• . Every friendship is disturbed by a bad someone . •

Laiia's picture
I'm sorry about all the mistakes you'll obligatory find here.


Seikin belongs to EternalQueen.
Beren belongs to 1Antidote.
Nat-Nat belongs to me.





• It's a creepy, creepy world. A strange, world. Nobody changes. Never. I didn't change. I'll never change. I don't change right now. Right ? Wait, is it me, in this water ? I don't see well, it's so dark. Oh, wait ! Haha. I didn't change, no, no, no. Look down. Look what I am. How bad, how bad, how bad... •



• All is my fault. Beren was... hm... A bit jealous ? I don't know. Strange, because I was too happy to see Seikin. But he don't understand. I don't see Seikin that much. I'm always happy to see him. And I'm always happy to see Beren. He is my brother. My adoptive brother. It's how all this damn story began, so. By some minor words. Look what I've done. Look. •



• Beren. Trying to apologize. To Seikin. Me ? Happy. Hopping it would be ok now. Seikin will accept. No ? He is so nice. And so forgiving with his friends. It's how I like him. Beren is his first friend. It's really, really important. They were so close, before. Before I came... So now, let's see. He will accept. I know he will !•



• No. He won't. He won't forgive him. He didn't. He runs away. What ? Wait, what ? Why ? How ? ... ? I'm so confused right now. I don't understand. Maybe is it because I'm too... Too near ? No. No, it isn't because of that. I also try to bring Seikin to Beren. Don't work. I try to bring Beren to Seikin. It works. I walk away, looking from afar. No answer. Nothing. Then Seikin runs again. Away from Beren. Away from his first friend. •




• Yeah. If I didn't meet Beren or Seikin, so they would be friend again. Beren wouldn't be jealous. He would be normal. Seikin would stay with him. They would be as close as before. Like one soul. And me, I would be alone. But not as much as I am right now. All would be so... different. All would be so peaceful, without a stupid-shy-and-stubborn-doe between them both. All would be good, yeah, yeah, really, you see ? I don't want them to ask me. •


• To ask me to choose between them. Seikin thinks I'm "with" Beren. Who is my adoptive brother. Beren thinks Seikin will never forgive him. And me ? What I think ? I think I should stay away from them both. Leaving them alone. Maybe nothing will be as before. Never. But if I'm not here, it would be better, no ? I'm scared. If they ask me to choose between them both, I'll choose to ignore them forever, I guess. It isn't a good decision. But they won't ask. No, they won't. Hm, I'm away from the original story now. Let me continue... So yeah, I don't want to be bad with them. If I'm destroyed inside, so I can to be damn bad with everyone. I don't want it. He's my brother. And he's my best friend. I can't, no, I just can't. Just leaving them alone for a while, now. They won't understand. I mean, not in first. But then they will. They're intelligent. Then they'll see... It's all my fault. They'll see all will be good if I'm far away. Mh ? Yeah, it's better if I'm away from them. Very, very far away. They won't hear of me anymore, maybe ? I don't know yet. •


• Every friendship is disturbed by a bad someone. Who is the bad someone ?•



















































• The Soul's Taker, of course ♥ •











Wotsits's picture

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Okay, I took longer than

Okay, I took longer than expected, sorry x'C

But it really great written, I can't help but keep reading poor little Natou's thoughts♥

It isn't really her fault, though. :')



1Antidote's picture

gfdfgdfg picturesss.

gfdfgdfg picturesss. o3o

This is lovely. ♥
Laiia's picture

♥ Zan > In some way,


Zan > In some way, it's her fault c:

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