(sorry, bumped this a bit. I wanted to correct somethings; sounds better than before. )

(fyi: This was written from Kaoori's point of view and thoughts, and therefore, WILL be biased and discombobulated. xD;; . )

I cannot look at him anymore. The fact that someone so devout wants to do harm to someone I love so dearly makes me almost lose control. I am a kind deer. I don't harm others.

Unless they decide to mess with someone I love.

I was so angry, I don't even know what had gotten into me. The way he, and the others mentioned they had to "do something" about Wesker... What did THEY know? There are more 'evil' things in this forest. And let him try to 'banish' him. I won't allow it. I won't!
So when he strode by me today, as if everything were nothing.. I embarassed myself in front of Queze by rearing and charging the Priest.
And he shook his head no. Walked away.

....do not ignore me!! ...

[=#800080]I continued, and he again walked away. Queze calmed me for a while, but then he took his leave and I could not fight my urge to track the priest down. I had to talk to him, maybe even yell at him. He didn't understand anything. How could he? How could he forgive Darkweaver for killing Wesker but would not leave Wesker alone for being?
Again.
And again.
A shake of the head.
I vaguely remember Aegle there..
I screamed at him, yelling insults, taunting, laughing. .. Finally I lowered my antlers, once, twice.
And pushed him past the breaking point.
I was almost knocked off my feet as his weight slammed into me. I hadn't realized that it was a stupid idea to chase him around and then try to fight when you've used most of your energy..
I dug my hooves into the ground, and I watched as the dirt filled around them. I was sliding. I pushed up, kicking with my front hooves. Did I hit? A grunt. Maybe a small one..

My dog has a malignant tumor in her nasal cavity. We're going to keep her comfortable and make sure that we spend all the time we can with her. Thank you to everyone who offered your thoughts and prayers.. it was much appreciated.

xD
AND she finally got to hear the BZD's call and see him awake.

My Mom and I were in a car accident today. A woman pulled out to go on the opposite ride of the road just as I was reaching her. From what a witness said, I did a really good job of trying to stop and avoid her- but in the end I did end up hitting her. Everyone involved was okay, although the EMTs that arrived at the scene insisted I go to the hospital because I had some neck pain. In the end I just have very bad whiplash and I'm going to be very sore for the next few days.

I don't even know what the point of this is, but I guess I'm very happy to be alive. Sorry it's not really TEF related. I just know so many of you on here now and it's like a family to me.

Kaoori will be one year old soon! 8D

I have the WORST lag, so if you interact with Kaoori, forgive her if she acts strange. I assume it's because so many deer are on, yes?

Kelsie, my dog, was just admitted to the Animal Emergency Hospital for having a seizure. She has to stay overnight for tests... please keep her in your thoughts and prayers. I love her so so much.

I hope you may hear me, forest gods.. my mother, and my father believe in you so, that I feel I should give you more precedence too...
I have friends whom have left this world.. why? Why did they have to go? And why.. why could I not say goodbye...?
How can I remember them without such hurt?
What do you do.. when one friend has harmed another of your friends.. so that.. they too.. are gone?



How do you forgive them? do you try to see their reasoning? Why did he have to go that far? Should I? I don't..

...what do I do....?

how fragile we are

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(fff it sounded better until i had a brain fart..)

Rowan, Darcy, Baal, Paralda, Aeska- Thank you for taking the time to spend with me tonight. I had a really bad day, I'm coming down with an allergy-related cold and my friends went to see Harry Potter without me. Needless to say I was in need of some cheering up and you did just that.

it may not seem like much, but you did a lot. Thanks again.
I'm really really thankful for tef and the people I meet here. c: