The Reference Desk: La [Biography, Character/Player Updates]

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     Most Recently: Back, briefly. Discord is Alison number zero three seven one if anyone wants to chatter. I'm trying to get pages working again after dropbox's policy change. I'm just hosting the files now where I host some other stuff.
     Being that I am trash, there is now a La tumblr.


     Spoken Name: La (human uses); Archaeologist, Librarian, Researcher
     Age: Five; arrived in The Forest on Tuesday, August 24th, 2010.
     Sex, Gender: Female/Doe/Hind, moderately feminine. Irrelevant to character.
     Real Name: La's Pictograph can be seen in my avatar, with reduplicating circles and isosceles triangles, plus a strange little fifth mark on the side I can't explain.
     Click for most complete set of visual references, though still a WIP.

     Physical Traits and Mannerisms of the Body

     Personality, Emotions, and Philosophies

     Story and Plot Elements, Pathways Forward

     Skills, Talents, and Accomplishments of Note

     Haunts, Roaming Habits, and Places of Comfort

     Reasons to Not be Alone, Reasons to Smile

     Artifacts for Museums and Other Acquisitions

     The Book: Sapient Window to Other Worlds

     How I Play La in The Endless Forest

     Alison
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     I'm not reliable on any communication channel, even with people who live with me. But it's worth trying if you wanna chatter a lot, and I do like having people to talk at.


 Inspirations     La is based on my overexposure to books and love of reading and writing. Some of her fixations are inspired by my own, which in turn are usually inspired by people around me--art historians, librarians, teachers, mathematicians, and the like. She represents the people and qualities that I admired in adults who took care of me when I was young and that I generally strive for. I think that her good-naturedness is also fitting for the feel of The Endless Forest and I strive to make her fit the setting.
     Stylistically, I designed her with spells from TEF in mind and then incorporated hands into the design. The placement of her antlers is partly inspired by Hellboy's horns.
     La's book is inspired very loosely by a combination of things. It draws most from the concept of wizards/witches and their familiars in various media (but especially in Dungeons and Dragons), and the "A Really Useful Book"'s vague awareness and ability to advise on the spot in the film MirrorMask. Neither of those were conscious inspirations, but I noticed them more clearly after the fact.


 Gift Art     These are all lovely things made for me/La. Artist name is written on the little snippet so that no one will mistake these for my art or think I'm claiming them as my art. Click each for the whole gorgeous thing. These are in reverse chronological order of receiving them, so oldest at the bottom and newest at the top.
     Images of La are also known as laart because I said so.
































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We finished the movie. Credit

We finished the movie. Credit scene started, Callie goes, "What?" kind of desperately. I go, "This better not be a credit roll." and then it was a credit roll. ;_;

There's been shouting in the house about whether it was a good ending or a bad ending and what makes a good ending and I've sent myself to my room because anime's giving me feelings. I liked the art but I need to think about everything that happened after they got out of Incubators' trap.

And I never even heard of Song of Saya until I started dating him, but he like you read it when the English patch first came out. He got really into it and apparently the summary on wikipedia is his summary of it. I didn't play it until it got its English release and came to him in the mail (he'd preordered it three years previously) but by then I'd had everything spoiled for me. It had some story issues but I think most of that is the Nitro+ porn quota making them add stuff to the story that kind of derailed it in places. But it certainly wasn't a waste of my time.
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You did see the epilogue

You did see the epilogue though, right? Make sure you don't miss that. (; I could explain how I feel about it, but I'll let you collect your thoughts on it first.

If anything, I'll direct you to this. Apparently, on the DVD for the movie there's a bonus of the very first take they did of the final act of the movie, and it's...rather jarring. Homura sounds so different, it's kind of scary really. There parts where I wish they kept the original take, and parts where the second take was better. Overall, I think the end result was better.

Yeah...the sex does tie into the plot, but there are definitely parts where it was overdone. The one that sticks out to me the most is when Koji calls Fuminori, and Yo is giving Fuminori a blowjob during the call. A bit comical, but very out of place in the end. Overall, I think it's a pretty good story though. I like how there's no one "happy" ending. The "happiest" ending is bittersweet at best, with the emphasis on bitter.
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AHH I missed the epilogue!

AHH I missed the epilogue! I'll gather the troops tomorrow morning so we can watch it even though I want to now. We argued too much and all had to agree that we'd sit on it and get together to talk about our emotions tomorrow.

