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Warning; language, violence/gore, and other mature and disturbing content may appear here.


PLEASE REFER TO HER TOYHOU.SE PROFILE FOR ACCURATE CHARACTER INFORMATION










6.16.19


". . ."


F e e l i n g // Numb
M e n t a l // Static
P h y s i c a l // Malnourished, cold


Managed to find the portal to the forest working for the first time in possible years. Didn't hesitate to throw herself through it, but the snowy weather traveled quickly through her soft fur and straight into her bones. Has remained huddled and shivering against a couple of the Playground rocks after she managed to stiffly collapse there for a reason that may not exist. Despite the awful intensity of the cold and the fatigue weighing on her heavier with every hour that passes, refuses to leave the forest for fear it may be another eternity until she's able to return again.


N o t e s // BLESS U FISH FOR INFORMING ME OF OLD ASS CODING MESSING THINGS UP!! this entire bio is old and ugly tho no one look
• ok I tweaked a few other horrendously outdated things BUT THAT'S probably ALL FOR NOW... aka another 4 years









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N a m e // Friiha; 6-18-9-9-8-1

N i c k n a m e s // Frii, Freehee

P i c t o g r a m // #

G e n d e r // Feminine ♀

A g e // Ageless

S p e c i e s // Predominantly cervid

S p e e c h // #7b5959; voice

A r r i v a l // March 3, 2010

O r i e n t a t i o n // Panromantic demisexual

S t a t u s // Single

H a u n t // A wanderer








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@Tally: AH. I get it

@Tally: AH. I get it now.

;A;<333 Oh my goodness, that is the sweetest thing ever. After the little interaction I'm inspired to draw Friiha with Tally C:
I'm quite swamped with exam stuff too :/
Why does school do this to us.
Homework should be illegal.
It stresses kids out and stress can lead to horrible things...

-x-

@Spyrre: LOL ambush her xDDD
Yeah, that spelldata... ugh. And when Friiha was first getting her set, it took the better part of an hour to FINALLY get the orca pelt. It was impossible. And poor Friiha had to go through a gazillion spells.
But yes, I think I will indeed try it. LOL Friiha, adorable... perhaps she is, in her own way (: I'm definitely going to try the mini thing though. The only thing is getting the mini spell each time :/
It would be better for screenie editing since a mini is about her actual size.

-x-

@Reeku: LOL. Thank you so much, I appreciate it <333

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One, Donnie Darko.

One, Donnie Darko. <33

Two, defined and not commonly used psychological disorders.

Three, just darned interesting.

Shamelessly tracking.

You're a clever mind, Apparanza. I can't wait to glimpse more.
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Hey, I think that Frank from

Hey, I think that Frank from Donnie Darko is adorable, so for Friiha it isn´t that hard to fullfill my requirements. =)
Heh, you don´t actually have to get even the mini-spell more than once, it won´t disappear when you log out and can be saved. And if you want to be big again after a while, you can visit the Drink plaats and sneeze the "big" deer away when you want to be mini again. You don´t really need to sneeze the mini-spell off ever, if you don´t want to. =)
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@Serenai: 1.} Ravyn gave me

@Serenai:
1.} Ravyn gave me links for a bunch of the tracks from that movie, so I got curious, bought it, watched it, and feel deeply in love with it. I liked two of the songs most for Friiha, so I put them in her mixpod <3
2.} I'm actually surprised that there aren't more out there with characters who are schizoid. But at the same time, I'm very glad - it keeps Friiha more original and unique.
Same with Schizotypal - I actually thought I had it for a few months myself, but I think it's something different. I know a psychologist and she told me about that particular disorder {I'm very curious when it comes to mental state} and that's how I discovered it.
3.} I appreciate that so much... <33

You have no idea how special your words are to me, and how great they make me feel. Thank you so much, Serenai.
I hope you like the things I add in the future (:

-x-

@Spyrre: IFREAKINGLOVEFRANK<3 In his bunny costume, that is |D
Hehe I drew a picture of Friiha giving him a tiny kiss on the nose of his mask before. It was a lame sketch though, so I never posted it Sticking out tongue
Oh! /didn't know that
So the only thing I'd have to get each time is the orca pelt?

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Actually, the only thing you

Actually, the only thing you need is the orca pelt and a mini spell over it, and when you have that saved, you don't need any more spells :)
When you log in you just need to go to de drinkplaats and then to the statues. Here is how you do it: http://www.endlessforest.org/community/how-get-any-pelt-mini-deer
The pelt will fade when you log out, but it will be stuck under the mini spell, so when you get in-forest again, you just have to do the drinkplaats and statues thing, no spellspamming. I have no idea if this made any sense, but oh well.

