I am all flesh and blood but all you see is a ghost

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Just trying to get active again for the millionth time don't mind me.
hopefully something will stick. did some css cause I love to procrastinate. might change their names I'm so indecisive..... major WIP
working on more traits OTL
when you've never rped two characters in one and decide to do 2 or 3 for some god forsaken reason.


****finals are pretty much here so RIP my activity for now*****

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Name: Zahir
Age: pup
Gender: Male
Species: Canine
Scent: Kerensa, amber, earthy.
Size: #14
Diet: omnivore
Ref: --
Haunts: tree (-52 x 213)



humorous • Irreverent • cautious
playful • protective • Confident
Daring • stubborn • blunt
Responsible • Dominant






Name: Kerenza
Age: pup
Gender: Female
Species: Canine
Scent: zamir, blood, decay, petrichor
Size:#14
Diet: omnivore
haunts: Ruins (-2 x 10)




absentminded • meek • emotional
obedient • curious • caring •
Self-conscious • Delicate • possesive
fastidious • Calm




  • Physical100% | Mental70% | Emotional75%

    Note:







  • *** I would love interactions of any kind to help me develop them***
    Open to rp on biographies/skype or elsewhere if preferred
    skype/email: Calixcs (@hotmail.com)
    discord: calix#0183

    sometimes I forget to get out of invisible mode tbh so I'm most likely on.

    UPDATES:
    4/28/17
    returned to the ruins and stays near by it. finds it oddly comforting now that they can traverse it. still a bit nervous of the forest and is slowly starting to expand the areas they explore. at least attempted to stick near the ruins but got lost on the way back from the pond and ended up near the playgrounds. some bickering between the two that consisted mostly of zahir complaining at kerenza.

    4/22/17
    awoke still in the ruins. on some level was hoping they would wake up somewhere else. recovering rather slowly, but managed to move a little bit away from their original spot. finding that walking in the ruins is probably much harder than necessary. aggravated at all the rubble that they must climb over just to move a short distance. obtained some small scrapes and cuts. not the safest place to be stumbling about. makes them very exhausted and drains there energy as they adjust properly. is no longer falling unconscious as frequently but must take a lot of breaks as they move around in the ruins. noticed the two headed fawns presence again was less annoyed with them being there but didn't much care for the crowd that was collecting in the ruins so pushed themselves to move a lot more. managed to reach a more open space in the ruins. likely to stumble around there until they have everything worked out. driven by thirst decided to take there practice walking and wander around in hopes of finding water. focusing more on the placement of their feet then was in in front of them or around them. has no clue where they are going. generally avoiding others. getting the hang of walking better now that they have more room and open space. noticed the return of the fawn. doesn't particularly mind. sniffed in greeting. hadn't spoken in who knows how long and their throat felt to dry to for words so continued their search for water. found it only to end up on the wrong side. more traveling lol. rested with Jude until they were approached by a stranger. had a mild struggle as kerenza wanted to keep a distance from the strange being and zahir was more bold and curious of them. eventually got restless and wandered off to explore the forest. ended up in the birch forest where they found a tree they thought was rather charming and strange looking. decided to remain at the base of the tree and rest.

    4/21/17
    First day in forest. spent a majority of it unconscious in the ruins. currently unable to move much extremely stressed and confused. currently hiding in the ruins until they are more capable of movement. falling in an out of consciousness (aka I'm doing school work and I'm not always paying attention to the forest lol). noticed a two headed fawn approach. intrigued by the fact that they seemed somewhat similar but was too distressed to really care. lots of growling and grumbling, but remained in their spot. they seemed to keep their distance so they eventually stopped growling but didn't take their eyes off them. not enjoying being stared at by some strange fawn but despite trying hard fell back unconscious. remained aware of the fawns presence.









aaaa they're so lovely! hope

aaaa they're so lovely!
hope my tiny little guy's not disturbing them :0
Calix's picture

ah ty! ^^ they are kind of

ah ty! ^^
they are kind of freaked out in general your little guy is fine haha Sticking out tongue
WhenDeerAttack's picture

Whoa, sweet design! I'll see

Whoa, sweet design! I'll see you and them around the forest.
Calix's picture

ah ty! ^^ I look forward to

ah ty! ^^ I look forward to running into you and your characters!

Woah, they look rad.

Woah, they look rad.
Calix's picture

thanks ^^

thanks ^^ <3

; - ; So sorry about the

; - ; So sorry about the taunt action. Hope I didn't scare/upset the pups too much. Such a great first meeting
Calix's picture

haha it's ok. its nice

haha it's ok. its nice running into one of your characters Sticking out tongue

Yes, same. So glad I was able

Yes, same. So glad I was able to meet one of your characters again.