Herla [Bio] The Red Eyed Queen

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November 12th, 2015


Yes, I guess I can say I'm gone now. It's been 4 months and I've looked at this site maybe twice. I have absolutely no desire to go into forest anymore. Herla and my other characters are alive and well, though they don't live here anymore. I'm as happy with them now as I've ever been and feel much more satisfied with my creations since removing them from this place. I used to think that would be hard or impossible and if I left, I'd lose them. I laugh now at that, the best way out is through as they say, and then you wonder what all the fuss was about in the first place.

Health challenges continue, and part of that is minimized computer time since it aggravates my conditions to sit and type and look at screens. After a decade dedicated to digital art, I pretty much exclusively do traditional art now. Loving my Copic markers. It has really helped me to find alternative creative outlets like the Ball Jointed Doll Hobby. Starting to sculpt and sew too.

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He chuckled again "Ahh a

He chuckled again "Ahh a pity. Well then I just enjoy the time I have with you alone as much as possible." he slipped a little closer once more. "any time, my ebony angel. though...[i]" his ears fell down. "[i]I fear I have to go now... I really hope we will meet again?"



((argh. i just got to know that i propably won't have any internet the next days... so... sorry about this blunt ending. -.- ))
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“I look forward to meeting

“I look forward to meeting you again, kindly stag,” Herla said, giving a nod and a flutter to her eyelashes.

((No problem! Hope to catch you around again!))
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Ciel is a little hyperactive

Ciel is a little hyperactive ball of energy tonight XD
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I just about died when he was

I just about died when he was jumping around in Casstiel's back, that was A-freakin'-dorable! Though Herla is fretting over him everywhere he goes!

Wasn't it just? I wish I'd

Wasn't it just? I wish I'd gotten some screens. <3
Herla is quite the mother hen. xD
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XD Yeah, he's been climbing

XD Yeah, he's been climbing over everyone ^^
And he doesn't know any better but to run around mindlessly while Momma Herla tries to chase him down XD
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Herla is going to stroke out

Herla is going to stroke out if the little guy gets under the feet of one more fighting stag. She’s worked herself up into a tizzy worrying about him.

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He's not trying to start up

He's not trying to start up fights, he just wants to nuzzle the stag who helped him with the giant crow c:
Then he had a little tantrum and yelled at Sorog XD
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Daah!


Daah!
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One big happy dysfunctional

One big happy dysfunctional family <3
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B'awww! &hearts; Lol, typical

B'awww! ♥ Lol, typical overprotective Sorog: looking over his shoulder for intruders constantly! XD


Edit: Rofl! Indeed, Faustt!
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I like where you've gone with

I like where you've gone with this character. I've enjoyed seeing her development and seeing her around. I still hope to interact with her more. xD
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Faustt: LOL! I know

Faustt: LOL! I know right?

Uruushou: That’s what I like about this screenie!

ocean: Thank you! She has really surprised me how she has developed, it’s been fun playing her. Hope to meet your deer too!
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Sianna had finally been

Sianna had finally been chased off. It was over, but Sorog's heart was still pounding wildly, his body boiling with rage and adrenaline. He wanted nothing more than to decimate the antlered doe, but he could not... He did not need Herla being even more frightened of him. No, he needed to protect her and Ciel. He knew about Sianna's feelings toward Herla...she would cause more harm than good. Shaking, Sorog absently licked at Herla's neck and nuzzled her face.

"Are...are you alright? She did not hurt you, did she?" he asked urgently, his eyes wildly scanning the treeline. If she were to come back, he would not be able to control himself...
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Motherhood must be killing

Motherhood must be killing Herla XD
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Herla was wildly frightened

Herla was wildly frightened by the other does’ attack. If it had just been her, she could have out run the other doe…but the little fawn Ciel, would never be able to keep up. Herla had no idea of Sianna merely wanted to attack her of if she would have hurt the fawn as well, so again and again, she tried to shield the tiny undersized fawn with her own body. She’d been buffeted about, hooves had clipped her along her back, a sharp pain in her side made her think she might have a broken rib. She was a very small doe herself, not made for fighting. Far too fragile. She was trembling so hard she couldn’t stand yet she tried to continue to stand over the fawn. “I’m…fine,” she said to Sorog in a daze. “T-t-thank y-y-ou.” She fretted over the fawn, trying to keep him close. Her heart wouldn’t stop racing.

