Journal 08/03
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Totally inactive lazy honey and totally outdated info about Rhinie. Nice job!
i dont want to take oof your mini little guy, i dont want, i dont want... ;cc

06/28/16
OKAY. Seriously, idk why how what and stuff and why Rhine DIDN'T know about that if every single one in the Forest already knew, BUT. I don't know don't askkkk me. Just be ready for all my stupid grammatical errors FAST RPS ARE THE WORST FOR MY GRAMMAR sigh.
Gabriel came to Rhine whil he sat with his friend Fovan and some cool girls around you know.
[16:27:54] honey c8: SHOCK 8DDD
[16:28:04] Superkitty: omg
[16:29:20] honey c8: he fell
[16:29:21] honey c8: lol.
[16:29:26] Superkitty: oh no 8(
[16:29:42] Superkitty: Gabe uncertainty on what to do is strong lol
[16:29:55] honey c8: omg wats going on seriously
[16:29:56] honey c8: lol
[16:29:59] honey c8: can understand him 8DD
[16:32:31] Superkitty: "I'm sorry." for dying.. for.. idk.. "Are you okay?"
[16:32:47] honey c8: he's still in some hysterics
[16:32:54] Superkitty: ah
[16:33:51] honey c8: "What.. wha-..." Rhine still can't believe in what just happened. "Dad..."
[16:34:59] honey c8: shaking his head with opened mouth because what the hell it all means
[16:35:24] Superkitty: 3:>... "Niki brought me back." s'all he can murmur
[16:36:08] honey c8: "What happened to you? Why ... why... are you here?..." it seems that he's not even listening. "Niki?... brought you..."
[16:36:17] honey c8: "Brought... you b-back?"
[16:36:52] honey c8: "B-but... how..."
[16:37:39] honey c8: "You-u... you just... you died... how c-can you b-be here..."
[16:38:21] Superkitty: hhh... a shrug. "Not everyone stays dead, sometimes they come back. It doesn't really matter how, does it?"
[16:38:41] honey c8: (don't worry daddy its just a mix of a shock and joy)
[16:39:54] honey c8: Rhine, still shocked and literally with the tears on his eyes, looks up and looks straight into dad's eyes
[16:40:01] honey c8: And...
[16:40:21] honey c8: he just rushes over to him, still sobbing
[16:41:00] Superkitty: <___> "I'm sorry"
[16:41:08] honey c8: buries his nose in Gabe's neck
[16:42:12] honey c8: "N-no..." trying to make himself calm, he whispered and then "You are here now... this is... the main thing..."
[16:42:35] honey c8: "I missed you, dad..."
[16:43:09] honey c8: "Don't leave... Don't leave anymore."
[16:44:23] Superkitty: q>q "I missed you too. And I'll try my best not to."
[16:44:49] honey c8: oh my, such a nervous time
[16:45:07] honey c8: this almost a full month was pretty hard for Rhine without dad
[16:45:17] honey c8: and, you know..
[16:45:19] Superkitty: :{
[16:45:39] honey c8: he knows what is it like to lose a parent
[16:45:47] honey c8: but he is happy now.
[16:45:59] Superkitty: aww ;;
[16:46:09] honey c8: though he need some time to recover now
[16:46:10] honey c8: but
[16:46:18] honey c8: he is happy
[16:46:26] honey c8: it's true :'3
[16:46:57] honey c8: oh gosh
[16:47:01] honey c8: WE DID IT, DAMN 8D
[16:47:48] Superkitty: <3 annd.. gabe insert being.. lame... "I'm going home for a while.. probably the rest of the night." probably we'll see... we will c... "You can stay here if you want."
[16:47:50] Superkitty: WE DID
[16:50:10] honey c8: "N-no, no, I will go with you." he just can't imagine parting with his father... again
[16:52:31] Superkitty: mmm.. ;^; "Alright. You can go off ahead, I'm just going to go say bye to a few friends and.. yeah." yep... "Sound good?"
[16:55:16] honey c8: being in a huge doubt, he reluctantly answers. "Yes.. See you.. at home." he nodded and then threw a farewell glance to Fovan (ill tell you all about later sry dude), leaving the Forest.
[16:55:42] Superkitty: <3 gabe will be there very soon !
[16:55:48] honey c8: cooool! <33
[16:59:56] Superkitty: gabe's gone back hoooome and he's going to.. nap.. give rhine a big hug though
[17:00:32] honey c8: oh that's so cute uvu
[17:00:43] honey c8: bug hugs are the best

