hiatus ..

Basen's picture

disclaimer: minor use of profane language, apologies.

Life has been absolutely nuts as of late. I don't even know where its going anymore. I've decided I need to take a small break from TEF for a bit so I can sort things out in the real world. I'm not proud of myself as a person honestly, life has been a fucking difficult stride from day one and honestly all I can say is I'm not doing as well as I could be. There are so many things I could of done better, I've been given a million chances to do it right and somehow things always just go wrong. I've dropped out of college, I've failed at all my relationships, I've been sick with covid, I've been drinking too much..partying.

I mean what more could go wrong right? It doesn't sound that bad when I put things so simply like that but my head is spinning and I'm just walkin' in fucking circles. I've been through a lot of bad shit in my life, a lot of trauma -- probably too much for my own good honestly. Seriously don't know how I made it this far in life and I'm lucky to have the life I do for the most part. I've felt so unmotivated over the past few years and it's getting to the point where I feel like I'm losing myself.

I want to apologize to you all for my hiatus, I really need this break guys. For those who have plots and active rp's with my characters please feel free to have your characters approach my leave however they like. I will return at somepoint, not sure when. But I will. My discord is always open for those who'd like to speak with me, really about anything. Just hit me up. And thank you all for understanding.

- You'rs truly,
HeartClock's picture

No need to apologize for

No need to apologize for this. Your well-being matters more.
Take care of yourself. I wish you the best and hope things will get better for you very soon. ♥
Sig by Lathyrus. ♥
HeartClock's picture

Double post, sorry...

Double post, sorry... accidental... ^^""
Sig by Lathyrus. ♥
VelyraMoonglow's picture

You know I'm here for you!

You know I'm here for you! Any time! Velyra will patiently wait for Brent to come back. We've got this, and YOU've got this. Do what you need to do. We'll be right here waiting for you. Much love!
sylphofheart's picture

Take good care of yourself,

Take good care of yourself, and stay safe out there!
-by Sokoora by Kamaya
Party1's picture

I hope you can get that peace

I hope you can get that peace and sustenance that you need in your life. You don't need to apologize for anything, I'll support you from here so that you get everything you need and crave for your happiness. Courage, friend.
Aivilo's picture

Be well. Do what you need.

Be well. Do what you need. The Forest will be here when you get back.
Rooke's picture

I hope the break helps, don't

I hope the break helps, don't worry about anything here <3
you gotta do you, take time for yourself. you're always welcome to chat to me on discord if you need <3