wow ok redo for this sweetheart lmfao!! once i get my tablet n stuff i'm gonnnaaa make her a new ref i guess

here's her spotify, and a very nsfw tumblr here

some of the info below is really outdated and if u have any questions feel free to ask me..


mental: 100%, emotional: 100%, physical: 95% (the highest it can currently go, the remainder 10% is focused on her random nosebleeds and earbleeds)

- bigger deer are safer deer. bigger deer are initially seen as protectors and she will gravitate toward them.
- while groups of deer are intimidating, single deer are not. attempting to become more social and will approach random groups of deer
- average size, lean muscle
- has died in the human world due to a drug overdose, is still learning how to cope and often focuses her anger on herself. starting to view the forest as heaven -- christian, to a degree in that she believes in God, and thinks this is a second chance. a second chance but a weird second chance, unaware that the forest is just one of the many worlds that exists in the universe
- highly curious.
- still eats mushrooms and any other hallucinogens she finds as another coping mechanism, though they no longer have any significant effect on her (it is likely she will react more if under stress)
- prefers sitting in the purple flower patches to watch the butterflies. wraps herself around tree trunk bases and sleeps in warm, sunny spots. dislikes being too far out in the open, at least by herself.
- clingy.
- blunt. apologetic. will apologize for anything that is or isnt her fault.
- eardrums are prone to bursting. loud noises, hitting her head, or drug use can cause her ears to bleed. hearing is slightly impaired. determined to learn how to "tune out" sounds so this doesn't happen
- nosebleeds from previous cocaine use do occur. are rare. but like, a sneezing fit?? good luck guys i hope you dont mind a lil blood
- so she obviously has a rather bloody head at times, but when this is noticed, she'll go to the pond to wash off
- not frightened by appearance
- fights, from a distance, are fun to watch. playfights are even more fun to watch. fighting itself is terrifying because she doesn't know how to defend herself. will most likely just lay on the ground in defeat if attacked.
- asks questions, may argue, out of curiosity
- body is of a young adult. mind is about ~25-30 human years old, but is largely ruined by drugs.
- has all memories from previous life, but they're kinda locked away and repressed. ming knows she was alive in the human world and knows of things in it, may need to be reminded of some things, but any personal memories may fail to surface. knows her life was rough, though.
- glad to be in the forest. glad to be away from the past life. willing to try anything at least once
- not tied to the moon as one would believe from her name -- truly named after a pearl that shines in the dark, a name her mother gave her. loves the water and nighttime, but cannot stand the cold that comes with it. prefers warm rain and water and sunbathing. 4ever cold
- sex worker (escort, sugar baby) and weapons dealer in past life
- watches everything with intent. zones out and hyper focuses. butterflies are a favorite to watch.

skype is freshbent