06/16/16
Laid at his tree-where-i-can-cry until the moment Umay found him. Despite his very bad mental condition, decided to go with her. Fell down at his brother's side after quite 'hello' to Morikiah; didn't really pay attention to a stranger who also sat right there (Symphyon). He is still feeling himself very tired and sleeps most of the time, so he became more inattentive and indifferent to some things. Slept kinda like for an hour and then woke up because of Umay's conversation with another one stranger too many :/ (Zafeiri) about some,... thing... bracelets or.. whatever, he didn't pay attention again and just changed his sleeping pose.
Slept again and now for a pretty long time; while he took a nap, some other guys came along (Ronra, Lonno) - well done Rhine, so you'd sleep your entire life C8
Okkk, found out that Umay left, sighed and greeted Symphyon quietly, then gave her a tired sniff and nod and fell down again, because look at me im feelin so bad pls have pity on me lol.

Quay is the best pillow in the world. Tank u dear bro luvu <333

06/12/16 Depression due to Gabriel's death. Looking lost and shocked, very quiet most of the time. Tries to recognize the last events. A little off. (More info about all that stuff - see below).

Some time ago heard Nikhil's conversation with Lekhasa and Rhys about someone's (family member) death. Didn't participate in but noted all stuff they talked about. After few minutes of recognizing Nikhil's words finally got that Gabriel died some time ago. Was deeply shocked by those news and finally realized why Hälla is keeping one of the rooms in the house closed for the last weeks and never says exactly where is father now. Wanted to cry loudly but successfully made himself more calm to hit to show anyone his true condition and dozed off in Nikhil's den. At the end of the day left the Forest alone and silently and came back home pretty late, so just slept until the next morning. Still looking and feeling himself shocked, Rhine realized that he can't stay at home in this condition. Decided to left though felt pretty bad about Quay who was still in human world (I guess.....) with Hälla; unfortunately wasn't able to suggest him to left together. Disappeared very quietly and came to the Forest to clean up inside his own head; was alone most of the time. Still can't believe that Gabriel died and feeling extremely bad. Looking confused, lost, sorrowful and unhappy. Unable think about anything else but only about his father (yeah he knows nothing about rebirths or whatever, so he can't know that his pa will come back some dayyyy :/). Can't take offense at mother because she didn't say anything about Gabriel's death; maybe deep down he didn't want to know it at all. Only now understood how much Gabriel means for him and how his role was important in his life. Just let himself cry for some time and finally turned off, dry tear streams on his cheeks. Hoping that no one could find him like this and really afraid that someone in the Forest will find out what he is feeling right now. Closed and unsociable at the moment, just hid at some tree in the Pine.

P. S.: wow hi Quay I didn't notice u how are things don't look at me I'm not crying I'm sleeping and I'm not feeling very bad see yea? /no I'm crying actually I'm so upset........ :c/ grateful for his presence anyway.
P. P. S.: honey can u stop doing updates and describing all the stuff when you are not at your computer mhhh?

04/25/16 Aimlessly walked through the Forest for the most part of the day. Felt a little unsafe because of no one of his family around. Sometimes carefully examined some strangers. Tried to be more active and social; basically, his attempts remained without success.
Was picked up by Umay after some time (happy Rhinie!1). Took a long walk around the Forest with the Lioness. Went to the Rhine's favourite Ruins (and met some afk-strangers that Umay definitely knows but Rhine you are such a shy-ish boy you at least had a chance to just sniff them but you... sigh), also had a short rest in Umay's den.
Soon smelled a familiar scent, it was Shardul's scent. Rhine went to with Umay, but saw him in company of an unfamiliar doe (Krimhelde) so after some time spent there they left them. Dozed off on the meadow in the Pine until Umay noticed someone next to them. Rhine felt a little nervous about the stranger next to them (Haakon). He never saw him in the Forest before, but Umay's behavior towards the situation was also quite... alarming? Rhine was scared of his predatory, dangerous appearance. Watched him for some time until he is gone, then heard a pretty long and weird conversation between Umay and the stranger. Learned that he is Umay's brother and his name is Haakon - now he was definitely sure that he never knew anything or heard about him. All this time he was standing beside or behind the Lioness. To some extent, he wanted to feel himself big and brave to defend Umay, but at the sight of him, he felt helpless and scared. Not said a word during their conversation which had left him with many questions, the answers to which he has failed to get in the same day. After a while managed to escape together with Umay closer to Gaballa's den in the Birch.

