The Black Butterfly Doe

October 8, 2009 - 7:20pm — Nopje

…she,
Far lovelier than a dream could be,

Name: Waarhijd - The Black Butterfly Doe
Meaning: {dutch} truth, honesty
Gender: female

Scent: sweet orange, cedarwood
Birthday: September 11
Species: white tailed deer
Age: baptized in eternity and eternal youth

“The garden is very still,
it is dazed with moonlight,
contented with perfume,
dreaming the opium dreams of its folded poppies.”

fur as soft as the last tender rose painted in the morning dew, with timid eyes hiding it's flare from the world, covering
it in eyelashes as dark as oil. Slenderly - yet shyly making her way through the endless paths which have been carved
into the solid ground. understand her, her mind, she'll love you dearly, my friend.

beautiful
long black eyelashes
red eyes, as dark as blood
four orange drops under her eyes
slender, thin legs which make her a fast runner
four orange drop-ish markings at her shoulders/back
real deer mask, monarch butterfly pelt (and sometimes antlers)
was an albino by youth, though it was as if the forest changed her

Facts - Information

- Loves physical contact
- Easily shy of big crowds and strangers
- Gets easily scared by frogs, silly little things
- Takes great care for her friends, family and the forest
- Afraid of wolves, (due to her past.) But strangely she likes foxes, because one of her best friends once was a fox
- Fond of poppies

wip

Relations

Sho, Mellamie, Amika - biological children, her all
Kauna, Starling - dear sisters
Yori - dear brother, misses
Ramoki - nephew
Taliene - adoptive mother, misses
Virgil - uncle figure
Gehirn - former (adoptive) father, was raised by the stag, greatly respects
CayLynn - soulmate
Marcus - strange feelings towards
Skelarrow - former mate, respects, dear friend
Vasla - negative

CSS coding by Starling -> Edited by me.
♥ top art by Quamar
♥ middle photo by Ravyn
♥ bottom art by Shimmy

Biography

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November 22, 2010 - 8:36pm — Nopje

"..What? And why you want

"..What?
And why you want this, Amika?
Just becuase I and Skelarrow gonna have a fawn together? Just becuase of that?
I believe you too when you say that you believe me.
But I just can't forget you..! You're my son, right? And I am your mother, and I will always stay that, no?
Kill me if I lie.
I raised you with my whole love. You're the only thing I have left from Phelim.
You can't just dissapear of my life, Amika. You can't.
And what about Ice? You don't care about her anymore? And your other friends?
Won't they miss you? And I bet this little one here, in my belly would love to see her, or his brother, no?
It would never have the chance to see her, his brother ...
Why a farwell? Why running away from everything? If you have problems you can always talk to me,
or someone you trust very well, Like Ice, or Flame?
Becuase running away from problems would help nothing, it will just make it worse, or am I wrong?
But if this is really what you want, then go.. But you have to know that I'm your mother.

And I'll always love you, no matter what happends."

Page 6. Read this with the same music.

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November 22, 2010 - 8:52pm — Solaya

The stag stopped, didn't

The stag stopped, didn't looked back, just said :
I'm sorry, Mother. Really sorry. I... I can't remember. I remember Ice, it's different. She helped me to rememeber her. You didn't helped me with that. I'll can't remember... Maybe it's too late, I don't know.
He sighed.
I'm sure that you don't understand me. But... You know, the fawn... I'm sure that he will have problems if you say that I existed. Look me.
He turned his gaze to her, and looked her eyes. Something of bad was in the his.
I'm bad. I'm me. And I'm... this stag. I'm a danger for everybody. For you, for Ice, for Skelarrow, for... the fawn. I don't controle me. This deer take the high on me, sometimes. He's always alive. His soul is gone, but it's his body, and his memories. I'm lost. I can't.
Amika looked Waarhijd, tortured again. He felt bad for all this people.