((Ciel is going to be the death of Herla, once again she had a heart attack when the fawn bolted out from under the rock and started running around!))
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(Gah, poor Herla! ;_; Dang it

(Gah, poor Herla! ;_; Dang it Ciel, quit running around when Herla's getting attacked, lol!)

The stag's heart shattered when he heard the pain in Herla's voice. He was being bombarded with so many emotions, but most of all he was enraged and disheartened. He did not think that Sianna would attack her and Ciel...but she did, and now Herla was hurt. It was then he realized she was trembling, and he moved quickly to support her weight by allowing her to rest her neck over his nape. "Shh..." he whispered soothingly, and slowly lowered both of them to the ground. He then curled up around her body and began to carefully lick at the scratches on her side. The corners of his vision were darkened, and he could barely think. He did not know what to say or do other than stay close to her and tend to her wounds.

"I am so sorry, Herla...so sorry," he whispered again, and his voice was actually choked. In a way, he felt that he had failed the doe. He could not protect her as best as he could, and now she was hurt... Letting out a shuddering sigh, he leaned over to give Ciel a reassuring nuzzle before tending to the doe again. His entire body trembled beside hers. "Rest, now...everything will be alright, I promise..." He hoped he was right.
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Poor Herla ;-; Ciel just

Poor Herla ;-; Ciel just doesn't know what to do and freaks when stuff like that happens =/

Edit: Ciel is sorry ;-;

Ciel was still trembling, huddled against Herla's side in a vain attempt to escape the memory of what he had just experienced. He glanced up to see scratches over her back, and he gingerly licked at one of the lower ones. However, the bitter taste of blood made him cringe. "Momma? You ok, Momma?" He buried his face into her belly. He felt a gentle nudge against his back, and Ciel withdrew his face to look up at the looming figure. Sorog instilled in him no fear, but Ciel could not help but feel at fault for Herla's injuries. Fear had gripped him, and with all the commotion, he had thought of nothing more than to run. But, it was perhaps that choice that had labeled both he and Herla vulnerable. "I'm sorry..."
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Sorog blinked at the apology;

Sorog blinked at the apology; he was not expecting it, especially from one as innocent as Ciel. Letting out a sigh, he shook his head and gently touched his muzzle to Ciel's temple. "You have nothing to be sorry for, little one. Nothing at all," he said softly, although his voice wavered. Shifting his weight, he curled up a little tighter around the two, his large body easily encasing them like a solid wall. It was the most he could do now. He would be there for Herla and Ciel; he would protect them even if he died in the process.
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Herla let the stag ease her

Herla let the stag ease her to the ground. He was wrapped around her, his presence comforting. His words were a distant murmur the sound of her own pulse roaring in her ears, her eyes wide with fear and adrenaline. “You tried to protect us Sorog. Thank the Gods you were here.” Her entire frame trembled, she couldn’t stop. Ciel was huddled next to her, calling her mother. Her heart wrenched. “I’m fine, little one.” she said to comfort him and licked his brow. “Are you hurt?” she said, a note of barely contained panic in her voice as she nudged the fawn checking for injuries.
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"Thank the Gods you were

"Thank the Gods you were here..."

