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Blackfeathr's picture
Meh. Stuff has changed.

Whenever I sign in as GW its like... she makes my mood change. She just wanders aimlessly around the forest. I get her near some groups of deer, but after a while, I/she becomes sad and runs away, but I/she doesnt want to be alone either. I see that Vipin's looking for other alternatives. This discourages me more. I find peace in playing Helios. It's like a new start. Helios is supposed to be slightly aloof, but I can't help it, I bring him into groups of deer and have fun, something I haven't had in TEF for a long time. Maybe I've grown out of GW. Maybe she's become a root of depression for me. At any rate, I seem to avoid her more, because whenever I think of her, I become depressed.

So, I guess... she won't be on unless I feel like it (which I prolly wont for a while) or if someone asks me to bring her on.

Sorry Sarie. I guess you will be free to choose a more active, happy mate for Vipin, if you so wish it.
Pegasicorn's picture

D= But...I'll miss seeing GW

D= But...I'll miss seeing GW in the Forest. And I doubt Vipin will want a new mate.
...it's like some of our deer need therapists or something... O.o;

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Blackfeathr's picture

Scape and Magnet are pretty

Scape and Magnet are pretty much two of GW's three remaining friends on here, I guess D:

GW loves seeing Scape and Magnet, but all she does is hop around in circles and copy their moves, she can't think of anything else to do D; Its gotten so repetitive, and GW/I feel worse even when interacting with friends.
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Even though I've never seen

Even though I've never seen GW, it's too bad you don't like playing her anymore...

But what makes the difference playing Helios?

And why can GW grow with you? She's a living character too :3

Sorry for my curiosity ^^''

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Her's picture

U8 Where in the world did

U8 Where in the world did you pick up on "Vipin looking for other alternatives?" He loves GW and GW only! xD Aside from that, I firmly feel you (lolnotlikethat) because, if you recall, I used to own a deer named Phantom to play when I was upset, and he only made me upset, so he just kind of faded away. I understand, but I'll also miss GoldenWinged. ;___; <33 -unproductive as shecan'tgetcaughtinschool- But hey, if you ever feel down again, PM me. I know that request comes up a lot in this situation but it honestly helps. I am a living human being that reads your text and feels your pain with you so I can help. <3 Really. <333 -FACEHUG-
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Aw, damn. I loved GW, she

Aw, damn. I loved GW, she was so nice. I remember back...almost 8 months ago? Has it been that long? When you were just an adorable little kid I loved to play with. In my mind. XD I'm gonna miss her, but I guess as long as you don't leave, I'll be fine. :U
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Bios

Blackie, you honestly think

Blackie, you honestly think I and Vipin would feel that way? ;_; I feel terrible now that I acted in such a way that makes you think Vipin would want another mate. Seriously, Vipin can't stand to be without her. D8 <3 I love her, as does everyone else. If you seriously feel better playing another deer and you think it would be best to lay off her for a while, I completely understand and urge you on, but if you mean taking away GW forever I'm afraid I'll have to step in there. xD <3 I love you like a sister, and I love GW just as much. <3 <3

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:3 Made me feel better.

:3 Made me feel better.

Ionno, the thought of putting GW in the forest just makes me feel frustrated. All I do with her now is park her butt in some random part of the forest and stare at her with sadnessfrustration :/

Yeah, I think letting GW take a break would be best. It might help me detach these bad feelings I have connected to her. Just let me know whenever Vipin will be in the Forest, I'll bring her in regardless, that might help make me feel better. Smiling

I didn't know GW was so loved here, I never seen her that way in forest, so its a surprise to me o.o

Ily2Sarie, Thank you, everyone <333
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Of course she's loved! =] I

Of course she's loved! =] I remember her doe-day even. XD
But yea, like I said, I think some people's deer need therapy. A vacation for GW seems like a good idea, to sort things out with her.

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