Apostrophize

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Yesterday or many days ago, probably two, I suppose.
When it was raining, it was hard for me to find things with my eyes gone.
Many deer seemed to be depressed that day? Possible because they grow tired
of the rain? In a way...it Fortifys me.

After that day, when the rain decided to give the
deer a chance to soak up there ideology and there hilarity. I was quitly
investigating the forest. I had to. Had to rid of the thought of not being
able to see anyone, not being able to see her.

I thought, maybe if I pleaded with the gods so I consitantly prayed to them.
In terrible awe, I could hear there vioces echoing in my head. They blended
together almost? One with a stagish vioce with another with a whisper of a does vioce.


" You come to us to apostrophize?? No, you shall not reclaim your
eyes back until you reclaim what you have lost. So many hind, and you haven't
even chosen one? And even the one you chose now has been lost at
sea?In a place where she can not be reached? Let us not forget what put her
there and what might not bring her back? And how will she look at you then?...I know
what you think Blackhoof, and time is not eternal...not on your watch."


Then I saw her, she was praying beside me th whole time. Her
coat was a beautiful obsidian with white paches. By now my freind? She should tell
at least alittle who I speak of? She gave me the beluga mask to put over my face.

We sat by the pond and thought about whales, and more. We where both whales,
we where both suns who warmed each other in different ways. And the sharks...no longer
enemies...but freinds who I could betray in loving her.

No more...no more confusions, an orca whale is no different from a beluga whale....
but we are different somehow in strenght and ways...


I'm a fountain of blood
In the shape of a gi rl
You're the bird on the brim
Hypnotised by the Whirl

Drink h er, make her feel real
Wet your beak in the stream
Game he's playing is life
Love is a two way dream

Leave me now, return tonight
Tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale
Trapped in a bay

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5nNfbTS6N4

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Clues and crap you should probably get right of the back...
if not then oh well I changed two words in lyrics to match the situation more...
You know me...music revols around my head...

Poor Blackie....no chances by his standards
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It's Wyvern, isn't it? I

It's Wyvern, isn't it? I don't mean to sound silly, I just want to double check before I have her reply for herself. XD

And yay, Bjork! I just recently discovered her music, and I really like most of her stuff. Smiling
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Yes it is *hides* Her music

Yes it is *hides*

Her music is intresting I first heard it along time ago...
She creeped me out then only took me two days to realize
how much I loved her music....Tis cool
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Wyvern: *looks at her old

Wyvern: *looks at her old friend, tilting her head in a calm, yet curious manner, blushing very faintly behind her mask* Blackhoof...I never knew that you felt that way...about me. Why did you not speak up sooner? *shakes her head* No, no, that is wrong of me to ask. Emotions pour fourth when they are ready to do so...like water. They are not something that even we, the children of both the forest and the sea, can tame.

But, aye, good friend, I have known you for what feels like years now, and how I remember even our first day together, sitting beneath the large willow tree by the pond...And how we sat there the other day in the peaceful comfort of each other's company. *smiles warmly* You have been a most loyal friend, I dare say my best friend, through thick and thin. When I was nervous and new, you showed me around the forest, strutting and trumpeting, you taught me its ways. And when I was heartbroken and torn...you were there to comfort me. *briefly looks to the ground* You always were there, even when I was too self-centered, too self-absorbed to take notice of you...

*pauses before returning her attention to the other deer* Blackhoof, you are too kind to me. *blushes very faintly* You are too kind a stag to be walking around without your vision. I will not let them take that away from you again...And even if you were to lose your sight, I would be your eyes. *smiles warmly* You have always been there for me, I realize that, and I will not leave your side. The sharks may circle and the tide may rise, but I will forever be by your side.
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Blackhoof: Wyvern, please

Blackhoof: Wyvern, please do not feel you owe
me anything...I don't want you to feel like its something you have to do?