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November 23, 2010 - 8:25pm — Nopje

I just didn't knewd how to

I just didn't knewd how to help you.. I mean, its possible, but how?
And it's never too late. But I understand you, Amika. And the fawn, I know it could be confused but, please, Amika...It is hard.
And the Amika I know, isn't bad. He is sweet, playful, silly, just the Amika I know. And I know sure that this stag can work at his problems, no? You can learn to controle yourself, fight with the bade side inside of you.

You are never lost, not with the help of your friends and family.

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November 23, 2010 - 8:53pm — EternalWanderer

Yeeeeyks shy ninja track :'D

Yeeeeyks shy ninja track :'D Because I've been at this page so much and never left a little comment, shame on me.

November 23, 2010 - 9:32pm — Nopje

>8D

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November 23, 2010 - 9:50pm — Solaya

Here is the problem. Yes, it

Here is the problem. Yes, it can, and I say it can be possible. But to what price ? The death of the future fawn ? Wounds, blood, everywhere ? No. It's no. I can't do this. Yes, I can learn to controle myself. But I'll hurt everyone. I don't want it. I'm just a danger, Mother. There is the problem. And... you can't help me. I'm sorry. You can't. I wonder why I didn't attacked Ice when she explained to me her past. My past. Our past. I don't remember really who I am.
I am lost and I'm not. I'm lost in my memories. In my personnality, in who I am, in... All ?
Amika looked the doe, frowned.

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November 24, 2010 - 7:43pm — Nopje

"Amika.. I don't wanna loose

"Amika..
I don't wanna loose you,..I don't. You're my son, I can't just loose you..
I can't. I love you, son. But..
What can I do? I mean..I feel lost, I'm almost panicing, I don't wanna loose you.
Not again.

I would miss you so much.."

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November 24, 2010 - 8:03pm — Solaya

I'll don't repeat myself

I'll don't repeat myself again. You'll don't die, the fawn either, and all will be ok, you understand ? I love you too, I mean, the part who remember you a little bit love you. And it's the reason for who I leave you. You're not alone, shit !
He tore her with the gaze. He began to be angry, without reason, so he walked quickly away, stressed and confused. He don't wanted come back.

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November 24, 2010 - 8:03pm — Auxentius

"Noisy skull."

November 25, 2010 - 9:13pm — Nopje

Solaya; "...Amika.." She

Solaya;

"...Amika.."
She watched him walking away, one tear rolled down her cheeks.

Auxentius;
"Haha, it was nice to see you again, Aux."

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November 26, 2010 - 12:09pm — Solaya

(No subject)

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November 26, 2010 - 6:43pm — Nopje

(No subject)

<3.

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November 26, 2010 - 6:50pm — shamiya

She is pregnant?

November 26, 2010 - 7:12pm — Nopje

Yeshhh.

Yeshhh. <3333

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November 28, 2010 - 4:44pm — z.m123

Daaaarn, I can't log on MSN

Daaaarn, I can't log on MSN n'or in the forest >8C

November 28, 2010 - 7:19pm — Nopje

Awww how come? D:

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November 28, 2010 - 7:57pm — z.m123

How should I know?

How should I know? >8C
~~Fuuuuck D':~~

November 28, 2010 - 8:27pm — Sirius

Hey Nice text! you've got a

Hey

Nice text! you've got a lot of trouble to determine

See you in the Forest

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November 28, 2010 - 10:28pm — Nopje

z.m123; HOW SHOULD I KNOW?

z.m123;
HOW SHOULD I KNOW? LOL!
And Don't use bad language, >8C

wildpferd555;
Thank you! (: And yes? lol.

Cya in the forest! ^^<3

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November 29, 2010 - 6:29pm — Lonhro

Hi mommy! Long time no see

November 29, 2010 - 7:28pm — Nopje

Hi! Yes, I miss you so much!

ps: Lonhro can meet his father soon! <:

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November 29, 2010 - 8:35pm — Solaya

Amika is not dead, Nopje !