Normally we just watch comedies as a group, or movies that one of us hasn't seen and it's rare for there to be a group effort to sit down for something new like this with a lot of big feelings in it.

I'm digging my nails into the desk fighting against watching the epilogue but one of us is already asleep and we must act as a grouuuppp.
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Granted, not too much happens

Granted, not too much happens in the epilogue, but it's still worth a watch if only for witnessing something I've wanted to have happen for a long time. Sticking out tongue
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No. Crying about Magical

No. Crying about Magical Girls is the only way to live. Go hard or go witch.
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track *.*

track *.*

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Hi Melodi Mjrn I suppose

Hi Melodi Laughing out loud

Mjrn I suppose that makes sense. Gotta have something to cry about here and there. I just never thought it would be Homura being the devil.
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To me, it makes sense. When

To me, it makes sense. When the movie first showed in theaters, it definitely split the fanbase, and it still is doing just that. I will say though that the people who claim Homura was out of character did not pay attention to anything she said or did at all, and simply took her at face value.
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I feel like I'm going to have

I feel like I'm going to have to rewatch everything all over again and be looking for that sort of thing. It's rough... I was seeing her as obsessive and in love (though I did for a long time think it was platonic). There's that sort of "true love" type deal but I can never tell when it crosses into "deranged love" unless people do something insane. But I preferred Kyubey as a villain, a sort of bizarre and logical outside force to Homura as a villain because her motives are selfish.

Um, are we talking about

Um, are we talking about anime? Cuz I've only watched Fairy Tail...

Track^^

Track^^
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Yep, an anime called Puella

Yep, an anime called Puella Magi Madoka Magica. I'm a big fan of animation but I mostly watch American (and sometimes French like Wakfu or Canadian like Ed, Edd, and Eddy) animation, but there are several Japanese ones that I like too. I'm just really, really picky about cartoons, but I do like them. Smiling

and Hi James Smiling

Ah. Hi James! Saw La again

Ah.
Hi James!
Saw La again yesterday lol, left her alone tho. Didn't want to spoil her pretty outfit today, it looked nice where she was sat, like a painting.
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A black and white painting

A black and white painting maybe Smiling I always joke she looks like a soccer ball. I've only had her around the ruins the last few days because they're her favorite place to sleep and hang out and generally that's where her "home" is.
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Class at 7:30am? Christ,

Class at 7:30am? Christ, that's awful. I could barely get out of bed for my 8am classes.

[e] I have not forgotten that reply you made about Homura, but it's hard to put my thoughts together on it lmao Sorry. )':
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I'm hoping that the 7:30 AM

I'm hoping that the 7:30 AM class is a ruse by the professor to weed out the students who don't really want the class so he can boot them out and have more room for people who actually want to learn, and then we can meet at 10 or something. But I doubt that will happen.

And s'okay. Our other roommate got back from Colorado so we're gonna have to watch everything all over again to show him and get his opinion.
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If only. Wish my early

If only. Wish my early classes were like that. Instead, if we didn't like how early it was, we asked to get moved to a later class, only to find those were already filled.

Looking forward to hearing his opinion. Basically, for me, I feel a million different ways about it. In the end, the only solid thing I can say is that Homura is wrong.
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Yeah, Homura's not my bro

Yeah, Homura's not my bro anymore. ;_;

Calc so far looks like it's gonna be reasonable. I'm doing more complex stuff than in high school because... I just really like math. I'm not good at it, I just like it. I haven't really hit my ceiling for it yet so I want to keep learning stuff until I can't do it anymore. Even though my study focus is supposed to be on storytelling.

Hey, I've been wondering

Hey, I've been wondering about these fifth marks. Maybe a glitch in the picto generator? Because I've seen a few pictos now with added marks, including Jezara, though hers isn't as noticeable as yours.
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I'm not sure what it is,

I'm not sure what it is, honestly.

I think it has to do with how the pictograms are generated. I think glyphs may be lined up left to right in four strips, and those slide left and right to different combinations. I think the fifth glyph happens when you catch a glimpse of a glyph to the left or right of one of the other ones in your picto. But that is only a guess.
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Hej I've been doodling in

Hej
I've been doodling in class, and I've come out with a cute sketchy thing. A gift for ya, when I get a chance to scan it Eye
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honorary levi 'u r in my herd

honorary levi 'u r in my herd now' headpaps for you
/smacked
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New friends! This is a

New friends! Laughing out loud

This is a great day for La, she's all grins and sunshine right now.

