Terminal Apotheosis - this bio has moved!

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06/03/2016 - BAM

Like the title says, this bio is now on my new account ;v; Crucio insists on me playing him again, so it's that time. It can be found here for those wishing to retrack. If not, that's okay too!

This node won't be used again in the future, but I might keep it for old time's sake. There's a lot of history here - good and bad, and I think it's worth holding onto.
uwharrie's picture

have a poem for Crucio ^^

have a poem for Crucio ^^
Xemi's picture

ASJFHGDJFS

ASJFHGDJFS <3333
OMG I love it ;A; may I add it to his bio? I will of course credit you for it <3

PS) AHAHAHAAH YOU BE LATE! DIS PAGE IS MIIIIIINE!
uwharrie's picture

OMGSH I CANT BELIEVE I HAD IT

OMGSH
I CANT BELIEVE I HAD IT AND NOW I CANT EVEN EDIT IT TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE YOU LIE *insert angry face*

just wait... ill be watching ~
Xemi's picture

LOOLOLOL ~ But srs can I put

LOOLOLOL ~

But srs can I put it on his bio? Prz? <3
uwharrie's picture

do what ever you'd like with

do what ever you'd like with it <3
sorry i spazzed and only saw the part about the page not being mine |C lol
Xemi's picture

LOL, herpderp. 8D Okay~

LOL, herpderp. 8D
Okay~ <3 tyty Uwharrieee.~
Honeyfur's picture

So that's why there's a crowd

So that's why there's a crowd there. That's aweful! D8>
I'll probably stick HF there in case he comes back, since she feels responsible for helping others in distress :C
Xemi's picture

Yeah.. my stomach's STILL in

Yeah.. my stomach's STILL in knots from what happened..
All of us who were chatting on msn were and still are furious.
It's kind of hard, even if it's IC, the concept is just.. sickening.

Did you ask Walter's player

Did you ask Walter's player if Walter unearthed the corpse or just assume that? I ask because it didn't seem like that to me, but I'll need to rethink my deer's stance on it if the case is otherwise.
Xemi's picture

I was talking to Raven on

I was talking to Raven on msn. She was talking to Kaoori's player, who was ALSO talking to Walter's player and that's what she said. So, I'll take her word for it. And worst comes to worse I'll throw a little "tried" or "trying to" in there somewhere appropriate if it gets cleared up.
Honeyfur's picture

It is...my stomach churned

It is...my stomach churned when I read Cru's journal entery...I can't even bear to think of it...it's just revolting.
Gee, I picked a good time to go afk...or maybe not, so HF could of opened up a can of whoop a** and go in dragon rage mode |D
Well, hopefully this won't happen again ;;
Xemi's picture

God I hope not. I can't help

God I hope not. I can't help it, I KNOW it's.. "IC" but it's horrible.

Sorry Xemi, I came off as a

Sorry Xemi, I came off as a bit aggressive with that last post, not my intention at all. >_<
Ahh ok! It looks like I've missed a lot of what went on since I don't chat and play at the same time.
Xemi's picture

Haha, it's okay.

Haha, it's okay. <3 Btw, something just occured to me. Raven sent us this now that I remember and am thinking clearly again:

Raven Schneider says
Ugh, what a pain. ;; So is her grave messed up? I'd like to re-update Levi's bio.. And do you think Wesker minds Lev being this close? I don't wanna start anything

A Kimi L says
i think wesker's alright, he's probably calming down. her grave is fine, i' sure, right now. stomped on a bit, probably, but okay.

Raven Schneider says
Alright. <3

So thank God actually. I'm gonna do some minor edits to my journal, I posted that while those two were still talking it over so it's my fault for jumping to conclusions. Sorry.. it's a topic that hit close to home, even if it's just a game, and I went into RAEG!mode for a little there lD;

I'll go fix it up now actually. So to clarify, no.. Walter scratched it up a little but poor little Hoshiko's okay. ;;



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Awh man. that journal ;A;...

Awh man. that journal ;A;... that's pretty sick...
I have no words for that...

but in a fail attempt to lighten the mood, I just saw this ----->
Adopted "big" sister; "firey and righteous."
and I laughed slightly on the inside :')

She stopped to have a look at

She stopped to have a look at him. He looked enraged, distressed. The roe deer's natural curiousity persuaded her to cautiously approach and see what was the matter. Once within noticing distance, the blue doe chirruped at him, as if to ask if he was alright. While she was mute, she could communicate fairly well, even if others couldn't understand what the birds said as they chatted in the trees. Her head tilted sideways to add a questionmark to the wordless sentence.