(track~ and very beautiful bio, I love the music)

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8D~!! Thanks so much for

8D~!!
Thanks so much for letting me know that, Apeldille~!! You have no idea how great that is for me ;A;
Thank you for the link <3
It made absolute perfect sense, and I appreciate you taking the time to explain it to me!

{I'm so glad - I'm going to be adding a couple more tracks later |D
And by the way, I don't know if I've already told you, but your artistic talent is so incredibly incredible that I turn inside out when I see one of your drawings @.@<333}

By Leuvr

WHY AM I NOT TRACKING THIS

WHY AM I NOT TRACKING THIS AWESOME AND TASTY BIOGRAPHY?!!
I FAIL SO MUCH
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You're very welcome :3 (Aw,

You're very welcome :3

(Aw, I get really, really happy every time someone tells me that ^^ Thank you, and right back at ya, your art is very good; I love those harmony-pictures)

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@Star: LOL you don't fail at

@Star: LOL you don't fail at all. But I have no idea why you weren't tracking it xDDD Perhaps it slipped your mind or you couldn't find it or or or psh I don't know. You failed only for a moment. Sticking out tongue

I'm tasty...? e.o;

-x-

@Apeldille: <3

{8D /loves making people happy~ Aww! Thank you so much, it makes me happy to hear that too C: Harmony is just an amazing platform and fits Friiha so much. I love drawing with it.}

By Leuvr
Serenai's picture

gwehrbdfc Now that I'm

gwehrbdfc Now that I'm getting to listen through these songs, I'm bookmarking her biography so I can come listen to them. > > They're so awesome. D:

I first saw the movie just after it came out on DVD. Forgot about it, mostly. Got to see it again maybe a year ago. Fell in love all over again. Haven't forgotten since. c: I hope you got the full version with the excerpts from the book. o: I know there's a version without those (among other vital scenes), and it pains me. DDDD: I know because I wanted to buy the movie. Unfortunately, I got the deprived version. Sad day.

Quite true. Either way, especially pleased to see something new. Many things new. You've done very, very well with her thus far. She holds an interest. 8D

I'm infatuated with the workings of the mind as well. Currently we're learning about disorders in my psychology class. Undeniably fascinating. c: Just from being in this class I believe I have a running tally of five disorders I could have. Thus is the way with psychology. The mind has so many possibilities, you can see everything in anything.

Oh, dear, you're too sweet. <33 And I'm rather sure I will, considering your cleverness and creativity. As well as general nature, as I've thus observed.

<3
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OMG I want her to meet

OMG I want her to meet Spirituelle. She's beautiful.
<3
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-NINJAS IN- HI PERSON I

-NINJAS IN-

HI PERSON I DON'T KNOW

http://i359.photobucket.com/albums/oo36/SilentOrosco/friiiiii.png

MOZEL TOV

-NINJAS OUT-
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@Serenai: Aww 8D I'm glad you

@Serenai: Aww 8D I'm glad you like the songs and her bio enough to do that. Thank you <3

I got the director's cut. Is that the deprived version? D8

FFF thank you so much, I'm glad you think so <3 I hope others feel the same about her.

Kksdhflkdhf you get a psychology class? So not fair. LOL five disorders xDDD But you never know. I love the mind. It's capable of so much...

Thank you C: Cleverness and creativity? I don't think I'm clever at all, LOL. I'm so oblivious to everything. And it sucks because I just want to know things >8C

-x-

@Spirit: Kklshdflkhsd likewise <3 Thank you (:

-x-

@Orosco: WHY HAI THERE 8D

/clicks
@__________________________________________________________________@
HOLY CRAP OMFG THAT IS SO BEAUTIFUL I JUST CRIED TEARS OF JOY
SKLFHKLDSHFSLDHFLDSHFLHDSLHFS
THAT'S SO SWEET OF YOOUUU OMG I'M SO HONORED
THANK
YOU
SO
VERY
MUCH
*-*
<333333333333333333

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Ohmygod. SDFS I AM SO GLAD

Ohmygod.

SDFS I AM SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT. I'd been meaning to draw you something for awhile. I love Friiha and I spend far too much time lingering on her bio because of the music. XD -tips hat- REPAYMENT FOR EXCESSIVE LURKING, OHOHO.

YOU'RE WELCOOOME.
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Ah, yes. I have a special

Ah, yes. I have a special affinity for all of them. Except one. That one gives me bad feelings, but you know how songs are. xD But yes. I don't even have to focus on what's playing, it rolls very nicely.