I've seen your deer a few

I've seen your deer a few times around the ruins, and I have to say that she is adorable!
So I'm going to track this~
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Aww thank you, that's sweet

Aww thank you, that's sweet of you to say. Laughing out loud I leave her around the ruins to sleep and I leave the forest sounds on when I'm away from my desktop.

Right now I'm on the laptop and my desktop keeps mooing softly to me from across the room so something's probably happening in-forest and I should wake La up. Smiling
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http://outofcontextdnd.tumblr

http://outofcontextdnd.tumblr.com
I figured you'd be someone who'd get a kick out of this.
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Thank you for this

Thank you for this <3 I'm going to read all of them and then probably submit a few.

The best thing I ever ran was a oneshot based on Party Cat.
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Been smashing since Friday.

Been smashing since Friday. Quite enjoying it so far. Been only playing by myself, but I'm content with that.

Started doing the Classic runs, been using Fox for it. Except I got to Extra Spicy Master Hand vs Crazy Hand, and it basically turned into a "WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? NO SRSLY - *DEAD"

Tried it about an hour ago with Sonic, got way farther with the Crazy Hand fight, but I got fucked by the Core. I'm guessing I shouldn't have been attacking it.
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I've been calling that

I've been calling that monster "MissingNo" since it bears a vague and distant resemblance and they've got other pokemon in the game already.

I made it through on 6.5 with Samus (my main because muh childhood) fighting that thing but I may soon go back and try it with Bowser or Ridley purple Charizard for some heavier hits.
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I've been using Sonic and Fox

I've been using Sonic and Fox as I generally prefer a sense of speed when it comes to the Hand fights. Of course, I'm using the customized ones that I made (whose speeds are docked in exchange for defense and power), but I like how they handle so far so I'll stick with them.

Lucario was my main in Brawl, while Pikachu was my main in Melee, but honestly, Fox is kind of sticking out here as my main, with Sonic not too far behind. But I still use Lucario frequently. Old habits die hard, and he feels a lot faster and smoother overall.

Been using Rosalina a bit too, and I quite like her. Plus, I need an ass kicking princess to balance out my boy troupe. Sticking out tongue

That Crazy Hand is a pain though. People on forums were talking about "something unexpected" and "good luck with Master Core," but I was taken completely by surprise when it happened. It's pretty damn cool though, even though it's tough to beat. Still not sure if it's better to sit and wait for Core to attack, or if you have to attack it. Attacking it seems to give you back health, but Sonic flew off the screen so quickly when it finally managed to attack back....
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I got it down to the glowy

I got it down to the glowy little core and just stared wailing on it hopefully. Was able to smash it before it finally attacked me back, so I still don't know what that would look like.

I tend to favor characters with decent speed that can still hit hard. My customization usually aims for about Mario-level mobility and then a rough balance between attack and defense after that.

Smash runs are the best.
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So how about I was playing

So how about I was playing Smash with the AI, and I picked Fox and turned all the items off, and set the opponent to random, and when I picked Final Destination I thought, "Wow wouldn't it be funny if it picked Fox," and then the randomizer gave me Fox.

Thought of you when it happened.
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May I roleplay? Jezara

May I roleplay?

Jezara strode aggressively over the blanket of gold and red, her hooves gently crushing the leaves beneath them. It was a comforting and pleasant sound. She had never ventured much into the New Forest, but today she wanted to walk there, wanted to know more about it. Jezara started at a squirrel who screeched and scurried up a tree, its thin branches bending with the weight and the wind. She watched it find its drey and saw it scrape around in it, apparently looking for something it had... lost? Jezara glanced around on the ground, shuffling in the leaves. She had probably scared the squirrel away, but she didn't want to look back for a simple squirrel. Her cloven hoof hit something hard, sending a tender twinge up her leg and rendering it temporarily lame. She tried her best to retrieve the object from the earth, before it sunk into it and was forgotten.
After a few minutes of hard work, Jezara had finally managed to pull the object, some sort of stone, from the damp mud. She was about to walk away and leave it, thinking it a silly rock, when she noticed something. There were symbols riddled across the pallid surface, swarming it with enchantments. Instantly Jezara felt a sort of curious fear in her chest. She prodded it with her good leg and confirmed its innocence. Picking it up, she carried on her aimless journey.
Reaching the Ruins, the only stone-built structure in the Forest, a doe caught her eye. She knew her... She knew this doe! But if only she could remember. Her name was not in her mind, but her voice clung to her like a fishing hook to a salmon. She gingerly approached the black and white ball, not wanting to wake her. Setting the stone down carefully, she called out confidently.