//I hope you don't mind a brief interaction with Mockingbird. She's a curious soul, yup. c:
Kaoori's picture

track

track Smiling
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Uwharrie: Lol, yesss, "big"

Uwharrie: Lol, yesss, "big" sister. XD Thought you'd like that.~ And that IS sick.. awful.. ;;

Kaoori: Thank you my dear! <3

Ryff: AAH not at all. <3 I'm sorry, I've been off the walls today, I'll try to sneak in a post with Eighteen. Might be a little tough with all the major changes he's made lately but I will manage!

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Crucio was fuming, absolutely fuming; the usually very stable reaper shook like a leaf in the wind, ears twitching and jerking just as furiously, listening intently for that bastard that had caused his current state of distress. His breaths were far apart, and came out in sharp but powerful huffs, front hooves kneading anxiously at the ground as he shifted. At the sound of a chirp, the stag's head snapped around, wild, burning eyes fixing on the avian-like doe. That unearthly glare fixed on her for a few short moments, blazing away, and then dwindled down to embers as his features softened. No.. this wasn't her fault, this wasn't her doing and there was no way to eye her with such cruelty.

Drawing in a deep breath, Death exhaled once again, beyond shaken by this point in time. Regardless, when his eyes eased open again, they were as soft and impartial as he was capable of displaying right now.

"... Yes? What is it?" he managed, a bit sharper sounding than he would have intended, but still in the deep, slightly rough tone that was characterized to his appearance. He tipped his muzzle down slightly, hiding behind the dark bangs that grew thickly over his face. There was no need to reject her, but he couldn't help it. He was in even less of a social mood than usual.

The bird-doe could see now

The bird-doe could see now that he was angrier than she had originally thought. Much angrier. She wished to answer his question, but she was unable to speak. Born mute. She chirped again, softer, reassuring him that whatever was bothering him would be over soon. She had seen some crowd around here earlier, perhaps that was what had the black stag in so much distress?

By now, Crucio may have realized that this deer was close to Hototo, for she bore the fallow's scent upon her own. Maybe that would relax the stag slightly and make her less strange to him.

Curiously, the sapphire doe picked up his alert stance, watching for something she didn't know of. If she saw something that may be important to the stag, she'd point it out to him.



//Hey look, you get another mute! XD Don't rush on that post with Eighteen, I'll be here for a looong time. It's what message boards are for. xD <3
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Still eyeing her with

Still eyeing her with reluctance, the black stag finally exhaled a defeated sigh, casting a bitter glance off into the distance, aimed at nothing in particularly. No matter how soft that chirp was, his ears still twitched to it acutely, beginning to register the meaning behind it. It was a soft, and almost compassionate sound, one that began to settle his frayed nerves. A flicker of gratitude lit up in his fierce eyes, and then melted into their depths for good.

"... Heh.. I'd ask you if you were born mute or if something happened, but I guess that'd be pointless. Not like you can tell me." Death frowned lightly, laying his ears back again. "For the sake of knowing it since you took the time to approach me, my name is Crucio. I don't know what you'd want me to call you. I understand crows only, I don't.. recognize your chirps real well, sorry." That knowledge came from being mated to one. Anything else was lost on him.

( Haha xD that's fine, she's sweet. <3 I figure that was your deer he kinda taunted earlier? So, he was just so damn frustrated, it wasn't at her. I promise. <3 )

The doe smiled softly and

The doe smiled softly and nodded as he spoke. She then produced a mockingbird's call and sort of gestured at herself, attempting to tell him her name. A vague attempt at best.

He could understand crows? Suddenly, her dark blue face lit up. Mockingbird could understand any avian. With a tilt of the head, she croaked, "Ah, how lucky! I don't have to play charades with you then, do I?" Mockingbird glanced back at a stag walking towards the Ruins, but it turned out he was just passing through.

"Well, good. If you don't mind me asking..." she crowed, "What has you so upset, Crucio?"



(No, I haven't been in-forest the past few days. :])
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"... I suppose not," Crucio

"... I suppose not," Crucio mumbled, looking stunned for a few seconds before an expression of dismay took over his features again. Even the eternal grin on that skull covering his face couldn't hide his sullen eyes beneath it. If not for undoubtedly lingering on the edge of another outlash, he certainly would have seemed too docile to be capable of such a feat.