"Stay here, sweetheart."
Trying to breathe after a run, he only managed to nod in response. Then he was alone again; hid in Shardkhil's rocky-den and took a rest. Had a brief meeting with a new stranger (Amadeus) before he felt asleep.

History
  The 15th of March, 16
Ten months old. Young teenager. Growing up, changing, but at heart he's still a kid. Eventually becomes a bit more sociable. Most of the time among Halla's relatives, begins to understand that with them he is feeling as good as never did feel in childhood. Remember almost nothing about his blood parents. Mostly feels happy.
» Despite his age, his development for the last three months is quite slow, but in motion.
» Antlers are growing, quite slow. Taking their future form.
» Height increasing. Becomes physically larger and stronger. Muscles are growing.
» Sometimes tries to hunt small animals. Still doesn't like fighting, but sometimes looking at how others fight. Gaining experience.
» Gradually experiences the feeling of great attachment. Observing the lives of other families, understands things that are associated with family life.

  The 27th of January, 16
Eight months old. Almost teenager. Get used to living without biological parents,
almost did not remember them. Growing up, changing, but at heart he's still a kid. Eventually becomes a bit more sociable.
» On his head appeared a small antlers, they are taking their future form.
» Already ate a meat, but still doesn't know what he likes more - meat or plant foods. (Perhaps carnivore?).
» His speech is already developed and distinct.
» Height increasing.
» Continues to learn fighting and hunting. Already had the first experience in repulsing the predator's attack, however, Rhine while not and do not want to fight.

  The 5th of October, 15
Five months old. Now he is an adult child (around 8-10 humans yrs old). Back to Endless Forest from a long trip with his mother Riasanel to other places ot of the Forest.
» Baby teeth fall out.
» Feeds on vegetation. Omnivorous, but still haven't eaten meat.
» Already able to speak good.
» Claws are growing on his legs, horns are growing too.
» Height increased.
» In him are manifested the instincts of a hunter and he starts to learn to hunt.

  The 18th of July, 15
Two months old. Not a newborn powerless child anymore. Quite independent, but still needs support from his parents. Grows and learns new things.
» Baby teeth are already formed.
» Feeds on vegetation. Omnivorous, but still haven't eaten meat.
» Kid is now saying many of the words more confidently and clearly.
» Claws are growing on his legs now.

  The 19th of May, 15
Gradually developing. Now he gets a huge amount of information, so he quickly gets tired. But this does not prevent him to be surprised and enchanted. Vision improves.
» 'Met' with trees and other plants.
» Learned to shout loudly. huehue
» Remember the smell of the mother.
» Learned his name.
» Gradually learns to pronounce 'Ma'.

  The 17th of May, 15
Was born. The body is in a stage of active development. Low vision.
Fed exclusively on mother's milk.
» For the first time in his life he saw the light.
» Learned what the smell of the mother and milk.
» Received his name - Rhine.
» Received his main titles - 'The Stormborn' and 'Volcano'.

Beginning
Name Rhine [ray-n]. Ran, Rai 🌋.
Titles 'The Redsun', 'The Volcano'.
Age Young teen*around 16yrs old, birthdate 05.17.15.
Gender Male, stag ♂.
Origin Mix of caribou/wolf/whitetaled.
Height Approximately #16-6.
Diet Omnivore? Carnivorous inclinations.
Aroma Of heather, freshness.
Orientation Undefined for now.
Mate None.
Voice Young Nate Drake. Speech.
Sounds Howling, barking*Because of his age these sounds are not yet up to the end adults as on the videos..
Zodiac Taurus ♉. Sheep. Fire.
Reference 🌋 [by Novaqi].

- S P O T I F Y -


Inspiration
Fire and water, nature, birds, red, lava, mountains, volcanoes, sun, heterochromia, amber, dried leaves and flowers, phantoms and ghosts, wind, red leaves, bird's feathers, metal, innocence, sadness, thoughts, coal, autumn, unrequited love, search warmth, lost, mist, burning, smoke, struggle with myself, passion, true feelings, burning coals, heather, torches, wild flame, revenge, amorousness, unjustified expectations, illusions, ejection, meteor shower, comet,
drowsiness.