A feeling of dread suddenly encompassed the stag. What if he had not been there? What would have happened to them? No...he could not think about it, not now. They were safe, and that was all that mattered. Closing his eyes with a sigh, Sorog placed a chaste kiss upon the shivering doe's cheek. "I will not let anything happen to you or Ciel. I swear to you..." he whispered, and then gazed back at the painfully tiny fawn. He gently sniffed at Ciel's face, his eyes scanning the fawn's body for visible injuries. If Ciel were to be hurt as well... He set his jaw, trying to clear his mind once more. He needed to focus on Herla and Ciel now, not Sianna. Not now...
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Although the larger stag's

Although the larger stag's words were meant to reassure him, Ciel could not help but feel at some fault. "B-but..." He sighed, his ear drooping to the sides of his head, but he said nothing more. He shifted slightly as Sorog wrapped around the two of them, encasing them in a blanket of comfort. He rested his chin on the incline of Herla's shoulder, trying to hide beneath her plumage. As the doe asked of his well-being, Ciel glanced towards her face. "I'm ok. Daddy was there to protect us."
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Daddy...? A look of shock

Daddy...?

A look of shock graced Sorog's weathered face, and he looked down at Ciel in confusion. Daddy... And then, it hit him. A small, stiff smile formed on his lips, and he gave a light chuckle. Ciel's innocence was touching...and at the same time, it concerned Sorog greatly. He was an easy target, especially for deer as ruthless as Sianna. The smile did not fade, but it was grim rather than mirthful. Silently, Sorog gently nuzzled Ciel's cheek, hoping that that was enough to reassure the fawn. He never thought he'd give his life to protect someone in the Forest, but here he was. And he was not regretful at all.

[[ I hope no one minds me

[[ I hope no one minds me posting here? ]]

The shadow reappears, somewhere very near to the trio. Its eyes are now focused on all three of them, none over the other; not one of them is escaping its attention. But from its relaxed position, lying almost flat against the ground, it does not seem to have any intentions right now other than to observe at a close range. Maybe it is not even thinking any thoughts at the moment. A total blank, just watching, looking on with its blank white eyes, peering out from behind a shady cast of darkness.

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Ok, that's just damn creepy!

Ok, that's just damn creepy! XD
AWWW! Sorog's having a moment! ^^
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Sorog could feel the eyes of

Sorog could feel the eyes of something, someone burning into his back, but for some reason he did not feel concerned. He knew that Sianna was long gone; she probably took her loathsome self to rest by the pond with that albino friend of hers. Her scent was nowhere near, and so he could relax just a little. Right now, he was concerned for Herla's and Ciel's well-being. Nothing else seemed to matter right now. Still...that feeling of dread would not go away. It continued to stir in his belly, eat away at the corners of his mind.


Edit: Oh no, not a "moment"! Hell's officially frozen over, gahh! XD
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Herla took comfort from the

Herla took comfort from the stag and the fawn curled up with her. Her heart rate and breathing were starting to slow, as the adrenaline faded, leaving her feeling completely exhausted. Intermittent, trembles and shudders continued to shock through her. As the adrenaline eased out, the pain eased in. The discomfort in her rib became a more incessant throb that spiked with every breath. She breathed more shallowly to ease the pain. She managed a pained smile for the little fawn, “We are alright and we will keep each other safe now.” She laid her head across Sorog’s back, breathing easier with her head up. How she wished to fade off into sleep but the fear of being attacked and the pain in her rib plagued her.
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Sensing Herla's distress,

Sensing Herla's distress, Sorog gently nuzzled her crest and managed a small smile as he had with Ciel. "Rest now, sweet one. She will not come back, I promise you. You are safe now," he said quietly, clenching his jaw slightly when he took note of her shallow breathing. Perhaps after some sleep she would feel better, but he would keep a close eye on her in case if she did indeed have internal injuries. There was not much more he could do now other than to keep her and Ciel warm, comfortable and secure.
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Sorog’s words comforted her,

Sorog’s words comforted her, his reassurances, forming the bedrock of her thoughts. Herla’s consciousness was becoming a questionable thing. The breathing was an all consuming effort. In her miasma though she saw the shadow creature that perched so near. “I see you.” she thought. “ I see you there.” she watched it watching them. Her breathing and this creature were her whole world. One breath at a time. One breath at a time.
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A smile gingerly tugged at

A smile gingerly tugged at the corners of his mouth as Sorog touched his cheek. His small, wisp of a tail flickered vigorously in a brief interval of happiness. But the smile faded upon feeling the tremors emanating from Herla's body. He was much too young and inexperienced to notice the change in her breathing, but he pined for her health none the less; no one should be shivering like that. The smile she offered him was read without the pained look, and Ciel took it as her being fine. Ignorance is bliss.