"A number of things I feel uncomfortable talking about even with my closest family. In short, at the risk of coming across as rash.. none of your business. I'm sorry." The black stag huffed, flicking his ears back in a flustered manner. Quickly enough, he'd turned his back to Mockingbird, casting a longing stare over at dear Hoshiko's grave. How flustered Kaoori had seemed when she showed up to a crowd, even with good intentions.

He understood how she could act in such a manner. She had every right to be upset. But something about her grief put the Reaper on edge, and unsettled him in two many ways for him to comprehend.

Thought I was tracking this

Thought I was tracking this B|
Well I am now 8D <3
Sypris's picture

ouo i'd also like to note

ouo

i'd also like to note that i had saved cru's pic on my iphone so i could glance at it as i worked.
check the number of photos in my phone.
...coincidence?
i think not.
Xemi's picture

OMG AWHJAEGFSEJH SYYYYY LOL

OMG AWHJAEGFSEJH SYYYYY LOL HE'S SO CUTE
HOLY CRAP HE'S FRICKIN ADORABLE. I WANNA HUG HIIIMMMM
OHMYLORD

I'm adding that to his art RIGHTNOWWWWW. <3

ROFL. 666.~ Oh, how.. fascinating...~!
uwharrie's picture

Single ;A; WRGNJWWRGVWRGTVETY

Single
;A;
WRGNJWWRGVWRGTVETYH?!?!?!?!?!
Honeyfur's picture

Wait, WAT?! D8> Gah this

Wait, WAT?! D8>
Gah this phone won't let me scroll through the CSS boxes, but I'm guessing it's about his relationship status. If I may ask, what happened? ;A;

Since Xemi isn't online, I'll

Since Xemi isn't online, I'll just let you know that its complicated, and you'll probably need to ask him privately about it. :C
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uwharrie's picture

oh no ;A; alrighty

oh no ;A;
alrighty
Honeyfur's picture

^ ;; Alright, I'll ask when I

^ ;;
Alright, I'll ask when I get back ;A;
Thanks Selruil
Xemi's picture

I won't get into detail since

I won't get into detail since it's between Kirness and I but
All in all we had.. some difficulties and we split.

I know Crucio and Tandem are IC, characters, but being much like a persona for me as Cru is I will be honest in saying that I, as a player, feel I will be unable to disregard the bias I hold against Tandem's player when Tandem is around. I feel it's just better to have them split for the sake of in-forest interaction as well due to the personal nature of these circumstances.

The rest of my characters also paired / planned to paired with her own are either inactive or can take a change of course. Anything from this point on, as it was and should be, is entirely in-character.

Due to my connection with Kirness personally, yes, there were times that we as a couple chose to make a pair such as Crucio and Tandem who were together from day one. However, these are few and far apart. Aside from this, I never plan to have my characters "paired" with.. anyone really. It's just one of those "if it happens it happens, if not, then it doesn't" sort of things. My in-forest interaction isn't driven by "OHEMGEE MUST FIEND M8 N HAV FAWNZ RITENOW" LOL. And I would slap myself if it was.

I just think that Crucio and Tandem need to be made an exception in this case. I can't go on knowing how similar these two characters are to the people who rp them.

So, until further notice, Crucio is single and (unless miss/mister wonderful shows up and little heavenly music plays) will stay single.



Honeyfur's picture

Awww, I'm sorry to hear that

Awww, I'm sorry to hear that ;A; But thank you for telling us <=]
Yeah, I understand how that would be, for lack of a better word, odd keeping them together, so it's understandable.
I'd add more, but it's probably appropriate enough to keep this short, since I don't know you very well personally for the things I'd say, and I'd write a book ^^" But again, I'm very sorry :C
Xemi's picture

It's okay. xD If you ever

It's okay. xD If you ever wanna talk, I'm on msn, so. ^^

It would be difficult, you're right. I think it's better for the players and the characters alike, and those who know them on both sides to seperate them officially. Where things go from here.. we'll see.
BluedeerLegend18's picture

So sorry to hear about that

So sorry to hear about that Sad

You were right for Tandem and Crucio to split. It just seems awkward in a situation like that.
I have a Master's degree in Wumbology.
Xemi's picture

I'm just happy to have people

I'm just happy to have people here that are so understanding and care about me.
That means a lot. Thanks guys. <3 I'm sorry if I'm a little dead, in-forest and out for a while. It'll take me some time to get over it, but I'm trying. You'll all be the reason I get over it quicker and am able to move on.
uwharrie's picture

Well... All I'll say now is I

Well... All I'll say now is I agree with them ^
And if you or anyone else ever needs to talk about anything, hit me up.
<3
Xemi's picture

Exactly what I'm doing, Bre.