I hate to sound so hesitant myself...but I don't want you to have to
endure anything. It's a choice I feel like you shouldn't be pressured to make a choice...
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(Edit: I'm deleting this

(Edit: I'm deleting this comment, because I'm no longer rushing out the door to go somewhere. That, and Wyvern finally replied again anyway. XD)
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(Gah, Blackhoof, I swear

(Gah, Blackhoof, I swear I'll post again tonight or some time tomorrow. I never meant to leave you hanging for so long. Wyvern and I will work things out and post again as soon as possible. ^^; )
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Wyvern: I know it is not

Wyvern: I know it is not something that I have to do...It is just...

It feels as if time has led me through a maze, leading me to dead ends without a reward or even a hint as to whether or not I was moving in the right direction. A dizzying dance of twists and turns, shattering my heart, a soft stone, into pieces. And these pieces, sharp and unforgiving, always seem to wind up in my stomach, tearing at my tongue and leaving me unable to speak.

But you, Blackhoof, you really have always helped me to recover those pieces, haven't you? You provide a comfort that not even I can properly explain. And while I have helped you to find your eyes, you have helped me to find my voice. Among other things...
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(*pokes* Where'd you go? XD;

(*pokes* Where'd you go? XD; )
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Sorry that I completely

Sorry that I completely disapeered...I keep forgetting to check I'm
always so buisy, and forget. I'm sorry {:P
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Sorry so late...you probably

Sorry so late...you probably won't be even reading this post anymore bbut I'll
post anyway...XP

Blackhoof:It seems so strange though...how we've helped on another
in a way? It's seemed like even when you weren't there you've
been standing by me somehow?
But, what do you mean by other things?
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(No worries. ^^ I am a

(No worries. ^^ I am a college student myself, so I completely understand the meaning of the word busy. XD And I always check the "track" tab to see which diary entries have been updated recently and such, so all is well.)

Wyvern: Well, my confidence. Ever since I was a fawn, others have mistaken my play for boldness. I skipped and frolicked, leaped and ran...everyone regarded me as merely another mask in the forest. On the contrary, I was a skittish little thing, and that image even began to manifest itself into my adulthood.

But when I am with you, I feel confident, bold enough to bolt through the forest with a smile on my face. A smile that I am no longer afraid to let others see. I spent many a day calling to the empty air, sulking in the shadows, crying into unmoving ears....Yet, you were always willing to hear me out...I could kick myself for not realizing that sooner.

But now, I can think clearly once more. *steps forward and nuzzles the stag* Thank you, Blackhoof. For your friendship and all that you have done for me.

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(Wyvern: *watches a

(Wyvern: *watches a tumbleweed roll on by* O__o; )

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I had to find this entry

I had to find this entry again, because Wyvern is only just realizing how much of a fool she was in the past. :/ She really misses Blackhoof, and she wishes she could turn back time and make things right. I doubt it, after all of the mistakes she's made, but perhaps Blackhoof and Wyvern could give it another shot. If not, his friendship alone would be most appreciated right now. If anyone's blind, it's her. :/ ...Oh, and hi! XD;

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HI : D Sorry for the late

HI : D
Sorry for the late comment.

B.H. misses his Wyvern and his other freinds too.
Most of the time he only sees Rowan.

Anywho.

For now, let them just be freinds.
Blackhoof still dous care about Wyvern,
but is unsure of things right now.

I don't know if that makes sense or not -dies-




Feed Me!

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No worries whatsoever. ^^ I

No worries whatsoever. ^^ I only commented the other day anyway. XD

And I think I'm just as confusing as Wyvern is nowadays. XD What you said makes sense, and I agree. In fact, I think I'm also going to take back some of what I had said previously. *is shot* Friendship sounds good, and I think it would be best if it stays that way. Although, Wyvern does still owe him an apology; it seems as if she neglected him when Darcy came back into her life, and that was wrong. :/ Perhaps they can meet up in the forest again some time soon. ^^