Ohhh, that's who that was. xD
Yeah, he was as high as a kite today so his mind was totally elsewhere. :3 Actually, he probably would have just run off on any other day because fawns aren't really his thing but I think Oisín was lucky enough to get a random pelt out of him. xD

It’s strange…how one so young as I can feel so old.
Ancient, like I’ve watched the world turn time and time again, like I’ve seen it all before. I feel so separated from time…I stand still and watch everything spin around me. Their lives go on, change, develop…and mine stays the same, a lonely yet comfortable constant. From time to time I’ll step into the fast lane, visit for a while, but lately it feels like a world apart. It’s a painful place…the longer I stay the more I feel the sting…

Sometimes I forget those I love…or once did…are stuck in that time. It’s no wonder I lose so many. I can’t keep up, and looking back I can admit to not wanting to. They move so fast, and accumulate so much pain…

I love you, Masque, yes…despite everything, all that I’ve missed in your life, you’re my only constant now, in this…place. I can explain it no better then you can understand it, but…I’m not the type to question my emotions. I have nothing to lose, you see, by following them. Not anymore. Please understand, however, that I expect nothing when I say this. This must be hard to understand, but if you do not feel the same in return my feelings will remain unchanged. I will always try my hardest to be there for you, in what any manner of ways you would like me to be.

I felt jealousy once…when she spoke of her love for you. I wanted to be angry… I wanted to know why I could not love another without someone getting in the way…I got caught up in time again, you see. Pain touches all here. I realize now how foolish I was for it. I could never be there for you like she can…like either of them can, those of your own time. I cannot love selfishly.

You may run from me if you wish, Masque…you can hate me. Or, you can love them. If your goal however, is to turn me against you, I advise you not waste the energy. I am sorry to see your heart and mind in such a state…but I will not apologize for my feelings for you like the others will. All I can offer is my assistance. The assurance that, whenever you need someone, I will be there, no matter what.
Pain touches all here…but maybe, once in a while, I can show you how to step away from time.


Darcy and Shyla's Updates/Bios

Guh, and he's already been sobbing like a little girl today. xD Now for more heartfelt textwalls.

-eyes already reddened- I'm actually surprised how much that made sense to me, heh. This...timeless place that you retreat to- I won't lie, I hate to know you're in there and so distant from me and everyone else who loves you. The first time you slipped away, I was so distraught, I just didn't know what to do with myself anymore. I honestly thought it was the last I'd ever see of you. For all I know I could have been blindly drifting around beside you the whole time, because I sure as hell wasn't grounded in reality anymore. It took me so long to convince myself I wasn't stoned or dreaming when you came back. That was the happiest I can ever remember being in a long time. You made me so happy every single time I saw you- I mean, correct me if I'm wrong, you're the first to genuinely care about me. Even for a heartless bastard like me, it feels good to think someone cares, if only a little bit.

It wasn't a shock that I fell in love with you. I'd been completely alone for nearly a decade when we met, which sounds so long when I say it, but it never felt like it. If I was a superstitious guy, I'd thank the gods every day for having met you, but I'll just have to thank the random events that led up to it, heh. The whole time I had feelings for you, I tried so hard to hide it because I wanted you to be happy with Paavo some day, even though it hurt to think about. That's probably the most selfless I've ever been-...see? I swear you bring out the best of me. -tiny smirk-
Anyway. I said this to Aegle, too; I simply can't be in a relationship, and I have to repress all these things that I feel for you before it gets the better of me. It's painful as hell, but if I keep clutching on to my feelings I'm just kidding myself and I'll drive myself insane. You're an amazing friend, and I owe you so much for keeping me together for all this time. I'd venture to say you singlehandedly started to turn my life around, and I know I'll never be able to thank you enough for that. I know I run away from you sometimes- but that's because I'm a fucking coward and I can't own up to my mistakes very well. And don't expect me to ever hate you, babe, that's expecting the impossible.

I love you for sticking by me all this time. Even when I'm being such an idiot. I can't ask for anything more than what I've got right now. Doesn't matter that I can count my friends on one hand, either. And Shyla, if I only get to see you one day a year, it'll be enough to get me by. I won't ask you to step out of your daily life for my sake- you do whatever you'd like and I guess we'll see each other when we get the chance.


