Hey, everyone, please...Help yourself to come coffee and cookies because it's time to talk. There's somethings I want to clarify and need to explain. Let me first begin with deer updates:
Current Mood: Getting setled
Being played right now: Yes
Current Form: Fawn (male)
Current Location: Sleeping in the sun
Currently Being: Offline
Current Theme: Life Burns- Apocalyptica
Current Thoughts: Oooh...I think I'm getting use to this place. Wouldn't you say so, Usko? *pauses* Yep, I agree.
Current Saying: Built my confidence on wasteland...But this place looks fertile.
Current Mood: Miserably lost
Being played right now: No
Current Form: Antlered Doe
Current Location: Laying somewhere dark
Currently Being Played: Offline
Current Theme: Home- Three Days Grace
Current Thoughts: What's left to think about...
Current Saying: Forgot yesterday. Live today. Look for tomorrow.
As you can see...I have two deer in two, totally different attitudes. Paavo is young and innocent; there's so much left for him to discover as his story is just beginning. While poor Kumiko is...Well...She's in a horrible state. So let's start off with that.
Why is she like this you ask? Well, for starters, she's pretty lonely without Reetno around. I don't know what you would consider the little thing going on between them, but even though it wasn't exactly love, she did care for him. She often looked for him and enjoyed running to meet him. Without him around, she feels kinda bland.
So she seeks comfort in her other friends, but yet, here lies another problem. She worries that some conflicts have arisen between Rowan and herself due to Reetno. She partly feels guilty for preventing anything between Rowan and Reetno from starting because she feels that maybe her actions made Reetno believe there was something more than there really was. Then she also wonders if Rowan is upset with her for putting Reetno through this. While Rowan says it isn't a problem, Rowan still went away...
Then there's Darcy; she isn't too sure as to what she should do when Darcy is around. She worries that maybe he blames her for making Reetno leave (again) and feels awkward whenever Darcy and Wyrven are together because, well, she feels empty. Even though she's not looking for a mate, she did like Reetno's dedication to her.
There's still a few friends left such as Jadine and Vesper but it seems like I can never get on when they are on. So she misses out with them. >_<
That leaves only Bells; at least when he's in the Forest, there's something for her to do even though she probably annoys the hell out of him and well, he doesn't really like her... 
I'm kinda lucky though because all of these events do match up to her biography. I always said her worst fear was letting deer close and then losing them...That's what happened. So at least her personality is still techincally the same, it's just put her in a deep depression that she hasn't been in since her fawnhood. (Something that †wïlïgh†'§ ÇhïlÐ will get into very soon.) But that's made her kind of a 'meh' character to play, because, well, all I can do is random stuff if friends happen to be on, follow Bells, or just lay around.
No, I'm not getting rid of her. I'm just not as eager to play her as I use to be. I guess that's why I haven't recovered her set yet...Maybe once things get figured out and fixed, she'll come back.
As for Paavo, the door is wide open. His personality is still in development. I have a basic idea of what I'd like to do with him; right now I'm just working on the fine details. (I'll update his biography later with those details.) And I think it's safe to say he's found at least two friends.
Needless to say, I'm extremely excited to play as him. I love his back story and the idea of Usko. It's so fun to confuse deer by randomly turning to the side and doing emotions to absolutely nothing (because he's talking to Usko). I can't wait to start his story but I don't want to begin it until I finish †wïlïgh†'§ ÇhïlÐ.
So for now, I'll mainly be on as Paavo- the nervous, little prince. Though I'm not sure what I'll do when he grows up...Part of me wants to keep him a fawn just because he's so freakin' adorable, but then I think about how all his fawn friend will be older and how left out he'd feel...Guess he'll have to toughen up a bit! And I have no idea what his set will be. XD
Oh and do feel free to ask any questions if you need more details or don't understand something. I'm going to bed now and have work in the morning, so I won't answer or reply until I get home from work.