The shadow, very slightly,



The shadow, very slightly, inclines its head. It smooths itself out against the boulder upon which all four lay.

I see you, it echoes, pausing. I hear you.

The breathing...the heart...the pulse. Its focus seems to be shifting.

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As Sorog rested his head

As Sorog rested his head against the rock, an ear flicked as if picking up on a sound that was not there. He could have sworn he heard something...a whisper in the wind, perhaps. But then it was gone, leaving only the feeling of dread behind. His belly and throat tightened, and suddenly he felt frozen in place. He could hear his pulse pounding in his ears, and the corners of his vision seemed to darken a little more. Internal panic began to set in again, but once more he found that he could not move. What was happening...?
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Now the strange shadow

Now the strange shadow creature was saying things in her head. Herla contemplated it. The breathing was so much work. It took a lot of her concentration. But through her fogginess she could hear the shadow. “Quit speaking in my head” she murmured in her thoughts. But why talk to something that wasn’t there? Sorog was here, warm and solid next to her. The fawn safe against her side. She might pass the time talking with shadow. “What do you want anyways, shadow? Figment of my delirium.”

Delirium? It mimics the



Delirium? It mimics the doe's voice almost perfectly.

The shadow approaches, sliding over the ground, its length stretching from one end to the other before compressing back into a deer shape, and lifting itself from the ground. It hovers like shade over the three of them, but its visibility to each of them varies. At this moment, it might be most visible to the doe, and yet its voice is carried along on invisible currents to the stag and the fawn.

It leans in very close and whispers, I feel you..., then pulls back, sinking into the ground and lying underneath them, melding with their very own shadows.

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Ice-cold...pulse...terror...v

Ice-cold...pulse...terror...voices...

I am going mad, Sorog thought to himself almost nonchalantly as he continued to lay frozen in place. Another whisper...but he could not make out the words. And then, it was as if he were laying atop a sheet of ice. The ground beneath him was suddenly frozen, and yet burning hot. He wanted to shout, wanted to take Herla and Ciel away...but he could not move. He was helpless, his eyes wide and terrified. Please do not hurt them...please...
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The shadow wavered in her

The shadow wavered in her vision. Or was it her vision that wavered? Herla was beyond the distinction. It came very close. It whispered in her ear. She felt a cold clenching in her chest, her breathing gave a painful hitch. Her vision blurred. Her eyes were still open but they were unseeing. She breathed. Her heart beat. She could distantly feel the warmth of Sorog next to her. "Sorog..." her thoughts reached for him.
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Suddenly, Herla's voice

Suddenly, Herla's voice reached him, and almost instantly the burning went away. He was still frozen, still terrified, but was no longer in pain. She was here...she was safe. "Herla...what is happening?", he thought, hoping that he didn't sound too panicked. He was so confused...he had never felt such a terrible or helpless sensation before. If she could hear him, it would put him at least a little bit at ease.

...Hurt? The shadow pulls



...Hurt? The shadow pulls back at the stag's words, apparently stunned. It trembles. Then it recollects itself. It wraps around their bodies--not entirely, just around the sides, forming a ring of shadow, cold as ice yet soft as skin.

Its voice turns into something else. It sounds like it is humming, yet not in a natural way. It listens to the two, seemingly talking to each other with thought. The sound of its voice...slick as oil, thick as tar.

...Sleep....
It tries to induce upon them its will, attempting to get them to rest, to relax. But its wordless music ceases, and it uncurls itself from the trio, standing over them in deer form.

