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    August 15, 2013.


    Returned to the forest.
    It was a sunny day when she finally came back, just like it had been when she left. A thousand different memories flooded into her mind as she cast her eyes upon the land that she had left for almost four months.
    Both overjoyed and terrified. Above all, experienced a strange notion of fatigue. Wanted to flee, but knew she could not. Wanted to curl up and sleep, but scared to stay a night here.
    Perhaps it was instinct or guilt, but something led her to him. Happened upon a sleeping Zash. Immensely excited to see him; glad that she had found him before her family. She wasn`t ready to face them yet. Filled with guilt, however-begged Zash to forgive her for leaving. Hoped that he would pardon her selfishness, and realize that she was doing what she thought was for the best. Relieved to hear that Zash didn`t blame her for anything. Sat with him for a while, relishing in the fact that he was still here.
    A little black doe (Nemesis) came along not long after Zash had fallen asleep. Hesitated. It had been so long since she had last been around the deer of this forest-the creatures that she had encountered had been feral. Finally managed to half bow to her. How long had it been since she had done that? Luckily, the doe did not get up-slightly relieved by this.
    A group of deer ran by not far off. Hard to tell, but it seemed as if some of them were not even deer. That was when it hit her. The gray doe immediately got up, managing to walk at a shaky trot. Stumbled past parents and fawns, so many few faces. Couldn`t help but break into a run as she reared the birches. Needed to get there. Had to. Had to get to the Blue Bowl.
    Skidded to a stop when she finally got there, and peered around frantically. No one.
    The Bowl was empty.
    Stood at its edge for a long time, lost in reverie. How many memories, both good and bad, did this place hold? The mere sight of it both terrified and elated her. Scared to venture into it, but overjoyed to see that it was still there. Everything was still there.
    Was her family still here? Desperately wanted to see Aria and her fawns, but hesitated to. Had a feeling that Aria wouldn`t blame her, but still.
    Was done blaming herself.

    Unknown Date

    The events of recent had proven too much for the gray doe. Overcome by grief and pushed to the edge. Was overtaken by a desire to escape from the life that she had bound herself to. Conflicted at first at the prospect of leaving her family, but realized that the only way to ever get away and pave her own path through life was to leave them. Abandoned the forest without a care, deciding to leave and explore the world outside. It didn`t matter if she was slaughtered out there-perhaps it would be for the better. Didn`t know if she would ever return-just needed to get away. Took the first steps down a path that would leave her a changed being. Gone.






Biography
Name: Oria Myst X
Gender: Female
Age: Young Adult
Size:Size: About a 19. Slight chance she may grow a bit bigger.
Species:TEF deer; seems to have a slight bit of brocket in her.
Orientation:Heterosexual
Speaks like this.

The Outside
In-game: Grey Pelt, Orca Mask, Great Argus Antlers.
Out of Game: The doe looks quite similar to her in-game appearance. Her entire body is of a pale gray, nearly off white sheen. She wears a smooth, black mask on her face. Peering out from behind her mask are a pair of startlingly bright blue eyes, a stark contrast to her dark face piece. The antlers she bears are very similar to the Great Argus Antlers. They are sometimes a bother to her, but great for carrying heavy loads. Overall, doesn`t quite mind them.



Known
Aria Myst: Sister. Once the central point of Oria`s life. Born alongside side her on a rainy day, and accidently became separated from her. Vowed to find her and had become attached to her ever since. Often blamed herself for the doe`s frail condition, and was deeply disturbed by the multitude of misfortunes that seemed to befall her. Felt as if she was never around enough for her. Most of the gray doe`s decisions have centered around her younger sister, and she ultimately played a part in her decision to leave the forest. Now that she has returned, Oria is unsure of whether or not to approach her again. Deeply wants to see and reaffirm the bond they once shared, but fears that she herself is not stable enough to do so.

Irie: Aria`s first daughter, and thereby her niece. Hasn`t seen much of since she was born. Found her energy quite amusing. Vowed to protect her and her brother from the terrible events that had brought them into existence. The doe ultimately drifted farther and father away from her mother, all but disappearing. Lamented this deeply, blaming herself yet again. A contributing reason to her decision to leave the forest.