Comments
im sorry about your part of
im sorry about your part of the drama Kumiko. Reetno is gone? i didn't know this. (i don't think reetno liked me very much) Jadine misses Kumico. And I am sure that Jadine would love to play with Paavo. and I am sure winterleef would love it to! maybee they could be friends ^^. But the only way I can make Winter Leaf come into the forest if someone has Jadines pelt and emails it to her. (her spell data is lost but can keep them through email.) Maybee Kumiko could help when she is better yesh that would be most kind *nuzzles*
Would have responded when
Would have responded when you posted this, but tv ate my brain.
I know I'm being one lazy butt when it's coming to gettin Reetno back in the game... and I bet where he is at this moment he's very lonely as well as feeling lost as well... and with only Wakhá to really talk to I bet he's starting to go a little mad, lol...
I'm going to try and work on a short story about Reetno later tonight or even not long after posting this, lol... It would help me to rediscover his character as well as let everyone that reads it see where he is mentally and emotionally.
@Jadine: Not true, not true! Reetno likes you just doesn't know you that well (^^; ) and I did make a few posts explaining why Reetno is gone for the time being... it's because I lost track of his very character and couldn't play him because of it...
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Feed it! Feed it NOW!!
Ok...I'm SUPER tired and I
Ok...I'm SUPER tired and I just became really nausiated 30 minutes ago so...I wont go into much detail here >< I was doing my last minute site checks when I saw you posted. Why do my friends seem to post the most important stuff this late?! XD Oi.
Well I already told you a bit of how I feel. I'm just confused. 'Love' doesn't seem to be involved and yet it sort of seems like thats what it's all about. Somehow. I dunno. Once again I feel like there's a lot of misunderstanding going around, and that never serves any good.
Kumiko...you need to forget about what Rowan feels >< Rowan is my friend too but if this relationship between Reetno and Kumi isnt romantic, then what's the problem? Her misunderstanding. Rowan started liking Reetno after he and Kumiko were already 'together', 'friends', whatever, so K did nothing wrong there...she didn't 'prevent' anything. Rowan never stepped forward to even ask what the situation was between the two of them so...her loss ><
As for Reetno...thats where I'm confused. Me and Darcy had always been under the impression it was 'love', even if just the fresh beginnings of it... The fact that he had given up on her returning his feelings shouldnt have really mattered where his feelings are concerned, in my opinion, just that he'd stop trying. Of course, right now I don't think he's capable of feeling much of anything, so i think it would be unfair to pressure any sort if answer out of him. Again, I think things were just being rushed for the sake of sanity, and it only created more problems ><
Darcy, as I said, has become a bit of a mystery in his own right to me. He wants to be near all his friends, wants to comfort them and be there for them, yet ever since he's returned its like he doesn't know anybody anymore. Unfortunately he isn't his usual opinionated self about any of the situations occuring. I think he's just sfraid of getting involved...-shrug- ANYWAYS, Darcy never knows what to do XD He's a follower all the way...so if his friends are content to sit around for hours on end, thats what he'll be doing, Kumiko need'n't worry. She also needn't worry about blame...again, neither of us have any clue whats going on. Darcy really just wants to be with his friends right now...yet, alas, most of them are gone. Lastly...Darcy and Wyvern are just friends...no different then his relationship with Kumiko, Reetno, Atiq, anyone. I wish it could be different...for her sake if any...but I just can't get anything out of D >< So what does she have to feel empty about? I'd be more worried about Atiq and Lacey -giggle- They'resocute. If anything happens to THAT sanity I really am going to throw my hands up @___@
I know Darcy wasn' around a whole lot when you decided to pull her out...I don't really know how much help he would have been anyways -sigh- But like I said in another post...I just got a new job at a horse barn. It's draining >< Also, my writing and drawing ability has gone in the shitter so Role Playing, which took up a LOT of my time before, is gone from my life and giving me next to nothing else to do online, really, except TEF, but now that Darcy is acting weird I'm less inclined to deal with him >< Like YOU, I'm relying a lot on the second generation now, Shyla. But I feel I'm still having a hard time developing her -sigh- I CAN'T write, so most of her developement is happening In Game, and only apparently to those around her and paying attention.
I would love for anyone who is planning on writing something to include her even a little bit? Maybe? XD Im sad, I know, but she deserves better!
