Hey,
I don’t think anyone really keeps up with me on here,since I’m not active; but, just incase, I wanted to put this out there. I had made plans to come back on here and get active again last year. It’s been a year. It just isn’t going to happen. I still owe some art that will be put up as soon as I can get a computer to load it. I’m sorry it hasn’t happened yet... not going to lie I’m going through hell right now. I don’t feel like sharing what the “hell” is just that almost all my joy is gone, creativity is gone, and I’m just really tired. I was looking forward to being back and finding muse again but, life.
Anyway take care. I still come on to look at art and things and I will post likely one more time and then pretty much not exist on the website again.

Dang it I missed it by two days!
This account is now 9 years old. Man that's hard to believe...
I wish I had been active for more of my time here, but life things prevented that.
I lost touch with a lot of people and I really regret that.
I feel so old (pretty much am tbh)
I do not regret the time I was able to spend here

I miss this place and really want to come back. I was able to load art for awhile again in 2017. The computer died though. I haven't actually been able to play the game since 2012. Lots of reasons why, not relevant now. I just miss this so much and really hope to be active on here and in game this year.

12.31.2018
When your life is a wreck and you feel bad because other people have it worse,way way worse so you come to a site where no one remembers you to rant somewhere.... lol me right now. For me I’m at a wits end. I don’t really want to burden anyone else with my problems since. Maybe 4 people max in the whole world even care anyhow.

Decided to make a place for all my art, doodles, fan art etc.
This won't be super organized, just me throwning art in here.

Added new art 2/4/2018.
Just some heads this time. I haven’t had a lot of time for any full body full background type pictures.. Work and my health are kind of killing my time for drawing.(also my spirit) Been going through a lot lately. Also I know I’m not around much, I would like to change that. As a side note... because recently someone was a major weenie to me(it was not on here) , with a whole comment on how is this a deer, how is that a thing, is that a dog ??
big heavy sigh
I know my deer characters do not look like deer. They are almost always exaggerated in some way or combined with some other animal,for no reason other than I find it fun.

Lol cut the rant a bit shorter
And HIIIII
also an unamused Night Shade and a grey deer I’m still designing I probably won’t keep the fangs on her. I just wanted to draw a snarling deer. I want to play this game again so bad ahhhhhhhh
Nevermind.... No desire to attempt anything too much emotional stuff going on.

Hey. It felt odd to kick the dust off old Nightshades blog.. Not to mention the art is so old and gross and likely half a million broken links. This is random. I have been gone from here a very long time, but wanted to stop by and say. Thanks for all the memories. I haven't forgotten anyone I met here. I lost contact with many of you sadly. I doubt anyone will remember me at all. I left in 2011. Tried to come back a few times and then life and years happened to me. Anyway hi and shout out to a great community of very talented people

Much love

Old fire dance

some things

one Language warning and maybe even a tiny bit of content warning

Two. I’m not a big major writer.There will be an error or 10 in this, but I doubt it is anything that would make it unreadable ^^; I would hope XD

Three. Night Shade and Des are mine. I wanted to do one of those own character interaction story type..things? and maybe this will help to show their personalities better and such.

Four Asaroth belongs to Kittycatkita and is mentioned often in this story. This has been given the ok by her.

Im not sure if I will continue this just yet or not. If you think I should let me know in the comments <3
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A bird’s song as it perches in a tree, a frog’s croak at the pond, water gently lapping at the shore as dragonflies dance at the water’s surface, butterflies fluttering over fields of endless flowers, a pretty and peaceful scene, but irrelevant , completely lost to those who are of hatful troubled mind. Their brains are constantly plotting, working out the bumps and kinks of some master plan. That was Des.


He made a life out of plotting and hurting others. He sure wasn’t going to stop now that he was thrown into some forest as a stupid animal. If the residents of the place wished to smell flowers all day and bounce around like mad March hares, that was their business, as long as they left him alone. If events didn’t affect him personally they were simply ignored. It had always been that way.

He would not have gotten far as a lord if he had let happy thoughts and petty pass times invade his warrior’s brain. Of course he had only gotten so far as a lord with his state of mind. There was such a thing as being too unreasonable even in the demon realm it seemed.

Wip

under cut for many fail pictures


read this first

http://endlessforest.org/community/039a-true-story039-jack039s-view-comic-ahead-many-pictures


kinda mature i guess so you have been warned lol

This is an rp blog for me, Trigger_mortis, and kittycatkita for a plot between our characters

This a closed rp so please no random jump ins <3

Thanks.

If you want to start a new blog with me that’s perfectly fine

Or you can interact with my deer here http://endlessforest.org/community/node/53906

Tracks are more than welcome!!, if anyone would like to read.

For anyone wanting to keep up with the story line it starts here

http://endlessforest.org/community/node/53906

(same blog as the first link) between my Des and Triggers MA