I believe that one's the best. As long as you saw the little book snippets in the film itself, that's the good version. There were other parts too, but as long as the book scenes were in there, s'all good. 8D

You're very welcome. She's an adorable, strange little thing. Which isn't uncommon, but the fact she is friendly is. Most "dark" characters are all mean with a bad past and all that jazz. Not only is she nice, but she has very specific designed reasons for everything. As well, you gave her quirks, like the curling of her antlers. Those make a good character. She is excellent. c:

xD Yeah. Community college here offers a whooooleee bunch of classes. At least a thousand types a semester, I'd say. This was my second psychology class. xD Fiveish. I forgot them by now. > > But, of course, there is also the fact that, as humans, we want to classify something wrong with us. That way we have something we can improve and make better about ourselves. For the most part, individuals want to be better, nicer, good. I think that's cute, about people. The mind is beautiful. I don't believe we know even a portion of what it really is. Not yet. ;D

Perhaps wanting to know things is what makes you most clever of all.
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@Orosco: OMFG! YOU'RE

@Orosco: OMFG! YOU'RE FREAKING HILARIOUS!!! xDDD /dies laughing in a corner
I don't like it, I freaking LOVE IT TO PIECES @U@
Omg. You're the sweetest person ever. KLKhdsfsklhlkslsfdjfhlskdhf<333 ROFL I love her music too, I always go to her bio listening to it while doing homework/studying and stuff. I think track 1 and 2 are my favorites, but honestly I love them all beyond a lot.
HEHEHE<333

/majorglompage

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@Serenai: Gosh I love your lengthy comments <3

LOL. Songs are definitely ksldfhldkhfshdflkshf.

OH really?! 8D I'm so glad then - and yeah, it had the book snippets. It's such an amazing movie, really makes you think and question.

Friiha has a terrible past and although she's usually friendly, she's probably thinking nasty things if the particular deer isn't up to her standards or her curiosity isn't piqued. She puts on a mask with strangers, slowly taking it off as she gets to know them. Which makes her vulnerable to hurt and betrayal, and she knows that, but she doesn't want to hold herself back. I wouldn't call her nice, though. I'd call her...
...hm. I'm not sure what to call her. She's not outright mean or evil either.
Ugh. Why do we have to be so confusing x.x

A THOUSAND TYPES A SEMESTER HOLY /shot
Goodness. LOL. I think I'll take psychology. Although I'm not sure what kind of psychologist I'll ever make since I've got so many issues myself. /fail
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But, of course, there is also the fact that, as humans, we want to classify something wrong with us.

I find that true. Especially with myself. I went to a psychologist because I wanted to check myself out. I feel off and I don't think I'm... crumbling with the rest of the cookies, if you get what I mean xD

Maybe. Because I learn how to extract the information... hm. /ponders self LOL

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Mmm, I really can't help

Mmm, I really can't help them. So much to talk about~ Mmm, music. <3

Mmmyes, I also love "Meet Joe Black," "K-PAX," "Pay It Forward," and "American Beauty," as other examples of thoughtful movies. "K-PAX" would likely ring especially well with you. The fact the latter three movies have the same actor in a starring role is actually purely coincidental. ._.

... I'd call her Friiha. ;D

Aside from summertime, yes. Many, many, many types of classes. Trust me. And browsing through them?

Terrifying.

Fff. You can take anything you want at a community college. Even if you're eighty and just want to take a photography class. Golden, good to go. That's why I love it so much. It's all for fun, if you want it to be.

I understand what you mean.

Perhaps I just believe in you more than you do. ;D <3

Short reply because you're on MSN.

Oh, and this again.
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I don't find the scene with

I don't find the scene with Samara crawling out the TV creepy after seeing this. I just find it really funny.
It reminded me of Friiha even though I doubt it's nothing like her. Sticking out tongue
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LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL xDD Now

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL xDD Now I'm going to think of that every time I see Samara come out of the TV! /adds
You'd be surprised, Friiha can be quite clumsy sometimes >.> Especially with those shaky legs of hers.

By Leuvr
SilentOrosco's picture

-skips in- This song reminds

-skips in- This song reminds me of Friiiiiiha-ha-haaaa.
Apparanza's picture

Serenai, I'll respond to you

Serenai, I'll respond to you once I have computer access again because I want to give you a complete reply which I can't do on a phone Dx

Orosco, that song is amazing... I'll add it in, thank you so much for contributing <3

By Leuvr
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A cheshire smile breaks upon

A cheshire smile breaks upon the doe's maw, cracking her lips to show oral daggers.

"You still owe me a secret, dear Friiha.."
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I believe I do... What is it

I believe I do...
What is it you want to know?


Black voids stare endlessly into the white doe.

