT.
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Bawwww this really cheered me up <333 n.n

-- Dannii <3

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Aww... I'm sorry that Hania

Aww... Sad I'm sorry that Hania hasn't been in the Forest that much lately... This summer semester is trying to drive me insane and I'm trying to keep it at bay but it's kinda hard since there is a test each week and assignments are due every Sunday. oO;

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*nuzzles* ... P-please be rest a-assured that I will always b-be here for you... E-even when you can't see me, m-my spirit is there beside you... You a-are not alone... ..I am here.. ...
Hubalaboo's picture

Aww thanks everyone <33 It's

Aww thanks everyone <33 It's your comments that keep me writing these.

@Peony: That's okay, I understand. Smiling I aww'd at Hania ^^ <333
H-Hania... *nuzzle*... I know... I.. I know... I just... *sniff*... I-I love you and... it's p-painful...

*places his head gently on

*places his head gently on her shoulder* *murmurs* ... I l-love you too... And I know it hurts... Please don't cry anymore... I-I wish I could t-take all your pain a-away... so y-you wouldn't hurt.. anymore......Maybe i-if I were s-stronger, then... ..P-perhaps... ... I... I would... do anything... to see you... smile... again... ...
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Aww.. <3
Hubalaboo's picture

afsddfaga squeeee

Laughing out loud afsddfaga squeeee <3

*presses her forehead against the top of his head* Th-thank you... *smiles, blinks away tears* N-no... you're strong enough f-for me...
*whispers* I don't think... I'll cry... s-so much anymore... *nuzzles again*...
Draak's picture

Awwww, I was drawing xD so

Awwww, I was drawing xD so Cirrus was plonked there.

I figured as much xDDD awwwwwww

Though Corvus....
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Oh yeah... I'm sorry ;_; I'd

Oh yeah... I'm sorry ;_; I'd guessed about him... :< *pats Corvus*
Draak's picture

you did? xDD lulz. It's ok,

you did? xDD lulz. It's ok, Clavier hasnt really known Corvus for as long as Hania. I kinda knew it was doomed from the start for Corvus *pats him* And I dont think Clavier knew of Corvus's feelings either.

I dunno what I'm gonna do with him XD. He's just very confused/upset at the moment.

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MAHA: -snuggles Corvus-

MAHA: -snuggles Corvus- :c

D: Poor Cor <3 But ah, well. There's plenty of fish in the-- ...uh, does in the forest 8D

-- Dannii <3

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LOL Dannii xD @Raz: Yeah I

LOL Dannii xD

@Raz: Yeah I did xDD For once I guessed right... Yeah Clavi'd already started to have feelings for Hania when she met Corvus.
Yeah she didn't xD Not even a bit. Pff. 8(
I'm sorry Corvus D':