Mirror
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Artworks
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Inner
phlegmatic peaceful hard to ruffle quite emotionless focused obedient dislikes hints resolute curios emphatic awkward generous careful unequivocally  reliable respecting supportive family-oriented stubborn? defender visionary quite gloomy shy modest friendly
» Sometimes he behaves as if he is weak, irresponsible and spineless. However, if it comes to something that is really important to him, he always finds the strength to defend his interests.

» He has a loving, very loyal heart. Always very sensitive; devotee in love. Despite this, he often hides these qualities, so many may mistakenly believe that he has the heart of stone and unfeeling temperament.

» If he feels that in result someone ignore him, he can long time does not make new acquaintances again.

» Dislike to talk about his fears.

» The majority probably believes that he is very secretive and strange, but in fact he just doesn't know how to trust others. He also may not always be able to talk honestly about his experiences to his family, but he's really working on it.

» Dislikes selfishness, excessive aggression, rudeness, when others pity him. But will never condemn someone publicly (only in extreme cases).


» He's probably never happy fully, and this issue accompanies him since early childhood. He often feels like he's missing something, especially if it is surrounded by not the most close and native people.

» Tries to avoid too big companies. Prefers solitude or small and pretty intimate company, however, always glad to see new pleasant acquaintances.

» Despite the fact that he does not like big companies, he is also afraid for a long period of loneliness and trying to brighten it with someone.

» He always appreciates those he loves, and therefore willing to do anything to keep them happy and safe. Really afraid of losing those who dear to him. Considers them the meaning of his life. Rhine is ready to do everything for them.

» Prefer always to act independently. Rarely approached someone for help (but took pleasure in helping others). Also he is always glad of moral support from loved ones.

» Sometimes he keeps his resentment deep down inside and can't talk about.

» From time to time Rhine is extremely cold and serious, but behind these feelings he always concealing his warmth.

» He very rarely uses physical force in communications with anyone, but will use it if it touches something very important to him. However, he may not let off steam in the open and keeping it all to himself.

» Usually Rhine is very difficult to relax, he is almost always tense and trying to keep everything under control. (In a good way. That is, trying to do everything to each his own feel comfortable and so on.)

» In childhood he sorely lacked parents (especially his mother), because of this, he constantly needs care and sincerity on the part of relatives and beloved ones.

» He doesn't like hypocrisy, and always feels it. Also dislikes rudeness, loud noise. Does not like provocation, but often is done on them, and it is always disappointing him.

» Rhine is very caring and attentiveness to those who are dear to him. He is very sensitive and attentive to detail. So sometimes without words he can understand someone's mental condition.

Heartache
i have to update everything im so sorry just dont look at this
Q U A Y
'the storm', brother in crimeBrother figure. Fondness, adored, strong attachment, closer than blood. Connection. Playmate and best friend. World. Soul. The first and only best friend. Met him in childhood when he had no friends, no family - and since that days they were almost always together. They are quite different in character, but It never prevented their friendship and communion. Rhine considers him as the best friend what you can ever imagine. Friendship with Quay helped him for the first time to know this feelings of support, affection and joy of communication He's always happy to spend time with him and Rhine is always ready to come to his aid. Protective of. Adored. Can't imagine his life without friendship with him.

H A L L A
'ossuary', the red motherMother figure. Fondness, adored, strong attachment, warmth, closer than blood. Connection. Guide and mentor. World. Breath. From the very first day of exploring with Halla between them was the thin thread that bound them later in the relationship of mother and son. Halla has always been very caring, and Rhine could feel it every time he was around. He never thought that her love will be given to him, too; now he can't part with thoughts about how he is grateful to her for everything she did for him. She is a mother, whom he found after a long search. She provides great moral support and she is always there when needed. Rhine treats her with great respect and tenderness. Cherished. He feels that she is very close to him in all aspects of his life and cherishes the fact that she is his mother. Perceives her as a mother by blood and cannot think otherwise. He trusts her enough to tell her about his true feelings. Gratitude and very strong love. Spiritual connection. Loves. Can't imagine his life without her.

