Tobbie shivered and cuddled into her mate's fur. " What happened?", she asked, staring at the smal fuzzy bird on her shoulder. ( i have to go ill be back on in about thirty minutes, ok? If not an hour)

" Body?", she replied. She nuzzled and licked his fur. " You saved me?", she asked.

" oh...", she thought a moment, then replied, " Tilly?", she said.

" Tilly.... my sister commited suicide in a pond once. But strangely, not this one.", she pursed her lips and scrunched her brows a moment. " You saved me though!", She smiled.

She closed her eyes, whispering in a soft tone to him, " I love you, lossaki.", she smiled and fell asleep. (You wake up lol)

A few hours later, tobbie had awaken to find a stanger next to her. He told her that her one of her closest friends, whisper, commited suicide and was dead. She then went over to the pond and sat there, next to her mate....( Sadley it is true... i just found out).

Tobbie sat there, sobbing. She curled up into a ball near the pond, continuing to feel bad.

( I don't know why he did!)

Tobbie stopped crying and look up to see whispers body. She shivered, her heart skipping a beat. Slowely, she got up and walked over to the drenched, cold body. She nudged his wet, soggy cheek with hers. " Whisper, why?", she asked. " All this time you were afraid to fall in love with me, afraid of what might happen. Why did you have to be a smart ass and make this happen?", she dropped her ears, closing her eyes. " Might selfish of you, ace!", she whispered to the vanished soul.

(yeah... geez... what a bummer! i get on tefc and i find someone dead :'(.

Tobbie stepped back, sitting next to loss. Tobbie's eyes turned black, her fur turning black. The deathley shadows she posessed were now wrapping themselves around whisper, enclosing him in shadows. She returned to normal, the shadows fading. " Ok, lets dig him a grave.", she told loss.

( aww.... im so sorry! :'(

Tobbie nodded and helped him dig.

( D: I understand...)

Tobbie frowned and tears flowed down her face. " He...he had so much life ahead of him...", she said.

Tobbie looked up at the sky, thinking she saw whisper for a moment. " Why would he do this? ", she asked.

"lost everything he had? maybe because of...-", tobbie imediatley started crying, she thought it had been her fault. " IT was MY fault!", she sobbed some more and curled up again.

" But, he did it on purpose! What was he THINKING?", she growled. " He was my first love way before i met you. What did that mean to him? NOTHING! I found out he loved not only me, but five others!", She sobbed.

(what?)

Tobbie didn't reply, but she burried her face in his fur, pressing her body against his, as if she couldn't get close enough.

" I love you, and you know that. I son't understand why, but, i do.", she chuckled, closing her eyes.

Tobbie soon fell asleep, for she was tired from all the crying.

Tobbie opened her eyes. The darkness was silent, except for the faint sound of water. Was it a river?
She slowely got up, looking around. Was this a dream? It was so vivid, though. She walked along the small lighted path along the ground. As soon as she started walking, a white figure lay ahead. IT couldn't be HIM could it? She Sped up, trotting now, then running. As soon as she could blink, she was behind the figure now. Whisper's figure. He was looking at her. She ran up to him, nuzzling him. " Whisper!", she whispered in his ear. " I missed you!", she said to him. She backed up to look at him. Her face turned to a horrid expression, Her ears dropped, eyes wide. IT wasn't whisper anymore. A dead, cold looking corpse lay there now. "NOOOO!".
She screamed, jumping up. Lossaki lay next to her.

" Whisper, i saw him, he was....he was...", she stopped and started crying lightley again. She settled down next to loss and cuddled into him again.

Tobbie then noticed his fur to be wet. She couldn't see that it was red and asked, " Why are you wet? ", she tilted her head up to look at him.

" That's in a dream... did you.... did you hurt yourself?", She asked. " Oh my god! Your hurt terribley!", she gasped, feeling his muscle tissue and bone. She back up and stood in shock at him.

" You did? I don't remember.... do you think HE caused me to have the dream? ", she asked. She began immediatley lickung his minor wounds.

" He did this to you? I promise, next time i will wake up to defend you! I promise! ", she nuzzled him, her mouth covered in blood. " I will die for you if i have to! ", she told him.

Tobbie pursed her lips and put her head down on his.

Tobbie soon fell back asleep, the dawn already rising.

Tobbie stared at the feathery creature, giving it a tender, gentle lick. She then took the chick, cuddling it next to her belly, just as any mother would.

(8D..)