Exactly what I'm doing, Bre. ♥
You're a wonderful person to talk to.
Uruushou's picture

Hey, Han... I must apologize

Hey, Han... I must apologize for my obliviousness the other night. I had no idea what was going on, but now I know, and I am very sorry. I just wanted you to know that, if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always willing to listen. Hit me up whenever you'd like; you're never a bother. Hang in there. ♥
Snowsauria's picture

You...you have music from

You...you have music from Repo! ;_; *love you forever*
I'm constantly listening to Legal Assassin and Chase the morning atm. ♥
Xemi's picture

Uruu: It's okay Colby.. I

Uruu: It's okay Colby.. I understand, I'm not mad or anything. <3 I admit I'm a little upset though.. you should know me by now! You should know I always have a reason for what I do, or how I act! ;; <3

Snow: AAAH YESS I DO <3 I gave Cru the Graverobber's voice. ♥ Lovelove that whole OST.
I'm super hooked on Chase the Morning. It's on Payne's bio, and also in his title.. I feel it's quite suiting for him.. haha ♥
Honeyfur's picture

It does take awhile to get

It does take awhile to get over something like this, so I understand. And of course! We're here for you through thick and thin, so don't worry, you have friends that still love you <3 And don't feel like you have to derp around in game. Lounging around is still as much fun, LOL. But if that makes you feel better, then of course go for it! Because we all know epic button mashing can make anyone giggle like a maniac ;]
Xemi's picture

LOL yeah.. we had an epic

LOL yeah.. we had an epic danceparty at the pond with Levi, Esll, three giant crows and a bunch of other deer earlier.. it got me laughing pretty good. XD
Snowsauria's picture

Oh, the Graverobber's voice

Oh, the Graverobber's voice is sexy. ♥ Illrose will have to talk him into a long conversation now, even if he's already taken, haha. xD

I love Chase the morning, it's so powerful!

Edit; And now I just read the upper posts and realized Crucio and Tandem are not together anymore. I'm so sorry for being oblivious. D:
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I know, Han... But I still

I know, Han... But I still had no idea. Lyssa never mentioned anything other than Milo dying, and so that's why I thought you were upset. I'm sorry if I let you down...I was just being oblivious like I always am, and I apologize for that...

Colby, sweetie, the rest of

Colby, sweetie, the rest of this didn't happen until after that little incident. All of this happened yesterday and today. <3
Don't beat yourself up, you didn't know. Really. (:
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Uruushou's picture

Oh, I see... *puts down

Oh, I see... *puts down boxing gloves with a pout* ^^; Thank you, Rav. <3 Han, Cru's getting gaysnuggles from Liam whether he likes it or not~ <3
Xemi's picture

Snow: Hehe.~ He'd probably

Snow: Hehe.~ He'd probably like that. He can string 'em together nice when he wants to. xD!
I'd be completely open to that. And it's okaaay. It just happened a couple hours ago.. some OOC stuff between Kirness and I um.. I decided I needed the ties of this character broken with hers. He's.. too much like me, it'd be difficult to continue. |D; No worries.~

Raven & Colby: Ty <3 Yeah.. she's right, Colby. It's okay. ♥ LOL gaysnuggles. He will.. begrudgingly tolerate them! XD
Honeyfur's picture

OH LAWL three giant crows + a

OH LAWL three giant crows + a dance tower = pure awesomness 8'D
Hehe I love those moments <3
Now all we need are three ginormous bunnies so we can have one ginormous cuddle party 8D
Xemi's picture

LOL. Yeah it was pretty

LOL. Yeah it was pretty awesoomee.
Rabbitpile. ♥ Sounds cushy. Death's throne is now a pile of bunnies.
AHAA.
uwharrie's picture

Death's throne is now a pile

Death's throne is now a pile of bunnies.

Oh yes, then we all start throwing up rainbows xD