G A B R I E L
'warrior', father lionFather figure. Fondness, adored, strong attachment, imitate, high respected, closer than blood. Connection. Guide and mentor. World. Heart. The long-awaited father, which he lacked in childhood. Rhine is ready to listen to him always and in everything. He feels that he still has much to learn from Gabriel, and these thoughts are always encouraging. Paternal support he needed, and now Rhine is got it. He feels a huge gratitude and respect to Gabriel. Loves him like blood father. Grateful to the Lion for what he has shown kindness and caring to him like his own son. Loves. Cherished. Always glad to communicate with him.

U M A Y
'lioness', the greatestMentor and guide. Adored, high respected. Very strong attachment. Safety. He thinks that she is the most strong, wise and caring person in the Forest. He doesn't knew her from the earliest days of his childhood, but he remembers that the lioness is very often here when he's lonely. Around her he always feels comfortable and safe. Imitation. Will try to learn from her many important things. Warmth. Yey I need redo so much whoyay.

N I K H I L
'fire tiger', the protectorOlder brother figure. High respected, imitate, warmth, adored. Playmate. Black Magic. Guide and mentor. Very strong and temperamental one. For Rhine he is one of the examples to follow. Feels safety around him. Sometimes a bit scared of, but with a certain admiration, to shiver; feels great respect towards him. Loves. In many ways he remains a real mystery for Rhine. Wants to get to know him a little better. Will look for ways to communicate with him more and as often as possible. Curiosity.

S H A R D U L
'white storm', the caringOlder brother figure. High respected, imitate, warmth, adored. Playmate. Black Magic. Guide and mentor. The caring one. Feels safety around him. Without fear; love. Feels something very gentle in him. Rhine likes to watch Shardul around the cubs, Shikha and Lekhasa and to be around, too. Also feeling of "cozy home" around him. Curiosity. Wants to know him better and find ways to communicate. Pleasant but fairly mysterious person.

S H I K H A & L E K H A S A
'shei' and 'leiss', the cubsNephews figure? Protective of, curiosity, adored, warmth. Playmates. Black Magic. Babies. Cherished. The little ones; magic sisters. Babies of Nikhil and Shardul. Each of them has its own character and its own peculiarities, and each in their own way. Children of Black Magic, appeared out of nowhere. Mysterious creatures, but also just kids you can play with. Cuties. Kitties. Games, home. Very protective of; always ready to protect them if need be. Particular curiosity. Totally adored.
i have to put some text for the each of you girlss

M A ' A O
'darkie', the darklingNephew figure? Protective of, adored, warmth and friendliness. Playmate. Sharkhil's adopted son, the little one. Baby and a nice person to just sit with. Always ready to help and support him when necessary. Home. Curiosity. Cute. iwilladdsomemoreadjectiveslaterdontworry.


Importants
R H E A
'rreah', the hyenaGuidance. Protector. Warmth, adored, friendliness. Playmate. His nanny for the most part of the time he was a little child without a family. Home. Gone? Greatly misses.

R I D E R A
'butterfly', the auntieidk what to say about my own char, sry.


Friendliness
F O V A N
'sunset', good friend...

M O R I K I A H
'morrh', the mentor...

Nimeria Gisli


Fear
H A M M E L
'demon', the hunterThe demon. Avoided, fear. Was attacked by. ...


Acquaintances
...


Disconnected
R I A S A N E L
'riahh', the blood mother...

S A H R O T S I L
'sahhier', the blood father...

Timeline
  Early childhood, 0-4 months
» Living with his parents, Riasanel and Sahrotsil.
» Met Ridera, Kody, Aurora, Djinn, Nimh, Bohidiciea, Rhea, Umay, Morikiah.
» Gradually he loses his father and then his mother begins to fade too.
» Over time, his family finally retreats from his life, and Rhine begins to grow independently.

  Childhood, 5-9 months
» Met Quay, Halla, Gabriel, 'The Kelpie', Nyami, Nikhil, Shardul, Fovan, Shikha, Lekhasa, Adren, Rossamund, Hammel.
» Was attacked by predator [Hammel] for the first time in his life.
» Gradually becomes more shy than before and more unsure of himself. However, his "family" helps him to cope with all the difficulties.
» First time experiencing true friendship.

  Young adolescent, 10-15 months
» Now officially son of Halla and Gabriel.
» Experienced the death of a parent (Gabe).
» ...