January 14, 2009 - 2:13am — Kanaf
Hey...
I just wanna say something before I offend or worry anyone... Although, maybe this will just worry you more. I'm not gonna be too specific, but I won't be too vague.
I'm not feeling the best these days. At first, it was only my stomach. I had a terrible stomach ache that wouldn't go away, and I was also on very little sleep all day, so I was just physically drained. I still am, but to a lesser extent. The stomach ache is gone, as far as I know...
But now, I'm still not okay... I've developed feelings for someone, but it doesn't feel right, and I don't know what to do... I haven't been this confused in a long time, so... I just can't find myself right now. Seriously, I'm so confused and frustrated, I'm on the brink of tears... I'm planning on talking to someone about it tomorrow. Hopefully it'll help, but... I dunno...
So anyway... I'm sorry for not being around at all yesterday. That was the stomach problem. If I'm not around much this week, well... you'll know why... I'm sorry if I don't comment on something right away, or respond to rps for a while... I'm just letting you know so you don't worry about me. I'm not leaving, but I need some time to figure things out...
I'll try to get on the forest once in a while. I just won't be as energetic as usual. And I might leave very soon after I log in. There are some things the forest can't ease... I guess this is one of them...
Sincerely,
Raku <3
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