I can't look away from that .gif So hypnotizing.

Sorry if the spell harassment was in any way annoying OOCly. 8D;

It's always so awkward when Clavi and Masque meet. It's like,
"...
...*bow*...
...
...*stare*...
..."
xD

xDDD I think he believes that she doesn't like him for one reason or another- but last night he was being a flirt and he thinks Clavier's pretty anyway, so that's probably the only reason he came over. 8D

SB: lololsorry didn't see your post but TEEHEE I think it's lulzy too. C:

Hi there :3 I'm just dandy, and you? My MSN is pryorkl@vcu.edu and yeah I only have the occasional conversation on there too. xD

Eh, I've been better, but it's nothing worth complaining about. XD; Anyway, I shall add you the next time I sign on. If you receive a notice from a delfincruzado@hotmail.com, that would be me. XD

-flies in-

IAHUIGDIUAGDUSYGDVUSYV!! I am here my love! XDDD -SHOT-

Blargh been so damn busy I can't breathe. But I am finally back now for awhile!!! And I have a sudden urge to draw stuffs so I should try and get something productive done for TEF. Awww FLED you're such an awesome friend... -hugs- You've been there since the beginning for meh <3 How's life for you?

She's feelin' sickly, sorry for unmoving-ness. 8C
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OH MY LORD IN HEAVEN. I DIED AFTER WATCHING THAT GIF AT THE BOTTOM. LOOOOOOOOOOL!

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|Roscoe|Faline|

She's a FIRE-BREATHING DRAGON IN A PAIR OF BLACK JEAAAANS

...FOR JUSTICE.
I'll take the appropriate action.

Hay, glad to see you've developed Des a little more! 8D I have the full DotD set I can send ya! <3 What's your e-mail?

Added, I can't get on the right computer right now with the spelldata... and I need to head to bed, but I shall send you the data as soon as I can tomorrow! <3 You're welcome! That spelldata has a lot of cool stuff in it, so you'll have fun experimenting! I love the idea of her being really into her religion, that is just sooo awesome. 8D

edit: Pretty sure I saw a mini Des in the playground. Which means you got the spelldata. YAY! I drew Des's mom (have to remember her name!!) I don't know if I'm going to color it, but it came out epicly awesome. I'll upload it soon. Also, sorry to hear about all the stuff going on, it's sticky and hot here... I wish it was cold. XDDD

8D Thank you! I like the pose, and especially the inverse coloring. Looks sweeeeet :3 I'd love to see what it looks like colored, but take as long as you need.

It looks fine to me- seriously, don't worry about it. :3 If you absolutely want to redo it, then put it at the bottom of your list because I'm happy with what you've got.

Masqu was totally awesome today. xD

You've got quite a mouth on you. -pained smirk-
Hell if I know how we ended up like this. Like I said, I don't care who you are, nobody treats a doe like that and doesn't hear from me about it. If anything I guess you can thank that filthy, perverted, old son of a bitch for turning us around, huh?

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xD If only he was in better health to begin with, he could've been more awesome.
BTW, sorry Aegle has to see him like this after so much time apart. D8 Three fights in two days was a bad idea. xD

DRUGS? 8DDDD

Poor Masque. 8C He's gonna need some tough love to get fixed up ohoho. In the meantime LET'S POINT AND LAUGH.
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LIES

fff isn't it obvious. Check out this needle it's humongous. -wavewave- Okay hold on I'm going to pop your shoulders back into the sockets. I really don't know.
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I'M LAUGHING REALLY HARD RIGHT NOW. -unsure wether to continue or not- :U

He's buying a new cane. This one has flames and glitter.
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Unforunately, Tuna confiscated it after she found him trying to decorate the cats. 8C
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BIIILL NYYYE THESCIENCEGUUUY
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Lawl, that fits him perfectly xD

xD Likewise! More out of a growing hatred for Saosin, though. He was quite ready to tear him limb from limb if he had decided to attack Virgil while he was already down. He's got no patience for that. 8D