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November 29, 2010 - 9:20pm — Nopje

Solaya; Yes I know! o:

Solaya;

Yes I know! o:

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November 29, 2010 - 9:33pm — z.m123

Lol, I'm just angry ;_;

November 29, 2010 - 10:12pm — Nopje

Pfff ;_;

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November 29, 2010 - 10:45pm — .

*slaps self for never

*slaps self for never tracking this either, wtf*

Hey. <3

November 30, 2010 - 4:11pm — Solaya

Can you put off the dagger,

Can you put off the dagger, please ? I don't want any confusion with this D:

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November 30, 2010 - 7:28pm — Nopje

TheForsakenOne; Hello

TheForsakenOne;
Hello <333.

Solaya;
Okay.

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November 30, 2010 - 7:59pm — Solaya

Thank you ~

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December 1, 2010 - 9:02pm — Sirius

i dont like z.m123 I'm sorry

i dont like z.m123 I'm sorry that I say this,
no no, we're best friends xD
right z.m123 ?

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Nopje I like you too <3

See you in the Forest <3

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December 2, 2010 - 8:25pm — Nopje

wildpferd555; Ahahaha! I

wildpferd555;
Ahahaha!

I like to also.
See you in the forest! ♥ C:

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December 2, 2010 - 8:56pm — shamiya

Quote:Sianna - curious of/

Quote:

Sianna - curious of/ dislikes becuase she attacked her. {don't worrie, friendship may happen in the future}

my deer really should apologize!

December 3, 2010 - 6:26pm — Nopje

Awww, haha!

Awww, haha! <3

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December 4, 2010 - 12:15am — Sirius

äää

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December 4, 2010 - 1:06am — Nopje

ööö

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December 5, 2010 - 3:06pm — Solaya

Can you come on MSN, please ?

Can you come on MSN, please ? C8

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December 5, 2010 - 4:26pm — Nopje

I'm on. cB

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December 8, 2010 - 9:16pm — Starling

" You look very healthy, to

" You look very healthy, to say you are pregnant, Waarhijd. "

December 8, 2010 - 9:28pm — Nopje

" Becuase I am pregnant and

" Becuase I am pregnant and happy doesn't mean I may not hop around you. I missed you so much, dear..<3 "

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December 9, 2010 - 9:14pm — Solaya

Thank you for added my art

Thank you for added my art <3

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December 9, 2010 - 9:16pm — Nopje

Pff. You're welcome. xD

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December 9, 2010 - 9:19pm — shamiya

Glad Sianna could meet

Glad Sianna could meet Waarhijd on better terms. Seems they're getting along now.

"How far along?"

December 9, 2010 - 9:28pm — Nopje

Yes, haha.

Yes, haha. <33 I'm glad they do! (:
"Hmmm..I'm not sure yet.."

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December 9, 2010 - 9:36pm — shamiya

Sianna quirked her head, "Do

Sianna quirked her head, "Do you have a name picked out?".

December 9, 2010 - 9:38pm — Nopje

Waarhijd nodded softly with a

Waarhijd nodded softly with a little smile. "Yes! But I'll keep it secret till the birth."

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December 9, 2010 - 9:41pm — shamiya

Grinned, "Secrets are nice. I

Grinned, "Secrets are nice. I like that you're doing that.".

December 9, 2010 - 9:44pm — Nopje

"Well, Why thank you." She

"Well, Why thank you." She said.

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December 9, 2010 - 9:53pm — Solaya

Amika looked his mother,

Amika looked his mother, smiling.
"Wow, your belly become big ! Haha. How feel you ?"

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December 9, 2010 - 9:57pm — Nopje

Solaya; The doe looked at her

Solaya;
The doe looked at her son. "[=http://endlessforest.org/community/node/18607/]I know, It's growing fast and healthy. I feel good, thanks, I feel some movement in my belly here and there sometimes. How do you feel?[/]" She smiled and licked his head.

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December 9, 2010 - 9:57pm — Solaya

300 !! "I'm pretty fine,

300 !!

"I'm pretty fine, thank you !"
He nuzzled his mother, protective.

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