...Leave...?
It peers closely at the golden symbols above their heads, burning them into its memory as best as it can.
...I....

I do not know..., it whispers to them, fading. But I only wish.... The words break off, and it continues in a rather quiet, distorted voice. ...Who...? ...Think.... ...Return...!

And then it is gone.

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Sorog was a bright heat next

Sorog was a bright heat next to her, she clung to the fire. He always burned so hot. Things that burned so ferociously went out faster. She consoled the fire. Attempted to temper it. “Shhh…shhh” she murmured. She breathed. Her heart beat. It seemed like an eternity between breaths. Each one would hurt. But the times between. She smiled.

Unconsciousness washed over her.

((Both Herla and Ciel lost their pelts? And did you guys see that weird light that was over us? O.O))
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Sleep... The stag then heard

Sleep...

The stag then heard the voice, its words becoming clearer. Suddenly, the feeling of menace seemed to slowly dissipate along with the burning. Oddly, he felt a little comforted by the command. There was no malice, but the dread refused to leave. Sorog wanted nothing more than to relax, yes...but suddenly, he could feel his eyelids closing despite that he could not move them.

Sleep....

"Herla...I think it will be alright..." he thought, his own mind sounding muddled to him. Nothing seemed to make sense. Everything was disjointed, and yet he could feel Herla's and Ciel's warmth and was soothed by it. Everything would be alright. He knew it would. And so, he was slipping...deeper in deeper, he fell into pleasant darkness.

Herla's soft voice shushed him, bringing him more comfort. Such a sweet little thing...

And then, the voice was gone. They were alone once again. What a most queer evening.


Edit: Yup, I saw it! It's in the Old Oak now, and it's moving! O_O
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((WTF?!?!)) ((Is it still at


((WTF?!?!))

((Is it still at the oak?))
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(Nope! It was there for a few

(Nope! It was there for a few minutes, I could see it flickering in the distance. Then it moved outside of the oak a bit for just a couple more minutes, and then I couldn't see it anymore. I was chatting with Sianna online at the time, and she followed it only to have it disappear shortly thereafter. Weird, but cool! I guess no one is really sure what those balls of light are, but it could either be a god or a glitch. Either way, I'm glad I saw one! c8)
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((Very weird! I wonder if it

((Very weird! I wonder if it was a deer that just wasn’t showing up or something? The glow kind of looks like the glow that is around a deer’s face when they pray at the idol. Hmmm, and why did Ciel’s and Herla’s coat go to the default pelt? More strangeness. Ack, but way past my bedtime. Goodnight!))
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(I thought that at first when

(I thought that at first when I saw the ball next to us. Since it wasn't moving, I thought it was a glitch from when NAME left, but nope, it was moving! I have no idea why their coats would revert, though; that's very bizarre. I guess it only affects minis! XD Gah, same here, I need to crash. :< 'Night, and good RP!)
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[[ Actually guys that is not

[[ Actually guys that is not a Glitch, that is one of the Gods in one of their alternate forms. I'm not sure why your pelts magically would poof however but I know for a fact that that particular little light bubble is generally one of the gods when they are not in their deer forms. They did that in one of the Abios I was in *nods*

Poor Herla doesn't seem to have any luck lately *gives her snuggles* ]]

"Your efforts are insignificant! I carry you to your deaths!"
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((Oh! That's really cool to

((Oh! That's really cool to think we were visited by a God!))

((And yeah, Herla has managed to get herself into trouble AGAIN! lol!))

"Take it easy, little

"Take it easy, little Herla...", Thriae said as she sat next to her, taking it upon herself to protect the little injured one.

Thank you~

Thank you~ <3
Herla is such a cute mini!
Lovely bio!
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Dinamo: Thriae was very

Dinamo: Thriae was very sweet. Smiling

Rhad: Thanks!
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Tracking this because I've

Tracking this because I've had to urge to draw this beauty lately. Sticking out tongue

Maybe I'll try getting around to it this week or the next.