"Hello?"
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La's head jolted up from her

La's head jolted up from her book so fast she felt she'd given herself whiplash and there was a moment where her eyesight dimmed for lack of blood. No matter how hard she slept, there was always one ear open, so to speak, that was prepared to hear visitors and which waited for any sign of a conversation-to-be.

She got to her feet with some grunting and groaning and stretching of her back and legs and shook the ruin dust off of her right side. "Hello!" she replied to the owl-faced visitor. "How are you today?"
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Jezara felt surprised when

Jezara felt surprised when the doe heard her. She must have still been slightly conscious, she thought. Jezara sniffed the air politely, then cleared her throat. "I am well. And you?" She replied. Glancing momentarily at the engraved stone, she noticed something. Sniffing the air again, then the stone, she smelt the same thing. Picking up the stone in her dexterous beak, she set it down closer to the black and white doe. The doe gave off a vibe of curiosity. Jezara began to like her already.
"Is this yours? I found it in the leaves below a squirrel nest."
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I... Made a thing. For you. A

I... Made a thing. For you.
A birfday present for La. And you of course.
Its of Jezara sat next to La in the Ruins the first time Jezzy saw her.

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I need to stop drawing in class.
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(Ahh I love it! The best

(Ahh I love it! The best doodles always happen in class and this is no exception!!)

"I'm okay," La said, all perky and smiles now. She had something else to say, but her jaw dropped at the sight of the familiar rock.

"The rock!" She said, bouncing in place like a fawn on christmas. "Yes, I know this rock! I had it and then a squirrel thought it was a nut and stole it!" La ran in a quick circle around Jezara. "Ahh, I never thought I'd see that again!"

La pressed her cheek to Jezara's for a grateful nuzzle.
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"Good," Jezara replied with a

"Good," Jezara replied with a courteous grin. She bowed her head briefly in respect, but then noticed the other doe was looking at the stone.

Jezara smiled faintly at her reaction. Was it possible for a deer to be this excited? Perhaps it did belong to her, or she had found it somewhere. When Jezara heard the explanation, she laughed quietly a little. Some things had the funniest stories attatched, she thought. Like her dried lavender... And some things had not so cheerful tales to tell like her black cloth. Jezara stiffened when the doe came nearer and thanked her silently. Even though she had grown up with this kind of contact, it felt awkward somehow.

As she was curious, Jezara pondered at the stone some more. "Where did you find this?" She asked, softly but with a twinge of characteristic impatience. Jezara wasn't a fan of waiting. "The lines... Do you know what it is for?"
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(whoop, sorry for slow

(whoop, sorry for slow reply)

"I picked it up here in these ruins about four years ago," La said, and rolled the stone over onto a different side to show more of the hewn grooves on it. "I think it was part of the structure, since it has man-made marks in it from tools that nature didn't create. And that was why I liked it."

She inhaled and puffed up proudly. "It was the very first human artifact that I found."
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Jezara listened to the doe,

Jezara listened to the doe, her ears gently swaying to pick up every change in pitch, every syllable, every tone. Her voice was like the Pond, Jezara thought. Quaint, interesting, and mysteriously alluring. She shook herself back into reality and nodded with understanding, peering at the stone cautiously as the doe flipped it over. "Human?" Jezara replied softly, but as if the word were tainted with some terrible... Something. "It doesn't look creature-made, you're right." Looking up at her, Jezara could see how much this doe liked collecting things that interested her. "Listen, I found something... You might like it. I'd have to try and find it, but it's rather strange," she said, becoming more excited. "Actually, it's quite a few things..."
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La heard the call of

La heard the call of adventure plainly in Jezara's voice and couldn't help but bounce slightly on her hooves. Today was the day to spend all of the energy that she kept when she slept.

"I would love to," La said. "Hang on, let me put this away. I need to make sure that the squirrel doesn't come back for it."