By Leuvr

"Mnnn-hmmhnnn...I am coming

"Mnnn-hmmhnnn...I am coming for you." The massive doe whispered, dagger teeth visible behind her obsidian lips.

Let the molesting stalking commence! >3


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Mm... /evil laughter

Mm...

/evil laughter

By Leuvr
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-Hums.-

-Hums.-
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-Sings.-

-Sings.-

By Leuvr

"Why do you take up for that

"Why do you take up for that awful deer?"
lol their little argument made me XD
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"Because..." She knew it

"Because..." She knew it wasn't quite wise to call Jack a 'friend' even though she wanted to, "...I don't laugh or play with anyone as much as I do with him. So think twice before you taunt at him while I'm there. And he's not awful at all." A small, devilish smile curled at the end of her thin muzzle.

OMGROFL I thought that was the funniest thing ever!! Jack was standing there and these two teeny does were taunting at each other at like, the height of his knees xDDD

By Leuvr

..guess who died behind her

..guess who died behind her screen in that moment as well |DD



I think Jack finds himself too hot to be true now xD


...btw sorry for constant logging in and of.. had to fight horrible glitchwaves today TT_____TT *does not want anymore*

"He almost killed me." Her

"He almost killed me." Her fur bristles and she flicks her tail in frustration “ It is in your best interest to stay out of my way and let me deal with him.”

XD yea I was about in tears
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LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!! xDDDDDD

Jack's ego should be boosted + infinity. Friiha doesn't stick up for just anyone |D And she finds him to be particularly cuddly right at this moment C|

Oh psh that's totally fine, Friiha finds him each time anyway ;P
D8 I wish I could send you glitchlessness from my game. LOL &hearts

-x-

Edit: FFF didn't see your post there! xD

Friiha stares straight at Night Shade. "Don't you dare tell me what to do," she hissed, ears slowly pinning back. "Almost killed you? Maybe because he agrees that the Forest is a little more fun without you." The small, devilish smile returned to the tiny doe's muzzle.

LOL!! And djkgld I adore your spamming &hearts

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Ama: "Ooh, do I interest

Ama: "Ooh, do I interest you?" A sly smile forms on her face, mirroring one often seen on the other doe's face. "You know, you can stay around awhile. Do come visit me again, little Friiha."

[I THINK THAT WAS FRIIHA FFF. If that wasn't her (by the pond; no picto) forgive me. >>]

The doe’s glare deepens and

The doe’s glare deepens and she gets as close to the others doe’s face as possible- “Don’t you dare talk to me like that.” She quickly drops her head and gives the small doe a hard push.
Cat fight I tells ya 8X

Completely satisfied Jack:

Completely satisfied Jack: *watching from the distance waiting for the blood* xD
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@Ocean: ROFL ;D But wait, she

@Ocean: ROFL ;D But wait, she didn't have a pictogram? How strange ._. Jin said the same, but I thought it was just because I accidentally minimized. Huh.

"It's a possibility," the tiny doe replied, a small devilish smile tainting her muzzle. "Oho. I will."

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Firedance:

Friiha's ears pinned farther back the closer Night Shade dared come. When she was pushed, the tiny black doe let out an ear-splitting screech and flung herself at Night Shade, hooves flailing wildly and fangs - hidden, as Friiha rarely grinned to show them - snapping forward viciously to draw blood.

LOL! *shakes head hopelessly*

-x-

@AliceV: FFLOOOOL!!! Oh Jack &hearts I totally need to illustrate this xD

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Nah. D: Happens a lot to me

Nah. D: Happens a lot to me when I come back into the forest for people who are already in; often, my picto is just a dot.
Or if you dc. Then you often come back nameless. >>

Ama keeps her own grin, tilting her head at the small thing. She herself was a bit bigger than Friiha. "Good, because I've taken an interest in you, Friiha. I'll be watching for you. Don't keep me waiting too long, mm?" Her head cants to the side and the smile goes lopsided as well.

[I totally imagined Ama transforming into some scary raven at 'I'll be watching'. I think Friiha brings out the creepy side of Ama. |D]

Night shade braced herself

Night shade braced herself against the other does attack. She let out a soft grunt as Friiha’s fangs made contact with her flesh. Night quickly grabbed on to Friiha’s neck, shaking her head back and forth violently. Her eyes burned with anger. She didn’t expected the other to attack.
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@Ocean: Kkldfhglkdf IT BETTER

@Ocean: Kkldfhglkdf IT BETTER NOT HAPPEN AGAIN LOL.

Friiha smiled slightly. They were interesting to each other, just like she and Neath.
"Expect me soon, then, Ama."