Crap...so much for SHORT! But...Im more awake now and I actually feel sorta better! Yay!...But it's 6:30 and I need to go regardless @___@
Hope that was...uh...insightful?
-scurries off-
Jadine: Well Reetno is
Jadine: Well Reetno is "gone". In other words, Zabrath is redoing his character therefore he's not in the Forest so Kumiko misses him and is worried that his rediscovery may interfere with with the bond they did have, however strong it was or wasn't.
And I'm sure Paavo wouldn't mind playing with Jadine either. He may act nervous or afraid at first but don't worry, that's just how the little guy is.
Zabrath: Can't wait to read it.
Shyla: Kumiko's "pull out" was kind of accidental...It was never my full intention to completely remove her. I basically wanted another deer to play on whenever no one else was on or if I felt like not being an upset character. But alas...I screwed up saving the spelldata. >_<
I didn't want to run around as a naked Kumiko, so I just continued to play as Paavo. I never really stressed over regaining her set since it seemed like I hardly ever ran into any of her friends; but I'll work on regaining it if she is missed that much. Like I said, I was going to anyway; I just wasn't in a huge rush.
Anyway, like I original said, my 'real life' reason as to why Kumiko wasn't in love somewhat contradicts the 'in game' reason. The real life reason was that I never intended in her finding a mate; my boyfriend always talked about how he was going to play with me (back in the day we use to do a lot of role playing), so I wanted the 'mate' spot saved for him. Then I found out that Reetno was developing something for her. I thought the development was sweet. I've always liked the 'admire from afar' bit, but technically, the spot was already filled just by an inactive player.
So, I had to figure out a way to prevent it from developing farther for whenever he did play. Needless to say, I would have liked to have seen how their relationship would have developed but for me (as the player) it was developing between the wrong characters.
Oh and Shyla is already being included in something, if you didn't catch it. Paavo really liked playing with her...Maybe you missed the part where he tried to fight off the tree because he thought it ate her. XD
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Avy by Hermeleentjen.
* Twilight's Child
* "Perfect" Prince
I'm sorry you guys. I hope
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SnowRift: Don't take
SnowRift: Don't take anything I say very seriously. I'm a writer, so getting into character and making people feel what my character feels is what I aim to do. Sometimes I question if I get "too" into character. XD
Kumiko will be find; she's got a strong spirit. I'm just feeding the current events with the hardships of her past thus making things a bit more painful for her to deal with. But once everything goes back to normal, her carefree-spirit shall return.
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Avy by Cato
* Twilight's Child
* "Perfect" Prince
You're so blunt, Shi. It's
You're so blunt, Shi. It's almost mean -__-; I've explained myself to you many times. She liked Reetno way before that. But anyways, Rowan is fine. She isn't mad at anyone, and as I tried to tell you last night, she's okay. I guess I didn't clarify this, but the main reason she left was the drama. The whole "Love triangle" thing was NOT what she'd expected, and she caused both Kumiko and reetno pain. Apparently I irked your nerves as well. She's fine, everyone. She's okay. And she doesn't have hard feelings towards anyone, you should know that. Rowan doesn't like the way things are now. Mainly with Kumiko and Reetno. By that I mean she doesn't like how down she's made them. Yeah, so she's a coward, running from her problems. Could you honestly say, in all truth, that you wouldn't do the same? Anyways, Rowan (now) is just waiting...Waiting for the drama she's caused to die down. And the forest is so quiet lately. She's just...waiting...
/ENDRANT
PS
I (toboe) am not mad at anyone.
Hopefully this wasn't taken in a bad way.
I mean well, so does Mopey. -kicks at Rowwy-
Lightworker
I dont mean that it reflects
I dont mean that it reflects off on you or anything. It's just that everone seems to be sad right now...why is that?
@Rowan: I finnaly left cuz Em wouldnt wake up! XD BBL
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Sorry Snow, I was sweeping
Sorry Snow, I was sweeping the floor
See ya.
Lightworker
*is back* Kumi is an awsome
*is back*
Kumi is an awsome doe, everyone gets emotional sometimes, so it isnt just her.
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