Autheiu: Aria`s first son, and thereby her nephew. Extremely fond of the fuzzy buck, and thought of him as quite adorable. Vowed to protect him and him sister from the events that had brought them into existence. Unsure if she succeeded. Wonders if he`s still around.

Akhenation: Brother in law, deceased. It took a long time for Oria to truly get to know the owl-deer. Unsure at first, she quickly grew to like him. With the help of Zash, managed to convince him to become mates with her sister. Frustrated by the fact that he believed himself to be unworthy of Aria, insisting that she could think of no one better. Crestfallen by his death, though it came at a time when she was already beginning to grow unstable. Likely one of the reasons why she chose to leave. Has an odd feeling he`s still around, somehow...

Phaios:Adopted mother, deceased. The search for her sister brought her to Phaios as well. Discovered that Phaios had taken the frail Aria under her wing. Though it took a while for her to get familiar with the brown doe, she soon came to appreciate her calm and unwavering persona. Often sought her out for advice, venting her frustrations over Aria`s various plights. Utterly crushed by her death, and has a feeling that she never really got to know the doe she called her mother. Has a feeling that she was more wiser than everyone else, and wishes to learn more about someday.

Kasar, Kyra, and Gia:Nephew, and nieces. The birth of Aria and Akhenation`s fawns was something she viewed as a new start. Vowed above all else to protect these fawns. Feels as if she failed, especially when their sister died. Secretly hopes to see them around; wonders if they`ll remember her. Wants to get to know them better, and perhaps make it up to them.

Paola:Niece, deceased. The daughter of Aria and Akhenation, different in the essence that she did not live very long. Was concerned about the fawn`s frailness from the start; she was too much like her mother. Determined to believe that she would be alright, although she did die eventually. Heartbroken by this, but hopes that she is, perhaps, more well-off now than she was in life.

Zash: A close friend of hers. Remembers first meeting him when he helped fight off an enraged Bear. Grateful for his help, and got to know better. Soon came to realize that they weren`t so different, after all. Saw a lot of herself in him. Her decision to leave the forest was heavily influenced by him-crushed at the thought of leaving her good friend, but decided to anyway. Hopes to see again more, now that she has returned.

Angel and Nix:Originally quite close to the pair, having met them when she was just a fawn. Quite liked them, and certainly missed them as she began to see less of them.

Illrose:Met through Phaios. Was quite interested in, especially impressed by the dragon doe`s antlers. Hadn`t seen much by the time she finally left, but hopes to see around once more.

Bear: This large, but gentle stag used to be Aria`s friend, and was once in love with her. Was troubled to think of his reaction to Aria not feeling the same way. Her fears were later proved true when an angry Bear found her, her sister, and Zash in the Forest. Oria would have fought him if Zash hadn`t. Although she was at first hostile toward him, she soon found out that he took his life soon after the fight. Feels bad for him, and asked for forgiveness. Discovered that he had resurrected, only to soon grow old. Has forgiven him for past events. Considers a good friend. Saddened by his death.




Unsure/Detested
Altair:Father of Irie and Autheiu. Forced Aria into having his fawns. Outraged when she first heard, though she does not hold anything against the fawns themselves. Would never forgive. Deceased.

Fusion:: Attacked her sister and her fawns. Will likely never forgive.



Inside
The gray doe once had an established persona of her own, but after recent events, it is impossible to tell who she really is as of yet. Once a gutsy, hyperactive, and loyal friend, the events of her life caused her to slowly crack, going all but insane. The few who were close enough to her were the only ones who truly saw what she was going though, for most of them shared that pain. Eventually, the plights of her sister and the deaths of most her of family and friends took its toll on her. Cracked and riddled with self-loathing and blame, the gray doe fled the forest.

Now, many months later, she has returned drastically changed. It is possible that some of her old self may begin to come to the surface in the future, but only time will tell.



Misc./Art


Traits


- Uncomfortable with other deer circling her. Tries to stay face to face with strangers; wary of those who approach from the sides or behind.

- A little wary of bigger deer/non-deer. Likely to be a little more cautious around them; once they gain her trust, however, this shouldn`t be a problem.


Fakeout
Oria is a character; her thoughts and feelings do not represent me. If anything she does concerns you, please feel free to contact me at or Skype me at Quiet.Paradox. Thank you! ♥
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