{ROFL well Friiha has a giant raven form |D And LOL. /evillaughter}

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@Firedance:

Friiha ripped out sharply after her fangs had sunk into Night Shade, but shrieked again when the other doe grabbed onto her neck. She was temporarily lightheaded when she was being jerked side to side, but was able to regain her composure. Without a moment to spare, the tiny black doe's form distorted and fur turned to feathers. Friiha was now a giant raven, and an angry one.
Screeching caws echoed from the large bird's throat, large wings slamming heavily upon Night and sharp talons reaching forward to brutally slash at whatever they could reach. Friihabird's sharp beak jabbed harshly, relentlessly, prepared to go on until this foolish doe was down.

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I HOPE NOT. Ama grins

I HOPE NOT.

Ama grins toothily, "You might even see me sooner..."

[Ama has a teeny raven form. |D Not the evil laughter!]

Hey apparanza... ...just in

Hey apparanza...

...just in case you have msn and interested in adding meh~ smiling_jack(at)live(dot)de <3

Night Shade was about as

Night Shade was about as scared of that giant bird as she was of antlers and that was …not much. She quickly tried her best to avoid the vicious attacks that were begging to prove a little much for her. Every now and then a talon would find it’s mark upon her back, as she lunged upwards in hopes of grabbing on to the ravens legs and bringing it back down to her level. To Night, Friiha looked like she would make a tasty meal.

and same here ^^ My msn can be found on my updates <3
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@Ocean: LOOOOL. "Hn~&hearts

@Ocean: LOOOOL.
"Hn~&hearts Saves me the trip."
{LOL aww~!! The should have a raven party one day together. /evillaughter2

-x-

@AliceV: 8DDD!!
I'll do that as soon as I get back on my Photoshop computer! This one doesn't have MSN 8C
But YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY I'll definitely add you~!! &hearts

-x-

@Firedance: Oh yay, thank you~!! I'll go find it as soon as I get to my other computer &hearts

Friiha cawed again and again, sharp beak slicing downwards the second she felt one of her legs being pulled down by Night Shade. She slashed wildly with her free leg, wings slamming more viciously than ever, filling the atmosphere with nothing but screeching, angry calls.

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Night forcefully tugged on

Night forcefully tugged on Friiha’s leg with all her might. She had no idea what she would actually do to her once she was down. She had been in many fights in the past. Anger was not a unheard of emotion for her, but this time it was different, this one had spoken to her, like no other had ever dread to do..this was personal.
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Random track I love that how

Random track
I love that how there's so much to look at in your bio and Friiha's design is awesome <3
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@Firedance: Friiha was yanked

@Firedance: Friiha was yanked down to the ground, and with another furious caw, the giant raven's beak speared in the direction of Night Shade's face, aiming to violently jab as many times as necessary to free her leg. But even then she wouldn't stop. She wanted this doe to leave her, and Jack, alone. The sharp talons of her other leg kicked forward to grab a fierce hold on one of Night Shade's legs.

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@Firefli: xD Thank you so much! I like putting a lot of stuff in my bios, to make it more interesting &hearts Klglkjd I'm so glad you think so~! 8D

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[They should. 8D Ama's more

[They should. 8D Ama's more of a crow, though. |D NOOO. D:]

Each blow felt like 100

Each blow felt like 100 needles to her face, but she refused to let go. The little doe winced as she felt one of Friiha’s sharply taloned feet clamp on to her back leg. Night kicked wildly trying to free herself from her grip. She wouldn’t stop fighting. She never knew when to quit
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@Ocean: LOL. Crow xD And

@Ocean: LOL. Crow xD And muahaha they shall throw that party soon &hearts

-x-

@Firedance:
Friiha was getting incredibly frustrated. The large raven knifed harder with her beak, aiming at Night Shade's eyes and nose, trying to get at the most sensitive spots to get the doe to let go. Her sharp grip on Night Shade's hind leg only tightened with the kicking, determined to stay locked.
Night Shade's relentlessness made Friiha fight harder. She didn't even want to fight in the first place, but that push sealed their fate to dwindle down to violence.

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She knew she should just let

She knew she should just let go. She had almost caused herself to die not too many days before, due to her stubbornness. Night Shade closed her eyes tight to help avoid losing an eye to one of Friiha’s blows. What was she even doing this for? There was no pride in it. She was always the one to foolishly strike first and each time it would cost her dearly. She thought of her fawn and how much he needed her, for now she would let go, lose. After all she had other ways of getting revenge. The doe released her hold on Friiha’s leg and rolled over to her side exhausted. “You better sleep with one eye open…”

I love Friiha’s design =) expect fan art sometime <3