It was hard to tell if La spoke out of respect or dislike of the squirrel and whether she was genuinely nervous that it might return for the treasure or if she was making a joke. She bent down and picked the rock up delicately in her flat teeth and bounded to the pit and its connections to the basement structures of The Ename Ruins. She stashed the rock safely under some loose fabric--a blanket--and then jumped back to Jezara like a rocket. "Lead the way," she said with a polite bow.
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Jezara watched the black and

Jezara watched the black and white deer with curiosity and amusement. Her energy was simply streaming off of her, and into everyone else. Jezara waited, restless, for the doe to return, and silently laughed at her dislike for this squirrel. "You ready?" She said, her eyes lighting up with happy informality. She began trotting carefully over the hammered ground, kicking up a little dust in certain places. She soon sped up though, and her love of racing kicked in. Laughing and smiling all the way, she galloped enthusiastically between the trees, stumbling a little once or twice but never slowing.
"So what's your name then?" Jezara asked breathlessly, when they had reached some trees near the Old Oak. She scratched around for her secret store in the piles of leaves. Once she found it, she carefully pulled out each object and laid them out on the ground so the doe could see them; the miniature granite Twin Gods statue, the black cloth, the lavender, and the shark tooth necklace.
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Sorry for popping in here but

Sorry for popping in here but do you see us sitting on the rocks ?
I am with you and there is no Fog , but the Red flowers are still falling .
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My game crashed and left a

My game crashed and left a fake La there for a while while I tried to get back on--I found you eventually Smiling I was surprised when I came back and saw the fake one still standing there.
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^ bloop The same happened

^ bloop

The same happened with me, except my game was fine and it loaded up and I stood up, only to find myself suddenly on the ground again with a fake Jezara next to the real one. Also the fog wasn't showing up?
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La shook her head to clear

La shook her head to clear out her ears and the shake continued down her spine to her tail. "Definitely ready," she confirmed, and trotted at a comfortable pace behind.

She balked when she realized she had failed to give her name and then introduced herself properly: "I'm La," she said. "It's nice to meet you." She waited politely for the other's identity while she displayed her treasures.

La lowered her head to look at them and survey each in turn. "That looks like The Gods. Amazing, where did that come from? And cloth, lavender, and... a tooth?"

She looked more closely at the necklace. "From a... shark?"
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Jezara bowed briefly, with a

Jezara bowed briefly, with a faint lower of the head, and took in the name, memorizing it. She then gave her name to the doe, La. "I am Jezara, and its nice to meet you too," she replied, keeping her full name to herself. She decided to be less formal. And this deer has only given a first name, Jezara thought, or maybe that was the whole identity? Pushing that aside, she focused on the objects. La seemed to be interested. Maybe it was the fact that some were human-made, Jezara thought again.

"The lavender I collected myself," she explained, nudging the bundle of dried plant with her front hoof. She quickly glanced up at the trees when a branch snapped, but returned to the four items. "I found the statue in the Ruins, if I remember correctly. And yes, that appears to be a shark tooth." Jezara only had a faint idea of what a shark was, but she knew what their teeth were like, at least.
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"Did you know bones are the

"Did you know bones are the hardest parts of a shark's body, Jezara?" La asked. "They haven't got bones like we do." She looked at the point of the tooth and failed to fully imagine what it would be like to have bendy cartilage bones. "They're also way bigger than the koi in the pond. At least most of them are."

She stepped back from the items and then settled down onto her belly in the grass to get a better look at the little statue of the twin gods. "I think humans must have made this," La said. "Or someone magical."
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"I did not," replied Jezara,

"I did not," replied Jezara, her ears pricked and eyes wide, hoping to hear more fascinating facts. When she heard they were like koi, she nodded with understanding. Now she could picture them better.

When La mentioned the statue, Jezara stiffened. She didn't like that statue. Not because it was of the Twin Gods, but because she feared what it could have been made by - humans. She nodded again, slowly, when La guessed it was human-made. Humans were bad, bad creatures, who never see magic and are careless with their planet. She glared at the statue, cursing humans for worshipping the Deer Gods and not their own. Surely they have plenty to follow and love, thought Jezara, her eyes narrowing. She scuttled over and lay down beside La, then remembered something. "I know where I've seen you before, La," she announced. "Sleeping... At the Ruins. Is that where you live?"A handy thing to change the subject from humans, thought Jezara. But she couldn't help staring at the handprints on La. What did they mean?
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The change of topic was no

The change of topic was no trouble for La, who flowed between subjects of interest more smoothly than a fish in water.

"I live in all The Forest," La said, "But The Ruins are my favorite place, and that's where I keep stuff I find. It's also the--and I'm using this phrase mathematically--the Point of Origin for the entire forest. It's not the center, because everywhere is the center of The Forest, but... when you sit in the right spot in The Ruins, you can just know that you're where everything started."